It was just a harsh wake up call.

Second paper just ended.
Two more to go next week.
God is good, all the time.
I can do this.


Sometimes in life God let you lose someone to make you appreciate someone else even more.
To make you realise who's been there the whole time when your eyes were blinded and your mind was overwhelmed at that moment.

It's just a harsh wake up call.

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But doesn't our friendship mean anything to you? 

 Can't you see that I'm hurting? Can't you see it's not that I don't care? Can't you see that I played it cool and don't find you anymore is because I can't risk putting in my emotions again? Can I have an answer, please?

Coz when the daylight comes.

you wouldn't know how hard it is for me to wake up this morning.

突然想起某个人，一阵傻笑。然后，一阵失落。

Those times.

"You may be able to find someone to replace that somebody, 

but you still won’t be able to replace all the memories."

I almost do.

And I hope sometimes you wonder about me.

Sigh.

I guess it's inevitable.

Sometimes I just feel, worthless.

Never knew it still affects me so much.

請忘了我還 一個人。

也許未來 你會找到 懂你疼你 更好的人
下段旅程 你一定要
更幸福豐盛。
You're becoming just like her 2 years ago. 

Nothing

I'm not okay.
Especially when I'm alone, I tend to overthink.
Loneliness never fails to sink in.
So I'm finding happiness.
In the pursuit of my own happiness.
Find myself companies, people who I can be happy with.
People who can make me laugh.
Just so that I could be distracted from the sadness for a while. 
But how can I be okay? You used to be my company. 
I'm really really not good with this kind of changes.

When September ends.

We've always joked about this song when September ends and the first day of October came.
But I never knew it could make me this emotional.

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"Come here.. You know they say life is short.
You wake up one day, and on that day. All your dreams and, everything you wished for and you wanted, gone just like that.
People, people get old and you know, things change and situations change and what I want is, I just I want this moment right now, this day and my feelings for you, the way you look right now, how I look at you, I just want this to last forever, you know."

"And it will, I mean no matter what we've always had this and had each other and nothing can change that. 
But I just want you to know, no matter what you'll always have somebody here for you, always. 
I'm never gonna leave you, I'm never gonna leave you. 
I love you."

"I know."

"Don't let go of me."

"I won't."

"Don't let go of me."

"I won't, I won't."

:'(

爱是你的 我是我的 完了。

Because actually you just wish for someone that would care for you as much as you'll care for her,
someone that would love you as much as you'll love her,
someone that appreciates you,
someone that's afraid to lose you,
someone that wouldn't take the things you do for her for granted,
someone that would make you feel like she's making an effort to keep you too.


And I'm exhausted.
she's been there all the time. maybe sincerity is what really touches you. why are you so blind lawrence?

You better believe.

That he's a lucky guy.
Don't I at least mean something to you? 

An arm's distance.

I understand you needed your own freedom,
so I'm giving you the space you've always wanted.

even though it hurts, 
cause' at one time I really thought I was someone special to you. I really did.

Lost.

Now that my last resort has turned its back on me,
I really don't know how to carry on anymore.

Why God, why does all these happen to me?
Is this some kind of test?
If it is, I failed it totally.
Totally.
:'(

it really hurt me. it really really hurt me. 

Don't let me go.

You're all that I have left when the whole world seems to be turning its back on me.

Please, don't let me go.

三個字

從前有那三個字人人都鐘意, 

好不可思議,
但是又有幾個人真正明白,

那意思我只知道我只想你快樂。

It doesn't break even.

this is actually for you.

我的以为只是我以为。

 

我以为我的温柔能给你整个宇宙，
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口，
专情陪在你左右 弥补他一切的错，

也许我太过天 以为奇迹会发生。
  

Dear God

"Dear God, the only thing I ask of you,
is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away."

you don't know how much i wish that was me.

baby what if?

okay i know this song is a bit old.
but it's really really touching.
and the girl in the mv is very beautiful too haha but the mv is really sad.
really sad.
watch it for yourself :')

But we can't, we can't tell the future no.
But that's just, the beauty of the world we know.

"Can we still be friends?" Can anyone ever truly be friends again after a break up? You give a person your everything. In turn, they learn everything about you, every insignificant fact. But suddenly they disappear. They aren't yours anymore and you are somehow supposed to talk to them. There will be awkward pauses where the 'I love you' used to go and the colourful conversations will become dull and painful. And even if years pass, you still won't talk normally because talking to them at all will remind you why you fell in love with them in the first place.

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