Title: Funeral. Funny, yet so touching.

"True Love is thy accepting your another half's weaknesses".
A MUST-WATCH SINGAPOREAN VIDEO, NO MATTER YOU'RE SINGLE OR MARRIED, IT'S VERY TOUCHING~~ T.T
Quoted from the clip: "In the end, it's these small things that you remember, these little imperfections, that make them perfect for you. So to my beautiful children: One day, you too find yourself life partners, who are as BEAUTIFULLY IMPERFECT as your father was to me."
p/s: credits to Bro Samuel, founder. HAHA

Rylynn by Sungha Jung (Originated from Andy Mckee)

DUDES!! YOU MUST MUST MUST WATCH THIS AWESOME CLIP. A BOY OF ELEVEN YEARS OLD & SMALLER THAN YOU PLAYING RYLYNN WONDERFULLY, SO TALENTED~ (btw, credits to Adrian Hii, the founder LOL)

NATIONAL SERVICE

Oh My Gosh~ Just got to know that i've been selected for the national service next year just now during noon time. Zzz... Just now Agnes sent me that checking NS sms thingy, at first i still thought it was just a frank message. Then when i'm at physics tuition, besides Annie came to our tui today for the first time, walao! The students in the room were like ALL chatting about the NS thingy, no jokes.. Everyone's so high. So noisy the class that time. HAHA Everyone even the teacher kept asking there too. LOL "you tiok ns mah? you tiok ns mah?" Zzz.. "Gah, my hairrrrrrrrr~ Where's JUSTICE??" said Bernard during the tuition. HAHAHAHA~ (and i had to agree with him) Then when i'm back home, on my msn, then see almost all my form 5 friends wrote about NS thingy on their personal message. LOL Handphone is also crowded with sms asking me "you got kena ns or not?"...
Haih.. Maybe National Service is good, or maybe it's bad.. D'oh! How do i know... Gahhhhh, it actually should be a fun experience for us, but why must boys be BOTAK?! Aduh...my hairrr... T.T 50 50 of my friends are being selected and also not being selected, so i cant say that i was lucky or unlucky. Zzz, oh well, i can't change the fact that i've being selected. So let it be..

Random day, friday, BIO period in BIO LAB.

Wowowow~ Today during our bio period we were all in the bio lab(duh..), then all of a sudden that beautiful young new teacher walked into the lab, wow and then the WHOLE CLASS were like all suddenly stare at her for that moment, even Hu Lee Lee looked at her i think~ LOL! Then after she left Hu Lee Lee asked us dun hiao, she told us "色字头上一把刀!" HAHAHA~ But we didn't care bout it, all of us were discusing about her already by then. Even the girls kept saying that she's very pretty, her body is very slim, she's arrogant and the way she walks is plain beauty, blah blah blah.. But we guys said that she's just hawt, i mean HAWT! XDDDDDD hooo, aihz so sad she didn't teach us anything.. Arghh, why can't she be our new Sivik teacher? >.@ LOL.
p/s: sorry for the 'hiaohiao' content in here. AHAHA

Transformers 2~~

T.T Today Transformers 2 is out in the theaters. The official date, 24/6(Wed). But i cant go watch, got tuition. Bohoooo! *sobs* So envy those that are going to the theaters tonight.. I wanna go watch so much le, i wanted to go watch since last school holiday but yet i still need to wait till next week then baru dapat watch coz i'm joining Albert, Ah Kiet & Kuen Luen them to watch, but le everyone's tuitioning almost every night(especially that Ying Ying lor, every night not free zzz, then if one girl didn't go, ALL the girls won't go too. Zzz oh my gosh!) So after negociating for a long long time in class, we still have to wait till next week to watch, zzz! So sien lah, i think i cant wait for so long lah, some friends told me it was really nice and was worth the RM9 ticket, i even saw some comments on the movie saying it was "F**KING LEGENDARY!" == that made me wanna go watch even more liao lah zzz! I wanna go watch liao lah~ i wanna go watch tomorrow or the day after that lah~~ Wuwuwu.. Who can pei me go watch? Go pakto with me lah, you wont regret de. XD Aiks, but i still wanna follow Albert them doh, sure will have lots of fun de.. Zzzz! So mao dun de! Gahhhhhhh~ Aihhhh..
Anyway, here's some song for Transformers 2 cheers :D

