:(

How you make me whirl.

Meet Narmi, Malaysia's own independent indie band, who played in several artists' concerts in Malaysia too eg. Joe Brooks and Kina Grannis.
Really, really love the lead singer's voice, A LOT!
You'll be shocked when you hear his voice, I promise! ;)

Enjoy! :)

Buckle up.

First day of final exam starting today.
It's gonna be a tough 2-week battle.
Really can't believe it's today.
But I believe as well, as fast as it got started, it will all end just as fast too.
We can do this!
Godspeed.

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Can't go watch Iron Man 3 because of my finals, so set this as my hp wallpaper. Hope looking at this everyday would suffice. lol
Wait for me! Just 2 more weeks! 

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OMG. pathetic.
  

I miss you a little..
a little too much,
a little too often
and a little more each day ;)

Girl let me love you, and I'll love you until you learned to love yourself.

Girl let me love you, and all your troubles, don't be afraid, girl let me help.

Girl let me love you, a heart of numbness, gets brought to life, I'll take you there.

I'll be your shelter, I'll be your storm.

Can you imagine how sweet is it if a guy sang this song to his girlfriend?
(desperate sangat) hahahahaha.
Anyway I'm still single lah so i'm singing it purely for fun and also due to the fact that i really really love this song ever since i first heard it.
So let's just keep this on hold for that special someone in the future kay?

;)

can i dedicate this for you? x)

By My Side.

It's always the little thing that catches your heart.

and i think i'm catching the love bug bit by bit. :)

200th.

So i'm gonna end Year 2011 with my 200th post this year.
LIKE A BOSS.

Haha anyway still remember i set some new year resolutions for myself at the beginning of the year.
Among my resolutions are:

1) To get a DSLR.
2) Get all A's(min) in all my A-Level final exams.
3) To be fitter and taller this year, start working out in gym.
4) Put in more time & effort practising my guitar.
5) Love God and be more faithful.
6) Not to be so self-centered, love and be willing to spend more time with the people around me.
7) Change my 'loso' attitude.

The link to that post if you haven't seen it before:  My new year resolution is not 1024×768 

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So now the time's up and let's see how much have i actually achieved.

1) Yeah this is the first goal that i achieved this year.

(actually i shouldn't say that it's a goal hahaha) 

But yeah i'm happy i got myself a Nikon D5100 half a year ago,

and since then it has been accompanying me through tonnes of awesome photos. :) 

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2) Currently i'm still having my study break back in Sibu preparing for my third, and the last final exam for my A-Level Course in January.

So this is it Lawrence, just stay strong and keep fighting for one more month and then you can have all the fun you want to after that. haha
FIGHTING!

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3) Thanks to some of my housemates, i'm hitting the gym regularly nowadays starting this year.

And yeah i kept fit and weigh lesser now, not exceeding 65 anymore actually hehe

But then it's a bad news for my height as i don't seem to grow taller as much as i want to..
lol but it's okay, i'll still continue growing higher (i guess? *fingers crossed)

not me la hahahaha just my goal :P 

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4) Yeah i did constantly practise my guitar everyday except for some days when i'm really really busy.

And yeah i also started serving in my cell group as a guitarist.

Even out of my expectation, i started doing song covers and share them to youtube too!

I think that's a really big breakthrough for me :)

Continue giving me support as your encouragements will be my motivation to keep on going! 

Peace! :D

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5) I can only judge this on my own so yeah, i think i do achieve this goal.

Thank God for my awesome church in KL and my lovely cell group that provides the best environment for me to grow spiritually.  

But i'll still continue to be even more faithful and won't stop learning and grow both mentally and spiritually.

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6) I admit sometimes i'm still a bit selfish when it comes to taking out my own time to help or accompany the people around me.

Because as you know i'm the kind of person that won't wanna waste a minute of his time, either studying or playing his computer games and watching movies and series.

