不甘心。

德豪 你嫉妒什么啊。
可是就觉得很可惜，真的很可惜。

爱是你的 我是我的 完了。

Because actually you just wish for someone that would care for you as much as you'll care for her,
someone that would love you as much as you'll love her,
someone that appreciates you,
someone that's afraid to lose you,
someone that wouldn't take the things you do for her for granted,
someone that would make you feel like she's making an effort to keep you too.


And I'm exhausted.
she's been there all the time. maybe sincerity is what really touches you. why are you so blind lawrence?

Keep calm.

I'm playing it solo.
Fyeah.
If this continues on you should just be forever alone for your whole life la. Losing this game for so many times, aren't you sick and tired of it already? Why the fuck did you let your guards down again this time? Isn't the pain she caused you last time enough? Why the fuck did you let another girl in again? Why the fuck did you fall for her? Just look at how pathetic this is now, she doesn't even appreciate the things that you did for her, don't even have to mention if she treated you as someone special or not. Look at this shit, she's in love with someone else even after all that you've done. To think that you once even thought you were the guy she mentioned. Your wishful thinking hahahahahahaha lawrence, you pathetic moron. 

Sigh.

About Social Networks.

Recently if you're playing facebook,
surely you'll also notice that photos from tumblr and also quotes from twitter are all over facebook.
WHAT?

I mean why is this even happening?
Isn't this just like plagiarism?
I mean what's from twitter and tumblr should continue to stay there,
and not being plagiarised like this.
If you're playing facebook, then update your status, upload your own photos, and play some mini games, NOT uploading photos from tumblr and photos of quotes from twitter.
Every social networks have their own unique functions.
If you wanna view those photos or quotes, then please just create a tumblr or twitter account and view it from there.
NOT posting them all over facebook.
Let them stay in the place they belong to.
Let everything be original and have their own uniqueness. 
Sometimes i really feel like going to those pages and share a piece of my mind on their wall.
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Really speechless with people with their damned ego too.
Somemore still support plagiarism.
No one gives a shit you say?
WELL, I DO.
Zzz I'm just too speechless to continue arguing with you. SMH
Sighhhh.
 

Orientation Day.

Went for orientation for our A-Level juniors (April and July'11 intake) just now.
Full-time cameraman again. :)


And I got my Korean name thanks to Hyun Bin! :DD
Okay and that concludes all that happened today.
...

LOL okay no. not all.
I'm just too tired and lazy to blog about it now.
Still have the A-Level Awards & Alumni Day that was held last Saturday to blog about.
But recently i was just toooooooo busy. SERIOUSLY busy. (until i can't even start doing my homework.. okay that's just myself being lazy lol)
don't have enough sleep too :((

haha but all in all the orientation just now was great.
glad that all our juniors enjoyed themselves, and hope they appreciate how much their seniors have put in to organise it. (walao have to go to so many meetings for you guys wei even when i'm super busy these few days HAHAHA)

that's all for tonight.
crap i still have my chemi and maths hmwk to be done by tonight and a chemi test tml
and i haven't started any of them yet O.O
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
For goodness sake Lawrence PLEASE DON'T PROCRASTINATE ANYMORE!

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the ugly truth

Things i learn since i came here:

You can't always make things the way you want them to be, so just go with the flow. Be more happy-go-lucky.

Don't care too much and mind your own business. You just want to be friendly but sometimes people just don't give a damn.

Sometimes you care but the people around you don't. So just tolerate with the things you dislike around you. Remember, ignorance is a bliss. Sooner or later you'll be used to it too. or not.

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And my life has become a routine again recently- Wake up, brunch, school, band practice(guitar), gym, HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK, himym, gta, sleep. -_____-

screw you man.

speechless once again.

I just have to find a place to express myself.
so many things i wanted to say.
and sometimes i'm just disappointed with the people around me.

these days are hectic. it's making me crazy.

intimacy?

why man, like seriously why? now these all finally make sense. what you've said. i really don't know what to say anymore if it's really true.
sigh.

It ends tonight.

She once asked what's my ring for. I joked and told her it's a wedding ring. But no, it's a reminder that I was in love one time but became a fool of it. And it will stay on it until I found someone, someone that i know won't make me that fool again. So no more love fool. Not this time. God's still writing it. So don't be so desperate. What happened last night was a sign that she's not the one. There's a world out there for you lawrence. :)

secrets

a typical love story of a boy and a girl. and i only have the rights to cry for.
haih how touching. how pathetic

We don't talk anymore. And you know what the saddest part is?
We used to talk everyday.

安静

never have i ever thought about something like this happening to me. the thought never even flash through my mind. not even once.