Jay Singing. =)

Watch Jay's cello performance~~ =]

对不起.. 如果不是因为考试, 不是因为即将来临的离别, 更不是因为这样的时机, 我一定会把握你. 真的 真的

Blessed.

Today i received something, something i never thought of before these few days. I even got so upset before of this last week. God is good. His blessing overwhelmed me and there's really no word good enough i can use to describe His wonderful grace. Maybe all that i can say is, thank you God. =]
 

I'm glad that i made a vow before him last night and decided give it all up to Him. My academics, my revision, the final test--SPM and my results. And just a day after, his blessing came upon, this is how great our God. (Besides, through my BM teacher, i got to know a cure for my sweating hands syndrome. All my friends or classmate will know that i have this problem for a long time dy. And miraculously yesterday my BM teacher touched my hand and told me the cure. Gonna take up this tradisional meds. I can be cured! =] )

Let me share something Ah Kiet told Timo then from him to me via sms.
 

"SPM examination is something that God arranged for us. He wants us to sit for SPM, to test how faithfully we all in trusting Him. It's not how hardworking we are that matters in God's eye. But is the faith in trusting and letting him to guide us through our exam."
 

Often we got blured through all the hectic study and revisions that we forgot that our ultimate goal is to glorify God. So i gave it all up to Him, whatever result that i'll have, i will use it to glorify His name. =)

To all my friends that are having tough days fighting for our exams, please remember that God's with us all the time. Don't just study and forgets about Him. Pray to Him for wisdom as He's the One that supplies us with all that we need and the peace that we urged for in our hearts and minds. Just have faith in his and He will bring you through it.

Share a few scripture that really did help me a lot these days. Cheers!
 

"Do not be anxious about anything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:6-7

"Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go." Joshua 1:9

Good luck!

Touching Song.

Run by Snow Patrol.




Credits to Yee Tsin. =)

This is tooooo cool.

Watch for yourself. You'll be speechless.

Long-Lost Feeling.

This morning during our last period in class, me and Timo were chit-chatting, about national service. We talked about the haircuts during national service, about what whole head bald ki, then only left two side burns blah blah blah. We laughed like freaks. It'd really been a long long time since we last laughed like that. We were all so busy with our exams and results till our whole class became so quiet, unlike the good o'times we used to be.

Then today when i suddenly laughed like that, i noticed that i've really changed. From the noisy, naughty monkey last year into the quiet, serious nerd this year. I'm not like the old me anymore, the form 4-me, or even the first half year of my form 5. So sad. During those times i really do like to joke around in class and laughed so freely. Just ask the others. they even got so fed up with my laughs. XD

These few days turned out to be quite strange. These few weeks. I mean my feelings, there's always a strange feeling stuck down deep in my heart. And i'm so confused, i really don't know why have i become like that. Sometimes i cant even slep well. And a bit of "you lv zhen' like what i meantioned earlier in the previous post.

But today after the laugh, i felt much better! Really an incredible feeling. After the laugh, i felt, released. The tense that was kept inside me was sharply reduced. Then i suddenly knew what the problem was, it was because i didn't laugh, i didn't laugh like how i used to laugh. For so long, i really didn't have a good laugh. The kind of laugh that throws everything else behind. And the kind that you can laugh freely without any complicated thoughts inside your head.

The piece that was missing in my heart for so long was actually LAUGHING. A care-free laugh. A laugh, deep down from a heart.

The laugh today really did restore me internally.
"一个释怀的笑把所有从试考一开始累积的闷气发泄出来。那种感觉, 好好.." :D

Oya btw glad that you came back~ It'd really been a long time, too long. x]

And so we went for a movie at King's just now. Initially we wanted to watch Tsunami(coz we heard that it was a nice movie~ first half that will make you laugh till stomach burst and second part will steal away your tears) but it stopped playing on Wed, so we change to watch 'Surrogates'. The movie was okay, not as bad as i've heard from our friends. So we watched the movie full with 'perfect' robots~ all the surrogates were like so so handsome and pretty. lol

After the movie i saw one of the shops selling CD's at Premier there playing 'Tsunami'. Can't stop myself from buying a Tsunami movie DVD (actually is quite lazy to download it XD) Mwahaha~ So gonna watch it tml. Hee~

Then Albert chia us eat McD. He just got back from Ipoh for participating in the National Quiz Pengguna and got 3rd place eh! National level eh! So tonight is actually a celebration. LOL

Then Timo suggested to go Muhibah again to 'car big cannon'. XD Only the boys went anyway. Took some photos. =]

Us at Muhibah. From left: Ah Kuen, Eric, Ming Han, Ah Kiet, Me, Lawrence Kong & Timo.