But this year i tried my best, so i'll give it a pass for this goal. :)

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7) The last, and the most interesting one- my LOSO attitude.

(Everyone's been complaining bout this since the past XD)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Aihhhh i can't say i've changed it a hundred percent but with the 'help' of an 'annoying' friend- THE FREAK, 

I can say i've at least become a lil' bit better than i was before la. :P 

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‎2011 is coming to an end,
But please don't say you regret anything,
Because everything that you've done made you who you are today.

No regrets, just lessons. 

Happy new year in advance to all my fellow friends and family! 

Keep rocking 2012!
:D

  

Happiness.

     "I keep remembering one of my Guru's teachings about happiness. She says that people universally tend to think that happiness is a stroke of luck, something that will maybe descend upon you like fine weather if you're fortunate enough. But that's not how happiness works. Happiness is the consequence of personal effort. You fight for it, strive for it, insist upon it, and sometimes even travel around the world looking for it. You have to participate relentlessly in the manifestation of your own blessings. And once you have achieved a state of happiness, you must never become lax about maintaining it, you must make a mighty effort to keep swimming upward into that happiness forever, to stay afloat on top of it. If you don't, you will leak away your innate contentment. It's easy enough to pray when you're in distress but continuing to pray even when your crisis has passed is like a sealing process, helping your soul hold tight to its good attainments."


     "... As I focus on Diligent Joy, I also keep remembering a simple idea my friend Darcey told me once- that all the sorrow and trouble of this world is caused by unhappy people. Not only with the big global Hitler-'n'-Stalin picture, but also on the smallest personal level. Even in my own life, I can see exactly where my episodes of unhappiness have brought suffering or distress or (at the very least) inconvenience to those around me. The search for contentment is, therefore, not merely a self-preserving and self-benefiting act, but also a generous gift to the world. Clearing out all your misery gets you out of the way. You cease being an obstacle, not only to yourself but to anyone else. Only then are you free to serve and enjoy other people."

Chapter 87, pg.272-273

Eat, Pray, Love.

(thoughts of Elizabeth while riding on her bike in Bali)

  

Youtube Madness.

click on the photo!

Ever saw anything this crazy on youtube before?
hahahahahahaha

Source: "Bruno Mars- It Will Rain [New Music]" -Youtube

It's a really really nice song too actually :)
  

Everyone should get this :)

Soulmate

   "But I really love him."

   "Big deal. So you fell in love with someone. Don't you see what happened? This guy touched a place in your heart deeper than you thought you were capable of reaching, I mean you got zapped, kiddo. but that love you felt, that's just the beginning. You just got a taste of love. That's just limited little rinky-drink mortal love. Wait till you see how much more deeply you can love than that. Heck, Groceries- you have the capacity to someday love the whole world. It's your destiny. Don't laugh."

   "I'm not laughing." I was actually crying. "And please don't laugh at me now, but I think the reason it's so hard for me to get over this guy is because I seriously believed David was my soulmate."

   "He probably was. Your problem is you don't understand what that word means. People think a soulmate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soulmate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that's holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. A true soulmate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soulmate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soulmates, they come into your life just to reveal another later of yourself to you, and then they leave. And thank God for it. Your problem is, you just can't let this one go. It's over, Groceries. David's purpose was to shake you up, drive you out of that marriage that you needed to leave, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light could get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you had to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master and beat it. That was his job, and he did great, but now it's over. Problem is, you can't accept that this relationship had a real short shelf life. You're like a dog at the dump, baby- you're just lickin' at an empty tin can, trying to get more nutrition out of it. And if you're not careful, that can's gonna get stuck on your snout forever and make your life miserable. So drop it."

   "But I love him."

   "So love him."

   "But I miss him."

   "So miss him. Send him some love and light every time you think about him, and then drop it. You're just afraid to let go of the last bits of David because then you'll really be alone. But here's what you gotta understand, Groceries. If you clear out all that space in your mind that you're using right now to obsess about this guy, you'll have a vacuum there, an open spot- a doorway. And guess what the universe will do with that doorway? It will rush in- God will rush in- and fill you with more love than you ever dreamed. So stop using David to block that door. Let it go."