Transformers 2's Title Song- New Divide by Linkin Park:

Another soundtrack on Transformers 2- Never Say Never by The Fray:

Not Meant Be by Theory Of A Deadman (An awesome song)


Real World by The All-American Rejects


21 Guns by Green Day (Loved it!)

BSM AGG Formal Dinner~

Wowww~ The dinner was awesome! So fun, so high~ X3 Haha, really had a GREAT time there at paramount just now. About 6pm, Ian fetched Roland and came to fetch me too, wow we were really three smart boys in tux. Ish ish XD

After that we went to fetch Annie and set off for Paramount Hotel. We registered, got our tickets and went in. Lol, it was actually quite hard to find a seat at first, lots of people are there already, so in the end we sat with the BSM's "BEKAS EXCO'S" (the cardboard on the table wrote so..) But it was actually fun sitting with them~ They were Lee Tong, Michelle Leong, Ya Wen, Irene, Jia Yi, Su Ee, Jeppson & Jeffery.

Wow, looking through the whole room, all of us were so well-dressed, the boys were so smart, the girls were so gorgeous(some don't even look the same as they usually do in school LOL Albert even told me that's why after the dinner there were so many photo-takings session, you will see that a lil' while after this, keep reading..)


So, it finally started. At first we had to listen to many many talks by seniors, teachers, excos, blah blah blah. And when it finally ended, opening ceremony!

And after that, foooood~ We eat eat eat, blah blah blah. Lol~ Then a dude went up and sang a song, it was like so high man.. He sang a song(i think it was linkin park, or maybe it was just a song so high that it sound like linkin park's song), when he sang till the chorus he shouted like a maniac(opss) but we don't care, we were all so high too that time. XD

Some go upstairs and gave him ribbons(from the opening ceremony "rainbow line"), some gave him flower, some gave him a glass of water, and guess what? Osama that crazy dude(XD) went up with his chopsticks and gave him the beef that was served on our table that time for him to eat. LOLs~

After that, we watched a BSM video made by Eric n Jeremy. Next, Jeffery SANG! MOU! HAHAHA~! Really.. They all(especially jeppson) kept on calling him "mou", it'd being his nick for a long time dy but i jsut knew it that just now. Lols~

Between these performances were lucky draws. LOL, you know what? Our table(TEN people), SIX people tiok lucky draw and got the prizes.

Hahaha~ tell you about me and roland's number. Mine was 201 and Roland's was 208, everytime when the mc announce "TWO....(roland and me will scream) ZERO....(then Roland and me will stand up and was like preparing to walk up dy) and then FOUR, or FIVE, or SEVEN..!! == Bo bien, so we need to sit down again, frustrated. HAHAHA~ But in the end, when it's the THIRD prize, they finally announced my number so i walked up the stage looking at roland gleefully~(so proud that time, Roland was so speechless) HAHAHAHA!

It wasn't the last, after that when it was the SECOND prize, they announced Annie's number, she sat beside me and i was still looking at the number on the ticket. Lololol Roland muka tebal sangat de still walked up with Annie's number and got the prize(actually it was Annie the one that wasn't dare enough to walk up the stage zzz~)

Lastly, there were four hot girls that went up and danced "Wu Niang", WALAO ALL the audience stood to the front and watched the dance, drolling. XD Even Fu Chen cant stand their beauty and shouted "Oh My God, they are so HOT", TWICE! ==

Okay, so when the dinner ended, the WALAO-SO-HIGH-PHOTO-SHOOTING SESSION started~ lolololol~ No jokes, the whole room were full with people taking photos. We were like just suddenly see one dude then ask him/her "hey come, take photo with me", *grabs him/her* then *kacha*.. XD So we all took photos for about 15 minutes(seriously) and went back home. Really had a superb night~ haha

The "rare" Scout members in BSM's AGG Dinner. LOL

Roland hiao hiao de. XD with Melda, Axia & her sis.