Getting ready to send Albert and Ee Mei a 'thank you' message TOGETHER. x]
1.. 2.. 3!

Me and Ming Han~ with Eric's spec. LOL

Kuen Luen and Me~ :D

Me and Timothy~ =)

伤心，你可以来安慰我吗？

Heart, broken.

Once again i'm beaten by the cruelty of life, the cruelty of reality.


Anyway, grats to all the PMR students. Cherish this exam break period. Please really do.

Wonderful Message.

IT IS A WONDERFUL WONDERFUL MESSAGE. ENJOY~

Once upon a time there was a girl who had four boyfriends.

She loved the fourth boyfriend the most and adorned him with rich robes and treated him to the finest of delicacies. She gave him nothing but the best.

She also loved the third boyfriend very much and was always showing him off to neighboring kingdoms. However, she feared that one day he would leave her for another.

She also loved her second boyfriend. He was her confidant and was always kind, considerate and patient with her. Whenever this girl faced a problem, she could confide in him, and he would help her get through the difficult times.

The girl's first boyfriend was a very loyal partner and had made great contributions in maintaining her wealth and kingdom. However, she did not love the first boyfriend. Although he loved her deeply, she hardly took notice of him!

One day, the girl fell ill and she knew her time was short. She thought of her luxurious life and wondered, 'I now have four boyfriends with me, but when I die, I'll be all alone.'

Thus, she asked the fourth boyfriend, 'I loved you the most, endowed you with the finest clothing and showered great care over you. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?'

'No way!', replied the fourth boyfriend, and he walked away without another word.

His answer cut like a sharp knife right into her heart..

The sad girl then asked the third boyfriend, 'I loved you all my life. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?'

'No!', replied the third boyfriend. 'Life is too good! When you die, I'm going to marry someone else!'

Her heart sank and turned cold.

She then asked the second boyfriend, 'I have always turned to you for help and you've always been there for me. When I die, will you follow me and keep me company?'

'I'm sorry, I can't help you out this time!', replied the second boyfriend.. 'At the very most, I can only walk with you to your grave.'

His answer struck her like a bolt of lightning, and the girl was devastated.

Then a voice called out: 'I'll go with you. I'll follow you no matter where you go.'

The girl looked up, and there was her first boyfriend. He was very skinny as he suffered from malnutrition and neglect.

Greatly grieved, the girl said, 'I should have taken much better care of you when I had the chance!'


In truth, you have four boyfriends in your lives:

Your fourth boyfriend is your body. No matter how much time and effort you lavish in making it look good, it will leave you when you die.

Your third boyfriend is your possessions, status and wealth.When you die, it will all go to others.

Your second boyfriend is your family and friends. No matter how much they have been there for you, the furthest they can stay by you is up to the grave.

And your first boyfriend is your spirit. Often neglected in pursuit of wealth, power and pleasures of the world.

However, your spirit is the only thing that will follow you where ever you go. Cultivate, strengthen and cherish it now, for it is the only part of you that will follow you to the throne of God and continue with you throughout Eternity.


Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect. It means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections.

Thankyou.

I shed tears. But it was the tears of joy. Thankyou God, for letting me know that you'll always and are there all the time to watch over me, thankyou for comforting me, thankyou for giving me strength to overcome these stress that are engulfing me bit by bit everyday, thankyou for listening to my prayers, thankyou for giving me answers to my wanderings, thankyou for your words through your servant, i'm really thankful for the thelogical student who prayed for me just now, and telling me so many precious things though i can't get to know your name but still i really wanna thank you, hope you can feel it in your heart. Thankyou God, for such overwhelming love. :')


Tonight's gonna be a peaceful peaceful night, for me..

Another Nice Malay Song. XD

Luluh by Samsons.

Found it from Haziq's blog. Haha anyway check it out.

Btw, just finished reading an article bout Window 7. Click THIS. It's mainly an upgrade for window vista, or an improvement for vista. It repairs all the flaws in vista and guarantee to make the microsoft users happy again.

And guys, be informed that Window 7 is not like vista when it just came out, many programs can't be installed or runned and need service packs to overcome this problem. Window 7 on the other hand is different.

