What I'm grateful for.

Many are starting to do their 2013-things-to-be-grateful lists.
But I'm just too lazy to recall n list out everything.
So, I'm grateful for you. :)

M'sian Sungha in the making!

Let me introduce you to my bro, Alvin! And his hidden talent haha 
Although he's very shy and kept denying saying he's not that good and only just knew a few songs but I really think that the fact he can actually finger-pick a whole song(which I can't, not even one lol) is really good already! And somemore he even started learning guitar much later than me. 
*Proud brother moment* :')

The day that I find out he can actual play this song, I told him, 'one day I'm gonna record you playing and upload it' hahaha

Anyway! Hope you enjoyed it.
Happy new year in advance to everyone watching this! Have a great year ahead!
Cheers!

Merry Christmas!

It's really been a while since my last cover.
There are no other excuses than to say that I'm lazy :p
Anyway finally get to try the new mic I got a while ago, like finally. 
Covered a song which I think is really nice and is actually quite meaningful to me.
Hope you guys liked it too :)

Oh and also just realised that it's 2 years already since I first did a cover! :D *throwing confetti at myself yayyyy 2 year anniversary*
So I guess that's a great milestone for me, and the new microphone too. Even though it's much more complicated and troublesome now for the recording and editing, but at least you guys don't have to suffer with the lousy audios anymore! HAHA ;) 
Do let me know how does the new mic sound!

Cheers! And HAVE A MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D


p/s: nahh here you go Albert! lol ;)

861 miles apart.

Last two nights are probably one of the happiest moments in my life.
And, I'm missing you so much already.


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'Separation is for the preparation of the next beautiful rendezvous.'

  

What he did for me this year.

How would you feel if someone did this for you?

In life there will always be that someone who you'll know for sure he/she is gonna stay in your life forever.
No matter what happens, no matter how far apart you guys are, or how little chances you guys have to meet with each other, you just know that he/she will still stick around for the rest of your life.

How much have we changed and matured through the years.
Times like this I really do appreciate these videos and photos.

To tell you the truth, I'm immensely, immensely grateful.
And touched.
Words aren't enough for me to express my gratitude for this friendship.
Thank God, and still thank God.
:')
 

21-11-13.

How nice would it be if life can be as simple as enjoying the beautiful lights shining right off this magnificent building just in front of your very own eyes.

One of the most beautiful minutes in my life.

I'm so grateful and thankful for you.
How blessed, how blessed am I.

Thank you.

Two with a quadruple one and then a three. :)

Guess it's official. Let's grow together, through good and bad, through happy and sad, through thick and thin. :) 

Milestone.

Guess it's official. 

My turn joining in the 'adulthood' club.

Finally I can legitimately call myself a 'man' and walk into casinos LIKE A BAUS. 

Haha! 

I'm grateful for all the surprises, the cakes and the dinner treat. 

I'm blessed. 

I really am. 

:)

I've never called anyone else my best friend except the two of you. And I'm not planning to stop doing so. 

Thanks ma! :')

I'm thankful to be your son too ma.
:')
Never thought that this year the biggest surprise would be from my mum.
Totally didn't see that coming.

Guess it's true when they say in the end it's still your family that means the most to you.

Who you can count on no matter what.

Where were you? The two of you. 

  

Reflection.

When people say 'I'll be there for you when you need me.',
Do you wonder, who actually meant it?

I'm just glad I went over that night. 

給你的愛

這是愛 我們的愛 ，
還不確定卻好實在。

這是愛 給你的愛 
沒名字卻停不下來。
 

November.
Always, a bittersweet month.
 

You take me on.

You're the one that's keeping me going.
Getting me through the day.

You take me on.

Verge of breaking.

Stress during exam periods can really make you realise how much the little things in life actually mean to you. 

Things as small as listening to a good song during the short break you allow yourself in the midst of your revision, or a small nap, or even a look outside your window at night at the busy highway or the starry sky. 

The things you'll usually take for granted. 