Roland & me~ =D

Annie(with her "significant" peace sign) & me~ =)

Osama(damn sak oh! XDDDD) & Me.

Fu Cheng(without spec de Fu Cheng) & Me.

Ian shuai ge+cool driver & me~

Albert(knight of the night with so so many presents) & me. Zzz~ Annie gau cha gau cha behind there ==

Su Ee(sushi LOL) & me~

Me & The Gang~ lololol (Jackson, OSAMA & Samuel)

Fu Cheng & me~(i still like his suit and his BOW TIE. Hahaha)

Me and Annie, again. (Oh my gosh, we do LOOK LIKE couples here. Zzz~ Aiya, i mean the pose lah, stoopid yt & timo. Bo bien, i'm way higher XD)

Me & MOU(Star of the night~)! Wakakakaka

Me & Jeppson lengzai~ (LOL i asked him to bend over a lil' bit so that he won't look higher than me XD)


Jason, me & Andrew~ (Goodluck guys for your further studies abroad!)

Now a brighter and higher resolution one. And oya, added in another 'ah gua'. Oppss. Lol~

Scout Gangshow '09

The very day before gangshow :
We practised drama & singing at school from about 2-5pm :D

LOL at Ee Ang's wig.. XD

Then later that night we went for last band practice at collin's place~ ooo it was a sweet memory for us all. We all did had fun there.

Iunno where did Christina go, zzz

GANGSHOW BIG DAY:
Early in the morning Timo came and fetch me, my bro and Ee Ang to school. We reached school at 6.30pm but no one was there except Christina zzz~ LOL Yee Tsin came with Sheena too even if she's not a scout wiuwitt.. xD

So the big time finally came, our talent show was the first to be carried out. We
set up our music instruments and performed~ it went out smoothly(gladly~) but the tempo starting from the second chorus were a bit too fast(christinaaaa.....!) LOL, nevermind anyway.. So it finally ended and we got another talent(ballet dance) After that Oswald's team danced for their talent, it was really a nice and creative dance though(grats for winning :D) and LOL at roland's dance-commanding part. HAHAHAHA

Then drama time, zzz oh my gosh, did A LOT of stoopid things on stage. Gah.. Kept reminding myself "nevermind ahhh nevermind, this is the last year lawrence, you can do it lawrence you can do it.."XD but at least i did made the crowds laughed for a few times, quite relieved XDDDD~ after that was oswald's boy-girl-soul-exchange drama too lols.

And finally the singing part, arghh, we only sang for like 3 quarters of the whole song because of some stoopid technical probs caused by my phone.. A message came in when the song is playing == Then after that Roland sang "peng you" for Oswald's team and then walah, gangshow's over.

So now to the results' announcement:
Best Singing- Oswald's team
Best Talent- Oswald's team
Best Drama- Our team (best actor-me (=D), best actress-Ee Ang (LOL), best side actress-ying rui(the sexy "girl") & best side actor-lee xing(from another group, a wizard going siao after treating oswald and sharon and running everywhere shouting like an insane LOL, it was really funny)

Aww well, at least i got a best actor this time. Haha but still quite sad our talent show din win the hearts of the judges... Gahhh, but nevermind lah, i told Sze Ing at least we all had fun at Collin's house. :D

And after that was A LOT of photo-takings~ After that we devided us all into two group, one following Timo's car, one following Roland's car. (yee tsin you're so fat lah, take over so many place in the car ==) We went to Shabu Shabu as Cha Fan nearly burst with people crowded inside.