Chapter 48, pg.157-158

Eat, Pray, Love.

(conversation between Elizabeth and Richard from Texas at the Ashram, India)

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p/s: Can you actually believe if someone was to tell you this when you just broke up? 

Will you be overwhelmed too?

 

A Dream

Last night I had a dream.
It's really rare that you can still remember your dream.
It was really vivid.
But the only thing is I can't remember the people inside.
I can remember the whole dream like where was I and what was I doing.
But I can't remember the faces in the dream.

There's this one girl throughout the dream.
This one special girl in the dream.
This one special girl by my side all the time.
But I just can't remember her face no matter how much I tried to picture it.
Maybe this dream came a bit too late?
And they say precognitive dreams may be possible too in normal humans! o.o
*le sigh


p/s: sometimes I really wish I could record down my dreams and then watch it later.

a pic i found on tumblr that's too nice not to be shared. :)

You can’t force yourself to forget about something. 
The only reason why we forget is because a better memory takes it’s place. 
 

they say if this is a feeling of catching the love bug.

Smosh

Issit crazy to be laughing my lungs out watching youtube vids this late at night?
hahahahahahahahahahaha
but seriously i wanted to go to bed but suddenly browsed the kids react vids on youtube by the fine brothers.
and since then i've being watching them for like hours, literally.
this vid is Smosh reacts to kids react to them.
hmm don't get it? oh wth just watch the video.
it's really funny. i just can't stop myself from posting it on my blog
LOL

p/s: oh btw that Lia girl is so pretty :)

♥

this is what i call a love song.

  

Disconnect to reconnect.

Fyi i just subscribed a smart plan for my phone.
meaning that i can online anywhere i want to starting now. XD
but then suddenly this video showed up from no where -_-
lol anyway it's a really nice vid.
okay okay i admit i'm a bit like the ppl in the vid too sometimes *guilty as charged*
that's why it touches me even more.
especially the part when everyone puts down their phones and the music that time. omg instant goosebumps!
and the lil' girl is sooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute.
melts when she smiles and tilts her head haha

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Yesterday finally went for futsal again. the last game was around EIGHT MONTHS ago o.o
it was nice. but totally exhausted after the game.
whole body and bones feels like shattering haha
saw him again too, sometimes i really don't know who did i think of when i saw him. himself or her?
haih. it's best that i don't care too. but it's this guy that i admit lost. i totally lost.

 if i'm the old friend, then yeah i'm fine. how bout you?

Never Say Never

Just finished JB's 'Never Say Never' movie footage.
I really don't get it why are there so many haterings on him.
He's just a boy who loves music and really loves to sing.
He doesn't get to this today with nothing, he works really hard for this.

And through the movie i just knew that he's really talented, he knows drum and started performing in his church as a drummer since he was just a kid, and he knows guitar, and even piano too.
He really cares bout his fans, even when his producers and managers asked him to rest and cancel off his concerts he is still so determined to continue singing coz he doesn't want to disappoint his fans despite his vocal cords being swollen.
Just realized that Justin actually do this for God too, he actually posted christian songs he covered on youtube before he became famous, he and his family and his crews are all Christians too, and they actually pray together at the backstage everytime before any performances.
And he got really nice songs too such as down to the earth, common denominator, that should me, etc just naming a few of my favs.

Not that i'm a bieliber but i really do admire this kid a lot.
So for those haters out there, please look into his life before hating on him.
Don't just hate him out of nothing.
I bet if i ask you now why do you actually hate Justin Bieber maybe some of you couldn't even give me an answer.
And some just hate him because their friends hate him. And that's just plain stupid.
He doesn't need all these hates.
Afterall, he's just a kid that's living out his dream.

Never say never!