Because at the end of the day, there's always one thing everyone will be longing for. 

Freedom. 

The freedom to do the things that you like, to be free without forcing yourself to do things that you hate.
Now I only just wish for finals to end asap. 

This kind of stressful, mundane, dull, repetitive and lifeless life is not meant for humans.
Sometimes I still wonder why do I have to make myself suffer like this. 

Sigh. God give me strength.

Another day ended, just like that, just like how everyday now all started and ended so abruptly. 

And tomorrow will continue to repeat the same thing from morning till night. 

I really, really just wish for all of this to end. 

Last day of October. 

Make it count.

 

Howie's song for Bernie.

"If I didn't have you, life would be blue,
I'd be Dr. Who, without the TARDIS.

You're like Uranium-235, and I'm Uranium-238,
almost inseparable isotopes.

We're like changing electric and magnetic fields.
You can't have one, without the other. 

Ever since I met you, you turned my world around.
You supported all my dreams and all my hopes.

Ever since I met you, you turned my world around.
You're my best friend, and my lover.

I couldn't have imagined,
how good my life would get.
From the moment that i met you,
Bernadette."

**********

This is so geeky, yet so so sweet and romantic too at the same time.

Can't stop smiling and 'aww-ing' through the whole song.

This is why I love The Big Bang Theory.

:')
  

Insecurity sucks.
 

Unconditionally.

"There is no fear now.

Let go and just be free.

I will love you, unconditionally."

  

Here comes the study break.

Smiling like an idiot just because of that one text.
Constantly zoning out thinking about something.
Thought about something that made you smile randomly.
Making up scenarios in your mind and laugh at them.
For just a small thing you can be oh so happy.

Guess this time my finals period will not be just as bad as the previous two.
:)


So this is how it feels like. To fell so hopelessly in love.

Word.

Take the plunge slowly.

"Remember that love is a multi-colored, many splendid thing that is hard to confine to one-box-fits-all or to a singular definition. 
It just may be that your problem is how you define love; change your perspective and you might just lose your fear. 

Love can creep up unawares, dressed in the clothing of friendship, a shared passion, a regular meet-up, a weekly conversation in the pub - it doesn't have to be anything spectacular or overwhelming and it can be as simple, or as complicated, as you want it to be. 

Maybe seeing it this way can lessen your fear of the amorphous, overly romanticized notion of love and help you to understand that at its most basic, 
love is companionship with somebody who means a great deal to you."
  

Something unexpected.

I think I just found out something that I shouldn't know.
LOL
But still,
it's something..


It's kinda sweet actually.
:)
Now I know better. Now I can have more faith. Wait for me ok! :)

"Sometimes you have to stop worrying. 

Have faith that things will work out. 

Maybe not how you planned, but just how they're supposed to be."

  

Caught me off guard.

Words can't describe my feeling when I got that text just now.
To be honest I've never expected that.
Really.
Thank you, thank you. :')

**********

Oh God she's beautiful. 
Can never get enough of it when she laughs. Oh the way she laughs.

The 'Trio'.

Happy birthday once again Shu Min!
:D

Just want to say that I'm really grateful to have met these people,

And also for this gang, for all our crazy, fun outings and trips along the way.

I cherish every single one of them.

And I know more will come. 

I know there will be.

:)

**********

I guess these people are the most important people in my uni life. 

These 3 and the other 3 in one of my previous posts.

Yes, they are.
Definitely.

  

She is love.

I've been beaten down, I've been kicked around,
But she takes it all for me.
And I lost my faith, in my darkest days,
But she makes me want to believe.

And when that world slows down, dear.
And when those stars burn out, here.
Oh she'll be there, yes she'll be there.

  

What you mean to me.

And every time I think of you,
I think of how you pushed me through.
And showed me how much better I could be.

You say what no one would say.
You know exactly how to get to me.
You know it's what I need.

You brought me closer to who I really am.

Come take my hand,
I want the world to see what you mean to me.