It can be known as the 'modernised window xp' because all the programs that run on window xp can be installed and runned on window 7. The only difference is window 7 is better at both graphics and performances and also has lots of newer and COOL functions. (Find out more in that link i gave above, looked through the features the author listed) Recommened to students that are gonna further their studies abroad and will buy a new laptop soon.

Window 7, definitely a smarter choice for you than Window Vista.

Sad again.

Sometimes we were just not meant for doing something.. Maybe we're not suitable to do it even if we like doing it very much or tried to do it very hard but in the end it just goes the opposite direction as yours.

Maybe i'm really not the kind of person for it..

=)

I miss you my dear desktop~ :D

And for now, a sweet sweet nap will do just great.. *pffftttt*


P/S: All the best to the form 3's in PMR~ Trust in God, you can do it. =]

快乐四句话

我在想，我是否有点轻微的忧虑症？普通的精神压力是这样的吗？
你是否在睡觉时会突然惊醒？是否在一觉醒来后会有些恐惧起床，一直在想着起来又得去读书了。是否会一直在忧虑到底这天的时间要怎么安排？读什么？怎么去温习？。。。

可以告诉我你们的情况是怎样的吗？


快乐四句话

一位少年人去拜访年长的智者。

“我怎样才能变成一个自己愉快，也能给别人带来愉快的人呢？”

智者笑着回答说：“送你四句话吧。第一句是，把自己当成别人。 第二句是， 把别人当成自己。 第三句是，把别人当成自己。第四句是，把自己当成自己。这些话理解起来有些难，你留着慢慢品味吧。”



我们自己有没有想过呢？每次在发着怨言说生活太残酷，对我们太艰难了，我们有没有看看我们周遭的人呢？他们有些比我们还要不幸，甚至连读书的机会都没有，未来的去向都还很迷糊。
但是我们呢，有机会读书，为了我们的未来而读，一个更光明，还是我们自己的未来而去读。但是我们总是在埋怨不行了，这压力太大了。想想看，我们真的比太多人幸运得多太多了。看看周遭的人，别再生在福中不知福了。再想想，应该这么做吗？

“不要对神说问题太大了，对问题说我的神才是最大的。”

在尝试着以积极的态度看待这一切事物。试着把压力化成动力。一切事物终究都会美好。加油，德豪。

Oh My Gosh.

Today saw something quite shocking from the newspaper- Spm's result grading system's gonna change this year! O.o

Actually it was Timo that asked me to go check it out. I was like, what the heck? I thought the system was gonna be used next. Anyway, the mainpoint is that this year Spm wont have any A1 or A2, but instead, A+, A, and A-. A+ is the most 'excellent' grade, while A will be the usual A1, and A- will be the A2.

I won't talk about it too much. Go check out the newspaper(Sin Chew) yourself or go read Jackson's post in his blog. (Beware of some 'rude' remarks. XD)

Haiz, anyway for my personal opinion i think this new grading system is not really a good news for me. I'll really stick to the older system if i can choose.

What do you think??

15 Malaysia.

Just finished watching the '15 Malaysia' project's videos. =)

It is a short film project. It consists of 15 short films made by 15 Malaysian filmmakers. These films not only deal with socio-political issues in Malaysia, they also feature some of the best-known faces in the country, including actors, musicians and top political leaders. You may think of them as funky little films made by 15 Malaysian voices for the people of Malaysia.

Some of the videos are quite funny but overall all of them brings about a lot of meanings (that's if you understand them)

http://15malaysia.com/films/

I personally like 'Chocolate' by Yasmin Ahmad (Really LOVED her masterpieces all the time! Just quite sad that she passed away so soon) and also 'Meter' by Benji. The first was about a chinese boy and a malay girl. A short video but quite interesting though. And the second one was quite hilarious, about a taxi driver commenting on our country's various current talking points. Actually 'One Future' and 'Slovak Sling' is quite interesting too.

Do check it out. As a Malaysian.

Enjoy. =D

Jack, Thanks For Your Time.

To the People in My Life

Thanks for your time..

A young man learns what's most important in life from the guy next door.