After eating we went to parkson again makan angin. LOL we even played with the lift oh my gosh sheena you're so doom if the security cameras caught our faces.
Haha so that's it, our gangshow morning =)

Our team =D


Yee Tsin i tell you oh i'm not proud to be fairer than you. lololol


Sheena(Drama Printis) and Shu Fei(Singing Girl)


In case you didn't notice i'm wearing the geek spec. LOL


Guess where's this lols~

OUR GANGSHOW TALENT SHOW. Do take a look~ (thanks to Michelle Ling Chee for taking it)

you.

You make my heart beats faster everytime when you're closer. :)

Nice read =)

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

Last day of holiday.

Oh well, guess that we all need to get back to school tomorrow. It's really weird sometimes. When it's holiday, we nag about how boring we are; but when it finally end, that's when we will turn to miss the holidays again.
Gah, 2 weeks. Just that two weeks. So slow yet, so fast.

I simply LOVE acoustics. =)

I'm truely in love with Nickelback's voice. And though this is an old song, it still touched me incredibly. T.T
Far Away:


A dude that sound's just like Nickelback, Seether. Another old yet cool song :D
Broken(Acoustic):


This song used to make my tears nearly fell down my cheeks. Amazingly sweet.
Your Call:


I-her guardian angel. Very touching. :)
Your Guardian Angel:


A newer song i found~ :D
You And Me:


And oya! Not forgetting Kris Allen~ His 'No Boundaries' in the mixpod music player on my blog page. His guitar skills are so good, just loving it :D

MY DESKTOP, AKA MY WIFE.

Wowwwwwwwwww~ I was so scared for a moment when i found out that i CANT open my desktop today. >.@!! It somehow just stucked at the boot screen, kept blinking there and just cant come into the desktop page. Gah! It's all because i installed some STOOPID programme and probably made my whole window corrupted. Zzz! I cant even enter the computer via safe mode. Arggh, i was so sad for the whole day.. Especially during the night, i was never this down for quite some times dy, seriously. Awwww.. I cant even play my comp, cant online, cant play facebook, cant blog and cant sign in my msn. (Maybe some of you guys will notice that i didn't sign in my msn for the whole day, haih.) Till then i just noticed how important was my computer to me.. She was really like my wife, no, literally. I think i really cant live a day without her.
But i was so relief after my friend taught me how to repair the troublem with the window-repair disc he borrowed me after youth just now. Zzz, doh it was quite late dy when he taught me, he went out and his hp's battery died, so had to wait till he got home and then teach me how to repair it. Wawawa, suddenly felt like learning more about computer driver and windows' stuffs, so that next time i wont be so damn useless, cant even heal my own wife. T.T
But in the end, i system restored my computer, and now i can once again open up my computer. Wohoooooooooooooooooo~ such relief.

P/S: LOUIS TING THANKYOU FOR SAVING MY WIFE!! I LOVE YOU!!! *OPPSSSS* XDD AND BTW, MY DESKTOP AKA MY WIFE, I LOVE YOU MORE!!! MUACKS! I PROMISE I WILL NEVER LET YOU GET HURT ANYMORE! AND FROM NOW ON I WILL LOVE YOU EVEN MORE! LOLS~ THIS I PROMISE.

Bleach! It still RULES! Mahahahahaha~

LOL! Today finally finished bleach till the newest episode, episode 223. Wow, these few days just kept on watching bleach, finished my last few days of my holidays with it, aww holiday.. But in the end, it still rocks! XD

Some new pics i found X3 :

*heart* this pic~ ichigo's so damn handsome, and with white hair!

Ichigo's cool hollow mask.

Bankai! Nice contrast~

OH MY GOSH THE LINE!!