干杯！

有时还是会不禁地为当初我们的哥儿们党感慨。
人与人之间的摩擦，太多人处在一块也总会擦出一些火花，一些意见分歧。
寻找着与自己相似，属于自己的舒适圈。
分党，分离。
都是些难以避免的残酷现实。

但感恩现在至少还有他们在。
至少还有他们从起初陪着走到底。

所谓大学生涯中的知己，他们就是其中的那几个吧。
:)

从起初就是被你的用心所打动。
到现在都还没忘。
　

Because you're the home I wanna go back to.

因为在所有的玩乐，所有的兴奋结束以后，

你会发现其实这些都只是肤浅，空虚，暂时的，并不是你真正想要的。

而真正想要的是 累了，回到原点，回到当初一直就在那里等着你的那个人。

回到当初就一直在那里默默地扶持着你，
默默地在你失落，难过时安慰你，
默默地在你需要人陪，需要劝告时，毫无怨言地给予你支持的那个人。 

真的，人一开始真的只会以貌取人。

但日子久了，你会发现其实心才是最重要的。

真的很重要。

遇到再多外表吸引你的人，那又怎么样？

如果能遇到一个真的有心，真的会用心，真的体贴你的人，

我觉得那才是最重要的。

毕竟，男人要求的不多。

其实只不过是希望在他所做的事情，能够得到一些认可和支持。

累了，也只是想回到一个避风港，回到一个避难所。

而你，你就是我想回到的归属。

Over and over again.

Church Camp '13.

Had so much fun during these three days.

I really did. 

So sad that it has to come to an end so swiftly. 

And now back to reality, back to my lecture notes and revision for my next quiz.

But I'm recharged, and I'm contented for these three days.
So grateful to have these people as my family.
I can't thank God more for putting them in my life.

And now it's time to fight once more.
You can do this Lawrence.

Bring it on!

如果我爱上你的笑容。
如果我爱上你的笑声。
如果我爱上你的单纯。
如果我爱上你的贴心。
如果我爱上你的用心。
如果我爱上你的成熟。
 

A feeling so strong that I'm afraid myself.

I miss you, I really do. Especially during nights like this, and especially after seeing all that.
Guess I've fallen for you far more than I've thought.

How's life treating you?

Just a lil' update on how is my life recently.

(If not later my whole blog will just be a place for me to emo lol)

These days, they weren't that bad actually if you look on the bright side, despite the extreme emotions occasionally. (You know la, Scorpios.. - refer to my previous post :p)

Anywho! Junior orientation was last Friday and we have 56 new juniors.

After some speeches, some games and the junior performances, we the seniors also have some performances in store for them.

The band. 

The dance teams.

Feel free to check out our performances that day!

The juniors. Can't believe I'm a senior now..

Funny thing is that the senior(faci's) that came that day(not even half of our actual class), are even more than the juniors. lol

**********

Moving on. 

Yesterday morning I finally went to try out Antipodean, a place where I've always wanted to go since a few months back but just never got the chance to.

And yesterday, finally got to try its awesome breakfast set! 

MEHEHEHE

(I have this thing of wanting to try out new things for at least once and only once I did it, I will be satisfied and then only I will stop whining for 520942734810932 times wanting to go there. lol)

p/s: Huge thanks to April, prolly all the new dining places(almost all) I've gone to before are all made possible because of her and her car. :) Next time you come Sibu I bring you around and eat all the ho liao there k? Haha 

Guess who's the happy boy? ;)

**********

And just this morning, I participated in a run - Neon Run organised by my church.
It was a 8km run and I finished it in 58 mins.
Kinda sucks actually lol

But it's okay I had fun, and this is without any prior running trainings ok, at all! Haha

And guess what, the first female runner to cross the finishing line is at 39 mins.
Felt like a loser lolol
And for male, it's 26 mins.
Really crazy man..

I'm a finisher! 

**********

And just a lil extra something, something special I wanted to share with you guys.

