You take me on.

You're the one that's keeping me going.
Getting me through the day.

You take me on.

Verge of breaking.

Stress during exam periods can really make you realise how much the little things in life actually mean to you. 

Things as small as listening to a good song during the short break you allow yourself in the midst of your revision, or a small nap, or even a look outside your window at night at the busy highway or the starry sky. 

The things you'll usually take for granted. 

Because at the end of the day, there's always one thing everyone will be longing for. 

Freedom. 

The freedom to do the things that you like, to be free without forcing yourself to do things that you hate.
Now I only just wish for finals to end asap. 

This kind of stressful, mundane, dull, repetitive and lifeless life is not meant for humans.
Sometimes I still wonder why do I have to make myself suffer like this. 

Sigh. God give me strength.

Another day ended, just like that, just like how everyday now all started and ended so abruptly. 

And tomorrow will continue to repeat the same thing from morning till night. 

I really, really just wish for all of this to end. 

Last day of October. 

Make it count.

 

Howie's song for Bernie.

"If I didn't have you, life would be blue,
I'd be Dr. Who, without the TARDIS.

You're like Uranium-235, and I'm Uranium-238,
almost inseparable isotopes.

We're like changing electric and magnetic fields.
You can't have one, without the other. 

Ever since I met you, you turned my world around.
You supported all my dreams and all my hopes.

Ever since I met you, you turned my world around.
You're my best friend, and my lover.

I couldn't have imagined,
how good my life would get.
From the moment that i met you,
Bernadette."

**********

This is so geeky, yet so so sweet and romantic too at the same time.

Can't stop smiling and 'aww-ing' through the whole song.

This is why I love The Big Bang Theory.

:')
  

Insecurity sucks.
 

Unconditionally.

"There is no fear now.

Let go and just be free.

I will love you, unconditionally."

  

Here comes the study break.

Smiling like an idiot just because of that one text.
Constantly zoning out thinking about something.
Thought about something that made you smile randomly.
Making up scenarios in your mind and laugh at them.
For just a small thing you can be oh so happy.

Guess this time my finals period will not be just as bad as the previous two.
:)


So this is how it feels like. To fell so hopelessly in love.

Word.

Take the plunge slowly.

"Remember that love is a multi-colored, many splendid thing that is hard to confine to one-box-fits-all or to a singular definition. 
It just may be that your problem is how you define love; change your perspective and you might just lose your fear. 

Love can creep up unawares, dressed in the clothing of friendship, a shared passion, a regular meet-up, a weekly conversation in the pub - it doesn't have to be anything spectacular or overwhelming and it can be as simple, or as complicated, as you want it to be. 

Maybe seeing it this way can lessen your fear of the amorphous, overly romanticized notion of love and help you to understand that at its most basic, 
love is companionship with somebody who means a great deal to you."
  

Something unexpected.

I think I just found out something that I shouldn't know.
LOL
But still,
it's something..


It's kinda sweet actually.
:)
Now I know better. Now I can have more faith. Wait for me ok! :)

"Sometimes you have to stop worrying. 

Have faith that things will work out. 

Maybe not how you planned, but just how they're supposed to be."

  

Caught me off guard.

Words can't describe my feeling when I got that text just now.
To be honest I've never expected that.
Really.
Thank you, thank you. :')

**********

Oh God she's beautiful. 
Can never get enough of it when she laughs. Oh the way she laughs.

The 'Trio'.

Happy birthday once again Shu Min!
:D

Just want to say that I'm really grateful to have met these people,

And also for this gang, for all our crazy, fun outings and trips along the way.

I cherish every single one of them.

And I know more will come. 

I know there will be.

:)

**********

I guess these people are the most important people in my uni life. 

These 3 and the other 3 in one of my previous posts.

Yes, they are.
Definitely.

  

She is love.

I've been beaten down, I've been kicked around,
But she takes it all for me.
And I lost my faith, in my darkest days,
But she makes me want to believe.

And when that world slows down, dear.
And when those stars burn out, here.
Oh she'll be there, yes she'll be there.

  

What you mean to me.

And every time I think of you,
I think of how you pushed me through.
And showed me how much better I could be.

You say what no one would say.
You know exactly how to get to me.
You know it's what I need.

You brought me closer to who I really am.

Come take my hand,
I want the world to see what you mean to me.

干杯！

有时还是会不禁地为当初我们的哥儿们党感慨。
人与人之间的摩擦，太多人处在一块也总会擦出一些火花，一些意见分歧。
寻找着与自己相似，属于自己的舒适圈。
分党，分离。
都是些难以避免的残酷现实。

但感恩现在至少还有他们在。
至少还有他们从起初陪着走到底。

所谓大学生涯中的知己，他们就是其中的那几个吧。
:)

从起初就是被你的用心所打动。
到现在都还没忘。
　

Because you're the home I wanna go back to.

因为在所有的玩乐，所有的兴奋结束以后，

你会发现其实这些都只是肤浅，空虚，暂时的，并不是你真正想要的。

而真正想要的是 累了，回到原点，回到当初一直就在那里等着你的那个人。

回到当初就一直在那里默默地扶持着你，
默默地在你失落，难过时安慰你，
默默地在你需要人陪，需要劝告时，毫无怨言地给予你支持的那个人。 

真的，人一开始真的只会以貌取人。

但日子久了，你会发现其实心才是最重要的。

真的很重要。

遇到再多外表吸引你的人，那又怎么样？

如果能遇到一个真的有心，真的会用心，真的体贴你的人，

我觉得那才是最重要的。

毕竟，男人要求的不多。

其实只不过是希望在他所做的事情，能够得到一些认可和支持。

累了，也只是想回到一个避风港，回到一个避难所。

而你，你就是我想回到的归属。