OH MY GOSHHHHHHHH~ What the heck.. Tonight cant even sign in my msn for no reason. Zzz! I troubleshooted it, all okay oh, all got the tick but jiu shi cant sign in. Walao walao and when i open my i.e i need to wait for FIVE MINUTES to load just ONE PAGE. ==! And i need to wait for like, umm, half an hour? to come in here to write this.. Waliu waliu.. I asked quite a few of my friends and they told me they cant use the line tonight also. I mean it'd been like this for the last few days liao eh! Wow, what kindda line is this? Can it really still be grouped as an INTERNET LINE? =.= I guess if one day when i'm really leaving Sibu, the first thing i'm NOT gonna miss is this STOOPID line. Gahhhh~ haihhhhhhhh..

p/s: Sorry for the "hot-temperness", but who doesn't agree with me? LOL

p/s 2: Check this out guys: CHECK YOUR INTERNET SPEED. Firstly, open your computer's command prompt at the start button. And then type this in 'ping 219.93.218.177', wait for the result. Go find 'average', if the average is higher than 100 than that means your line is LAG, hear me? LAG! Go sue ur nearest telekom centre. Cheers!

Bleach rawks! & random GUYS stuffs. duh, boys.. =X

Wow, haven watched bleach for quite some times and started watching it again last few day(since i finished some of my recently downloaded new games) and it still RAWKS! dude..cool shinigamis, cool arrancar, cool espada, cool tai cho, cool bankai, cool fighting, COOL everything~ wohooo~ but now still left like bout 20+ episodes till the newest episodes..gah! gotta watch them real fast to catch up. aww well, still got 4 days of holiday though. HEHE oya guys, go check out this song "Velonica" the newest theme song for bleach, damn cool. try it :D

And btw how am i gonna finish all these games by this holiday? d'oh! i thought i could finish all of them by this holiday..zz guess that i'm just too naive. LOL

Some games i recommend. =)

cheers :D

Hehe, at least some nice activities for me today~

So, today i woke up and went to my church, as usual i'm late again..zz we had a training kindda course there,(for the whole praise & worship team) maybe our pastor thought that we're too boring during the hol's so set up this course for our own good..ahaks anyways, learnt a lot of stuffs there, n at least din waste one boring morning again~ XDD

Later during the night, we went for our band practice at colin's house. this practice is for our coming scout gangshow's talent show :D me n timo are the acoustic guitarist, while christina is the drummer, and sze ing is the pianist. LOL we had a really great time there..this is our first time cooperating together as a band. hahaha we kept laughing when christina made colin gone wild when she cant keep up with us and cant learn what he taught her.. XD but in the end we finally managed to finish the song. cheers :)
XD

Check this out! Our 'like only a woman can'~ a lil' part of it =3

Boring~ but then again..

Gahhhhh~ what a boring n worthless day i had today..whole day just kept staring at the tv n pc..maybe it's coz i finally finished Bioshock(a game, guys seriously, go try this game, real cool) n whole day watching the simpsons(d'oh! XDD)..arghhhhh i nid more activities! i miss my uncle from s'pore too, he was staying at my house for the last few days n went home yesterday..i loved watching the sports channel with him..we watched so many, soccer, golf, tennis finals, n NBA FINALS~ oh boy i learnt really A LOT of sports infos from him, he's like one sports-live-dictionary, got a question bout sport just ask him, then walah there goes the answer..haiz now that he's gone, i guess it will be back to the normal boring days again.. oohhh wud the heck, maybe too much holiday is bad for health too. >.<