During raya a few weeks ago when I'm back in Sibu I watched Chinese Idol on satellite with my parents. 

And this girl here, 许明明, one of the contestants, I fell in love with her ever since I heard her singing.

It was a love at first sight, a massive, massive crush.

LOL

Okay this might sound a bit exaggerated but just look at her photos below:

A girl with smiling eyes and such a drop-dead-gorgeous look that plays guitar and somemore sings really really well?? How can your heart not melt for her? T-T

In short, she is the definition of perfect. 

Now you know why I was so madly in love with her. (And she was 19 only lol)

**********

Ahaha I think that's all for my update this time.
So till then, have a nice day everyone! :D

p/s: I think you should also know that I actually got a mentee(junior) who I have to 'take care' of in the mentor-mentee system that looks really alike with 许明明! I mean like what are the odds? Hahaha life's amusing in its own ways sometimes.

lol.

Scorpio.

"Scorpios put too much feelings into things, things that matter, even things that don't matter. 

Relationships with Scorpio are always complicated, just like the person, their relationships are a series of extremes, they can even be downright moody for no apparent reason. 

Scorpios are known for their possessiveness and jealousy but on the other hand, they are extremely loyal. 

Never be fake with a Scorpio, they can see it a mile away.

Scorpios have an excellent memory and combined with an inability to let things go, they can hold a grudge against someone who did them harm forever, in fact a Scorpio rarely if never forgives and forgets. They will even go as far as get vengeance on the person. 

On the other hand, they will always remember a kind gesture forever and repay it. Any kind selfless gesture done to a Scorpio will gain trust and respect which is extremely important to them in any relationship, either romantic or not. 

The best advice is to be honest with a Scorpio friend and in return, you will gain an amazing friend you will never forget and who will be loyal to you and never make false promises.

 Their truthful and shocking sense of humor if different than that of any other zodiac sign and the Scorpio makes an amazing, powerful interesting friend that can be trusted.

Scorpios are all about control, they need to be in control at all times. To be out of control is very threatening, even dangerous to the Scorpio's psyche, when they control, they feel safe. 

Scorpios are very emotional, their emotions are intensified, both good emotions and bad. Negative emotions of jealousy and resentment are hallmarks of this turbulent astrology sign. 

On the other side, Scorpios are well known for their forceful and powerful drive to succeed and their amazing dedication. Scorpios are constantly trying to understand their emotions through finding a deeper purpose in life.

Scorpios have a fear of failure which they keep hidden extremely well, should their confrontation not be successful, or their career fail, they will simply use their adaptive skill to quickly move and and leave the bad experience behind. 

Do not ever expect them to fess up or share their tale with anyone however because this shows signs of weakness and Scorpio always wins, they are always the self-proclaimed best! 

One of the reasons they seem like they always accomplish their goals is because they set tangible short-term goals that they know they can accomplish, they know what they are capable of and this is what they go for. 

Scorpios are very weary about trusting anyone, a person needs to gain their trust and this gets built up over time and once all the 'trust tests' have been passed, Scorpio loves deeply and intensely. 

Underneath the cool exterior, energies and emotions are constantly flowing but the Scorpio deals with this be channeling this into useful activities, hobbies, relationships or a career. 

This is never apparent to the outside observer but knowing this fact explains why Scorpios are so passionate about whatever it is that they are undertaking. 

Scorpios have powerful instincts and they trust their own gut feeling which is another reason why a Scorpio seldom fails."

Scorpios in a nutshell:

Scorpio is the astrology sign of extremes and intensity. 

Scorpios are very deep, intense people, there is always more then meets the eye. They present a cool, detached and unemotional air to the world yet lying underneath is tremendous power, extreme strength, intense passion and a strong will and a persistent drive. 

Scorpios have a very penetrative mind, do not be surprised if they ask questions, they are trying to delve deeper and figure things out and survey the situation. 

They always want to know why, where and any other possible detail they can possibly know. Scorpio's are very weary of the games that other people try to play and they are very aware of it. 

