“有人说过，每个人一生都会遇到四个人。
第一个是你自己，第二个是你最爱的人，第三个是最爱你的人，第四个是共度一生的人。
但生活最爱开玩笑，你最爱的，往往没有选择你；最爱你的，往往又不是你最爱的；而最终跟你共度一生的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。”

Sigh.

You can't imagine how precise this is 
and how much it hit me.

Solitude.

终于明白为什么他会离开。

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寂寞，是一个人的狂欢；狂欢，是一群人的寂寞。
  

"Do you ever wish you had a second chance to 

meet someone again for the first time?"
  

And maybe, just maybe, you feel hope.

When September ends.

We've always joked about this song when September ends and the first day of October came.
But I never knew it could make me this emotional.

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"Come here.. You know they say life is short.
You wake up one day, and on that day. All your dreams and, everything you wished for and you wanted, gone just like that.
People, people get old and you know, things change and situations change and what I want is, I just I want this moment right now, this day and my feelings for you, the way you look right now, how I look at you, I just want this to last forever, you know."

"And it will, I mean no matter what we've always had this and had each other and nothing can change that. 
But I just want you to know, no matter what you'll always have somebody here for you, always. 
I'm never gonna leave you, I'm never gonna leave you. 
I love you."

"I know."

"Don't let go of me."

"I won't."

"Don't let go of me."

"I won't, I won't."

:'(

Probably my biggest fear.

I just want to stay with you in those moments forever.

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
I could stay lost in those moments forever,
Cause' every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure.

I really don't wish that it was just my wishful thinking. I really wish it was me all along.

We're so in love.

How can a song make you so emotional?

:')
Maybe you've met the right person, but you're just not ready to be in love.

What happened?

Because I had two best friends, and i lost one too.

"If you ever wanna talk about it, I'm here for you kay :)"

I think that's the sweetest thing you can hear from someone when you're feeling down.

Where are the plans we made for two?

If happy ever after did exist, I would still be holding you like this.

我的以为只是我以为。

 

我以为我的温柔能给你整个宇宙，
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口，
专情陪在你左右 弥补他一切的错，

也许我太过天 以为奇迹会发生。
  

"Godspeed, my friend."

i can still remember that was the last time we contacted.

A genuine beautiful song.

nuff said, just listen to the song.
:')

While packing.

".. you have been more than a friend to me, and i thank God very deeply for that. I might not be the best girl but sure the luckiest.
i think i will not spend another 2 years and find myself a true friend like you anymore.."

your first and only letter for me.

Love you a thousand years.

my current addiction.
:)


"But watching you stand alone,
All of my doubt,
Suddenly goes away somehow.

One step closer."

how i wish that person was me.

In another life.

It's time to face the music,

I'm no longer your muse.

"The past is like a handful of dust. It filters through your fingers, disappearing little by little. 
I wish, for one day, I could go back. In another life I would do things a different way."

i really would. then we'll still be like how we are during secondary school. :')

once upon a time there was a girl.

if only you can see this.

how i wish.

never know this song can make me so,
emotional.