A feeling so strong that I'm afraid myself.

I miss you, I really do. Especially during nights like this, and especially after seeing all that.
Guess I've fallen for you far more than I've thought.

But this ain't a movie, I know you can't come with me.

"Just tell me you don't love me.

Tell me you don't feel the same way that I do.

Tell me I don't make you smile like I do when you walk in the room."

You broke my heart and you didn't even notice. Maybe I faked it well, but it's in pieces now. 

Maybe it's true. When you love someone, you'd want the best for them. Be happy for them if they're happy, even if it hurts you.

Lost, then found.

Why do we say things we can't take back.
Why do we miss what we never had.

Both of us fell to the ground.
The love was so lost, it couldn't be found.

I guess maybe that's what's holding me down.

:(

“有人说过，每个人一生都会遇到四个人。
第一个是你自己，第二个是你最爱的人，第三个是最爱你的人，第四个是共度一生的人。
但生活最爱开玩笑，你最爱的，往往没有选择你；最爱你的，往往又不是你最爱的；而最终跟你共度一生的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。”

Sigh.

"Life is unfair. You put someone first who puts you second. You study your ass off for a final only to get a B in the class when you deserved an A. You give 110% to someone in a relationship when they only give 40%. You're there for your friends at 3am when they need it the most, and the next day they don't pick up their phone. You give something your all and sometimes get little to nothing back. You care so much about someone who doesn't care enough about you to say hi once in a while. You give someone your time, and they give you "Sorry, I'm busy". It seems like you're giving everyone everything, and they're just walking away with it."

-Tumblr.

"You are my sweetest downfall, I love you first."

  

真的就不能两者都拥有吗？

怎麼那一天的我們，都默默的微笑很久。

总是要在失去后才懂得珍惜。
总在不能拥有时才觉得珍贵。

人就是这么犯贱。

Deuces.

每次都要在大考期间发生这样的事。
真的是考试期间 情绪一定会有些不稳定吗？

是时候要改了。

我做错决定了吗？ 

当初我觉得会让我很开心，很开心的，
真的会让我开心吗？
我是为了什么还矜持着？ 

 

Sometimes it comes back to me. 

他们。

虽然这是难免的 很多人事物都在改变着，
有时事情是不能被逼的，
缘起缘灭 人聚人散。
你想拥有的，你觉得开心快乐的，别人不一定也一样认为。
你越是想抓紧的 它就越是容易溜走。

但还是很庆幸能遇到这帮朋友，
让我觉得在大学繁忙的课业，考试里还能拥有一些些的精彩。
剩下的三年，我们继续努力，继续疯狂。
:)

Cheers!

Why can't things be as simple as when we all first met? When we are all so close together.

那些你很冒險的夢 我陪你去瘋。

 I'm happy for you. He is better than me, I'm still not matured enough to take care of you I guess. 

And, maybe I still care.
我輸了累了 當你再也不回頭。

The acoustic, the vibe, the emotions.

This is the part when we say we're in love.

Something bout the way,
Something bout the way you look in my eyes,
You make everything so damn easy,
So easy that I don't gotta worry about a thing.