Scorpios tend to dominate and control anyone that lets them, or anyone that they find weak. 

The person that a Scorpio respects and holds close to them is treated with amazing kindness, loyalty and generosity. 

On the outside, a Scorpio has great secretiveness and mystery. This magnetically draws people to them. 

They are known to be controlling and too ambitious but only because they need control for this makes them feel safe.

Every little detail makes me fall in love with you, over and over again.

Who am I kidding, how can this feeling be gone so easily?
Really wished that tonight could've lasted longer.
Or just let time stop at that very moment and never change.

其实那样一句就足够了。

Why does it always seem so easy for everyone else but me?
Sigh.

But this ain't a movie, I know you can't come with me.

"Just tell me you don't love me.

Tell me you don't feel the same way that I do.

Tell me I don't make you smile like I do when you walk in the room."

You broke my heart and you didn't even notice. Maybe I faked it well, but it's in pieces now. 

Maybe it's true. When you love someone, you'd want the best for them. Be happy for them if they're happy, even if it hurts you.

有时候失望透顶，无言到一个程度你真的会想撕破喉咙大叫一场，把所有从一开始一连窜发生不开心的事，闷在心底的那股气释放出来。
咳。
你最不想要发生的事结果还是发生了。
你才感到好开心好开心她终于答应了，还多么期待着那天的到来 结果就是偏偏要在最后一刻跑出个程咬金 让之前安排的一切彻底的泡汤。
你才以为梦真的要成真了，终于，终于你从几百年前就想要做的事，看过几千个人都去做了偏偏只剩下你的事，终于要轮到你了。全部都安排好了还让你高兴了一整天，结果最后还是因为小小的事又被取消了。
你才觉得哇好好噢，今天所有人在一起都好高兴，最喜欢的就是这样的感觉了，拜托可以每天就都这样吗？结果话都还没说完又有事情发生了。每一次，每一次都是这样。
好事，开心的时光真的就不能持久吗？到底我做错了什么会值得这样的待遇。

这次也没那么傻了，不会有什么就把它全部在推特吐出来，让全部相关的 不相关的人都看到完，然后就在背后论断我，说些有的没的。
每次有什么不对劲，知道我在推特什么都会说就跑去那里摸摸看看，什么私事，不开心的事都给人看到完。
其实不开心就是要抒发出来，推特就是我喜欢抒发的地方。真的有必要讲到很像是我的错吗？我没有权力抒发我的感想吗？我伤心也是我的错吗？我不是人吗？
有时我觉得我真的太容忍了，到一个地步我都觉得我自己傻到真的没话说。
没有，这次决下心，不会再这么傻了。

算了。
失望，伤心。找个少些人会看到的地方抒发吧。
有时候需要的不是别人。人的心，看透了。
你认为会对你最好的朋友 结果你会发现也只不过是你自己一厢情愿罢了。
最后最可靠的还是自己。
最疼你的，还是你自己。
需要的还是保留一个空间给自己，给自己一个人静一静。

算了。
真的是要习惯了。
反正这从来都不是我的。

友情。爱情。
在这方面我从起初开始都只是个 输家。

Lost, then found.

Why do we say things we can't take back.
Why do we miss what we never had.

Both of us fell to the ground.
The love was so lost, it couldn't be found.

I guess maybe that's what's holding me down.

Medley.

Latest cover before our actual performance next week.
This time got the chance to work together with so many people on this cover.
Kinda happy actually, not that 'lonely' anymore.
HAHA (what nonsense)

A medley of 3 songs from my second most favourite Chinese singer (after Jay :p)
Had a great time making this cover, hope you'll like it too.
;D

I was happy today, high actually. ;)

:(

“有人说过，每个人一生都会遇到四个人。
第一个是你自己，第二个是你最爱的人，第三个是最爱你的人，第四个是共度一生的人。
但生活最爱开玩笑，你最爱的，往往没有选择你；最爱你的，往往又不是你最爱的；而最终跟你共度一生的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。”

Sigh.