> > It had been some time since Jack had seen the old man.
> > College, girls, career, and life itself got in the way. In fact, Jack moved clear
> > across the country in pursuit of his dreams. There, in the
> > rush of his busy life, Jack had little time to think about the past and
> > often no time
> > to spend with his wife and son. He was working on his future,
> > and nothing could stop him.
> >
> > One day, over the phone, his mother told him, "Mr. Belser died
> > last night.
> > The funeral is on Wednesday."
> >
> > Memories flashed through his mind like an old newsreel as
> > he sat
> > quietly remembering his childhood days.
> >
> > "Jack, did you hear me?"
> > "Oh sorry, Mom. Yes, I heard you. It' s been so
> > long since I thought of him. I'm sorry, but I honestly thought he
> > died years ago," Jack said.
> >
> > "Well, he didn't forget you. Every time I saw him
> > he'd ask how
> > you were doing. He'd reminisce about the many days you
> > spent over 'his
> >
> > side of the fence' as he put it," Mom told him.
> > "I loved that old house he lived in," Jack said.
> >
> > "You know, Jack, after your father died, Mr. Belser
> > stepped in to
> > make sure you had a man's influence in your life,"
> > she said.
> >
> > "He's the one who taught me carpentry," he
> > said. "I wouldn't be
> > in this business if it weren't for him. He spent a lot
> > of time teaching
> > me things he thought were important...Mom, I'll be
> > there for the funeral,"
> >
> > Jack said.
> >
> > As busy as he was, he kept his word. Jack caught the next
> > flight
> > to his hometown. Mr. Belser's funeral was small and
> > uneventful. He had
> > no children of his own, and most of his relatives had
> > passed away.
> >
> > The night before he had to return home, Jack and his Mom
> > stopped
> > by to see the old house next door one more time. Standing
> > in the doorway,
> > Jack paused for a moment. It was like crossing over into
> > another
> > dimension, a leap through space and time. The house was exactly as he
> > remembered. Every step held memories. Every picture, every piece of
> > furniture.... Jack stopped suddenly.
> >
> > "What's wrong, Jack?" his Mom asked.
> >
> > "The box is gone," he said.
> > "What box?" Mom asked.
> > "There was a small gold box that he kept locked on top
> > of his
> > desk. I must have asked him a thousand times what was
> > inside. All he'd ever
> > tell me was the thing I value most," Jack said. It was gone. Everything about
> > the house was exactly how Jack remembered it, except for
> > the box. He figured someone from the Belser family had taken it.
> >
> > "Now I'll never know what was so valuable to
> > him," Jack said. "I
> > better get some sleep. I have an early flight home,
> > Mom."
> >
> > It had been about two weeks since Mr. Belser died.
> > Returning home
> >
> > from work one day Jack discovered a note in his mailbox.
> > "Signature
> > required on a package. No one at home. Please stop by the
> > main post office
> >
> > within the next three days," the note read.
> > Early the next day Jack retrieved the package. The small
> > box was
> >
> > old and looked like it had been mailed a hundred years ago.
> > The
> > handwriting was difficult to read, but the return address
> > caught his
> > attention. "Mr. Harold
> > Belser" it read.
> >
> > Jack took the box out to his car and ripped open the
> > package.
> >
> > There inside was the gold box and an envelope. Jack's
> > hands shook as he
> > read
> > the note inside. "Upon my death, please forward this
> > box and its contents
> > to Jack Bennett. It's the thing I valued most in my
> > life."
> >
> > A small key was taped to the letter. His heart racing, as
> > tears
> > filling his eyes,! Jack carefully unlocked the box. There
> > inside he found
> > a
> > beautiful gold pocket watch. Running his fingers slowly
> > over the finely etched casing, he unlatched the cover. Inside he found
> > these words
> > engraved: "Jack, Thanks for your time!" - Harold
> > Belser."
> >
> > "The thing he valued most...was...my time."
> >
> > Jack held the watch for a few minutes, then called his
> > office and cleared his appointments for the next two days.
> > "Why?" Janet, his
> > assistant asked.
> >
> > "I need some time to spend with my son," he said.
> > "Oh, and by the way, Janet.. Thanks for your time."
> >
> >
> > "Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take
> > but by the
> > moments that take our breath away,"
> >
> > Think about this. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.
> >
> > 1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much that they would die for you.
> >
> > 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
> >
> > 3. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
> >
> > 4. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to
> > sleep.
> >
> > 5. You mean the world to someone.
> >
> > 6. If not for you, someone may not be living.
> >
> > 7. You are special and unique.
> >
> > 8. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you trust God to do what's best, and wait on His time, sooner or later, you will get it or something better.
> >
> > 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good can still come from it.
> >
> > 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look; you most likely turned your back on the world.
> >
> > 11. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
> >
> > 12. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
> >
> > 13. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know and you'll both be happy.
> >
> > 14. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

To everyone who read this: "Thank you for your time."