But yesterday night was really fun..coolest night of my whole holiday hehe roland them came back from the Malacca Scout Jamboree, and we finally played futsal together. then later that night me n roland went for a PBSM concert at their hq(just accross my house) ian, cheery, chieng han, andrew, n jason were all there too..LOL we were like so high man..were i sat with fu chen n eric, we kept shouting n shouting with the rest of the crowds(i even made friends with eric by shouting with him XD) and the whole concert was just full of shouting n cheering till my throat really BURST, even my bro back at home across the streets heard us shouting zz. and guess what? we even made the two mc's hold hands..HAHAHAHAHA some friggin stoopid dudes kept threwing the glowing sticks onto the stage, zzz~ then the mc threw them back to us.. HAHAHA we quickly go picked them up n used them ourselves(dude those sticks are RM2 per stick u know XD) oya and i saw my church friends singing there too admire those couples so sweet, lols~ and the dancings were very cool too, i mean HAWT! especially the last few parts, dude how i wished i were the boys up there dancing with the hot girls..their body contacts was like, ZERO? XDDDD so overall the concert was fun~ really enjoyed it :D but the night was still young for us, after that me, ian, cheery n chieng han went to muhibah by roland's car, andrew n jason went there by their motors..wohoo had a great chit-chat there till late night~ then we go 'makan angin' in the car n eventually everyone got back to their own home..awww wished i had more of those nights during this holiday :)

曖昧是..

曖昧是...

曖昧是，比好朋友再親一點，但比情人遠一點。

曖昧是，有一點兒兄妹的情誼，但卻不敢以兄妹相稱。大家都暗暗的明白，這段關係不可能簡單如兩兄妹。

曖昧是，你會常常在MSN等他在線。每當見他幾天沒有在線，你就會有些擔心。

曖昧是，你會不時去他的Msn Personal Message看看有沒有更新；而且你會留意字裡行間，他對你有沒有甚麼暗示？

曖昧是有感覺，然而，這種感覺不足以叫你們切切實實的發展一段正式的關係。

曖昧是明白人生有太多的無奈，現實有太多的限制。你知道沒有可能，但又捨不得放手。

曖昧是有進一步的衝動，卻沒有進一步的勇氣。

曖昧是，他不是你的情人，但似乎他比你的情人更關心你和了解你。

曖昧是，雖然他不是你的情人，但他卻會對你說：「你對我是十分重要的。」

曖昧是，你感冒時有一個會在晚上打電話來，特意提你服藥，叫你蓋好被早點睡的普通朋友。

曖昧是，當你遇到問題解決不了的時候，你找不到你的男／女朋友，你第一個便會想起他。

曖昧是，每當他提及他的另一半時，你會萬箭穿心。

曖昧是為了逃避背叛的罪惡感。

曖昧是甜津津又同時酸溜溜的。往往從未開始，已叫人不安，患得患失。

曖昧是，別人以為你們在攪地下情時，你會沾沾自喜。

曖昧是，別人問你們是否在戀愛中，你張口結舌。

曖昧是，常常掙扎表不表白。你怕表白之後，你既得不到一個情人，卻又失去了一個知心好友。

曖昧是，見到他時，你會心跳。見不到他時，你會掛念他。

曖昧是，当他和别人要好，或跟你提起他的异性朋友时，你会感到吃不如其味。

曖昧是，你总是想要知道他时时刻刻在做些什么事情，一直唠唠叨叨地传简讯问他那时在干嘛，深怕他和他的异性朋友一起出去玩，又会吃醋他提起他的异性朋友.

曖昧是，兩個人都會互相猜度。他是不是已經暗示了甚麼？我是不是自作多情？

曖昧是，每天大家都會聊MSN，間中會互傳手機短訊，無規律地偶然約會。

曖昧是，你很想多走一步，但又怕會嚇怕了他。你會很小心流露自己的感情，你忍不著不去著緊他，但又怕他知道你著緊。

曖昧是，兩個人沒有承諾過甚麼。但雖然如此，你願意付出的，比有承諾的情侶更多。沒有責任，但你卻很渴望去承擔，不問回報。

曖昧是一扇門，你可以停留在門外，也可以踏進房子裡面。然而，你不可以停留在門下面。門 -- 永遠不是終點站。

曖昧是一瞬間的disequilibrium。當供求曲線還在心猿意馬地上下移動時，我們趁機享受如夢初醒之前錯配的歡愉。有天，市場的力量會叫雲消霧散。或退或進，在無形之手掌管之下，曖昧最後只會日暮途窮。

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