Noted. ;)

"Life is unfair. You put someone first who puts you second. You study your ass off for a final only to get a B in the class when you deserved an A. You give 110% to someone in a relationship when they only give 40%. You're there for your friends at 3am when they need it the most, and the next day they don't pick up their phone. You give something your all and sometimes get little to nothing back. You care so much about someone who doesn't care enough about you to say hi once in a while. You give someone your time, and they give you "Sorry, I'm busy". It seems like you're giving everyone everything, and they're just walking away with it."

-Tumblr.

Tsk. Petty stuffs.
Pathethic.
Now I've learned my worth.
No more next time, this I promise you.

Getting neglected.
You know I hate that the most.
But there's just always a case every now and then happening to me.

And that sucked, really really sucked.
Am I really that worthless?
Am I really just a nobody?
Am I really expecting too much?
Am I asking for too much?
Am I putting my hopes too high up for this thing called friendship?

Screw this.
You can't imagine how disappointed I was today.
And it seems like one isn't enough, but double cases to punch me straight in the face today.
Right where it hurts.


Gonna reevaluate on who is worth keeping in my life.
Guess it's true all along, quantity doesn't mean quality.
And I was wrong, really really wrong.

What sucks the most?

Is when you put someone first who puts you second.
Is when you care so much for someone and they don't even give two shits about you.


Moral of the story?
Don't ever get too attached, to anyone, or anything.
Period.

12th Annual Public Health Campaign 2013. (Part 2)

Well, I guess one photo will not be enough for such a huge and memorable campaign.

So here goes.

With the handsome guys.

Started off my first day at the Exhibition site with Shi Hao.

Emcee partner Cherylene.

The entire protocol team.

Emcees and the ushers.

Emcee-ing for the first time. Great experience for me.

With June.

With Jia Qi.

The sponsorship department.

One of the photos I like the most. Just love everyone's smile in here. :)

Love this shot too! Credits to the photographer.

Last day, last counter at Blood Glucose test counter. And with that last prick, I'm done with the last public and marks the end of the 12th PHC! 

***************

I had so much fun, and I learned a lot, truly. 

Although the journey was stressful, but it was all worth it at the end of the day.

  

12th Annual Public Health Campaign 2013.

"There may be a lot of tear n sweat along the journey, 
but the satisfaction and happiness you get in the end, no words could ever describe that feeling." 

- Kris.

:')

"You are my sweetest downfall, I love you first."

  

真的就不能两者都拥有吗？

怎麼那一天的我們，都默默的微笑很久。

总是要在失去后才懂得珍惜。
总在不能拥有时才觉得珍贵。

人就是这么犯贱。

Just flipped through my baby photo albums..

The day this boy was born.
:)

超级咪咪眼 - 从小就离不开我的特征。

Don't ask me why was my face always like that when I was taking photos, because I was smiling like that already since 17 years ago. Hahaha!

Which one's cuter? Me, or the doggie? :p

;)

With Doraemon yo.

Can't tahan. Too cute dy! XD

I hereby would like to officially thank my mum for putting that awesome sense of fashion in me since small :pp

4th birthday celebration!

When my bro was born, so I must be at least  5 or 6 years old now, and getting fatter and uglier now LOL that's why no more photos from this one onwards! :p

Hope you had a good laugh ;)

How you make me whirl.

Meet Narmi, Malaysia's own independent indie band, who played in several artists' concerts in Malaysia too eg. Joe Brooks and Kina Grannis.
Really, really love the lead singer's voice, A LOT!
You'll be shocked when you hear his voice, I promise! ;)

Enjoy! :)

Like a candle that's burning in the wind,
We’re burning fast.
Let the world keep on turning,
This chance might be the last. 

  

It has finally come to this day!

It's over.
It's finally over.
2 months of sufferings since our quiz started which lasted for 1 month, and then 2 weeks of preparations for our finals and then finally 2 weeks of finals.
That's us, pharmacy students.
Sad, long and torturous life..
:(

Haha anyway glad that everything's over now.
*breathing in as much of the fresh smell of freedom as I can*

Looking back at my own exam revision timetable,
I really can't believe how I managed to go through so many days of camping in the school library and cramming with notes and reference books.
I really do kinda admire myself sometimes hahaha (syok sendiri time)
And a sense of emotional rush too seeing all the days I've crossed out one by one since day 1 of revision.
Back then I remember telling myself, 2 weeks of finals will end just as fast as the 2 weeks of study break that ended.
And now it has finally and really ended.

Time flies.

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Oh today I went on a tweet rampage on twitter,
(sorry for those who are affected by my spamming. Post-exam-hyperactive-syndrome lol)
And I've actually listed out all my holiday plans with all the hype going on that time:

Movies to be watched: 
The Great Gatsby, Star Trek, Fast 6, Man of Steel, Hangover 3, Pacific Rim, The Wolverine and finally The Hunger Games.

Computer games to be played: 
Bioshock Infinite, Crysis 3 and Borderlands 2.

Series to watch or to catch up with: 
Modern Family, Family Guy, Once Upon A Time and also new series(highly recommended by some friends) to start: Game of Thrones, The Walking Dead and Community. 
And A LOT of other movies I've downloaded for the past few weeks.

And also, to sleep as much as I want. Then when I'm back home, first thing to do is to give my mum a BIG hug that I owe her.
Then the plans when I'm back home: futsal, gym and jogging. (Time to cut off these annoying belly fats once and for all!)
And also limteh session with limteh kaki's!

But there's always that one thing about holidays,
It's that when you finally have all the time in the world to do all the things you've always wanted to do before this,
suddenly there are so many things for you to do at once that you don't know how and which one to begin with.
LOL true story.

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Okay okay, I think I'm writing too much and you're probably getting bored of reading and dozing off dy.

Actually I also don't know why I have so many things to write(maybe too excited dy right now still in a super hyped state)

Going for a Penang trip with ze trio later for 3 days yo! 

Have been anticipating for this trip during the entire exam period and it's the only thing keeping me going.

Hope to have lotsa fun with them soon!

So till then,

Lawrence,
signing off. 

  

Lesson learned.

Can only say that lack of communication could be really fatal sometimes.
But, anyway glad that everything's back to normal again.
The problem and tension that's building up is resolved too.
Hope this lasts.

Thank God.
 

Deuces.

每次都要在大考期间发生这样的事。
真的是考试期间 情绪一定会有些不稳定吗？

是时候要改了。

我做错决定了吗？ 

当初我觉得会让我很开心，很开心的，
真的会让我开心吗？
我是为了什么还矜持着？ 

的确是黑暗的一天。

One of those nights when it gets the best of me.

"Godly success comes by when you compare only with yourself. 

Someone told me today :p 

Jia you ah!"

"I felt that way before too, but I learnt not to give a shit, 

and that the only person I must defeat is myself."

"Don't think that way as everyone is unique in their own ways! 

Stop the comparison, live your life dude!"

"The only person you should try to beat, 

is the person you were yesterday. 

Put your head up, we can make it."

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I just thank God for the strength He's given me when I'm weak.
I'm really, really grateful for these friends.
For all of their encouragements when I needed them the most.
:')

2 down, 4 more to go.
You can do this Lawrence!

I just wish be those people who can play all the time but still get good results for their exams.

You can't imagine how precise this is 
and how much it hit me.

 

Buckle up.

First day of final exam starting today.
It's gonna be a tough 2-week battle.
Really can't believe it's today.
But I believe as well, as fast as it got started, it will all end just as fast too.
We can do this!
Godspeed.

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Can't go watch Iron Man 3 because of my finals, so set this as my hp wallpaper. Hope looking at this everyday would suffice. lol
Wait for me! Just 2 more weeks! 

Prolly one of the sweetest things I've seen. :')

:')