Hohoho~

Merry Merry Christmas everyone! Have a great day!



- Greetings from Taipei -

Adios Amigos.

So the time came that i have to say goodbye to my comp again. Wuwuwu Won't be in Sibu till 28/12. Maybe i will on sometimes there, using my couz' laptop. So till then miss me and wait for me. :D

Have a nice holiday! (Be ready for PHOTOS when i'm back heeheehee) Do take good care of yourself. Ciao


- Lawrence signing out. -

2009 5 Galileo & Kepler Farewell Party.

This happened about a week ago, didn't write it due to my last subject, BC exam. Anyway, Timo and i organized a farewell party for both our class. Thanks to Timo, he's the one that came up with this idea.

Frankly saying we really put in quite a lot of effort to organize this party. So after the party i'm really glad when they messaged us and said thankyou. I'm just really glad they enjoyed as much as i do. Really had a great night. Especially with you you and you. =)

In short, that night we came, eat, play games, sing k, take photos then went home with a happy heart. :D

Let the photos say it all. Enjoy~


Timo and Me~ (Best male buddy)


Another photo. :D


Me and Yee Tsin~ (Best female buddy a.k.a ah mu :)


Timo's idea lol


awww XDDDD


I like this photo. I damn like this photo. I like this photo very much. I really really like this photo. Get it? HAHA


3 best pals~


Look at her mouth :)


Silly dudes. XD


Body guards. Ehehe


Wiuwitt like this photo too~


5 Galileo! (except yee tsin, haih haih)


5 Kepler.


At the same mirror in front the lift ;D


The boys.


Look at our sexy legs wooot~


Salute. Hey hey


To all my Form 5 friends: Thankyou all for being a part of my secondary school life. This memory i will definitely keep deep deep down my heart. For all the things that happened, i will cherish it forever. May our friendship last forever. Keep in touch and i know just a way-- WEBCAM! hoh? (huge webcam fan now XDDD)

All the best to all of you in the future. And Have a great life ahead! God Bless! Cheers =)

My 100th Post

:D nothing much just my 100th post for my blog. Wrote this at Ah Kuen's house so it should be quite 'memorable'. hee celebrate myself hooray!* ==

Okay should go back to play games with them again ciao!

Kuen Luen's House, Tonight.

(14/12 1:10am)

So tonight i spent my night at Ah Kuen's house together with 3 other friends Ming Han, Ah Kiet, and Albert. Though we didn't do much but we really had a heck lot of laughs! ahahaha and the webcam chat just now was awesome! Disappointed at first but so surprised when you can suddenly sign in. Really appreciate it. Had a really really good night. Glad that you did too. =)

Alas, gonna continue to play again. x]

(15/12 12:35pm)

You know what? We chatted and slept at 6 this MORNING when Ah Kuen's mum woke up. XD Ah Kuen kept saying, "The night is still YOUNG." (His 'mouth tag' that night) ROFL~

We played games, but more, we chatted, we chatted bout our past, present and even the future, from how we met till who did we like before. We chatted A LOT (even some boys' stuff, our relationships and stuffs..) We were really 'opened' last night, maybe we know that that's the last night we can chat like this, so we just spitted everything out. =) Really knew A LOT of their secrets after last night wiuwitt opss sshhh xPP *zip mouth* (Albert you better know how to 'do people' ah XD)

(Too bad Timo you can't come, you really missed a lot. lol) Thanks guys, thanks for all your advice. Especially Kuen Luen, thanks for all the advice you gave when we were on bed and all of rest them are sleeping that time lol, thanks for letting me know that troubles are common in our lives especially that. :D i know i will treasure it. :)

With Ah Han.


Ah Kuen and Ah Bert.

This and another laptop with Ah Kuen's own desktop made our night.

Woot woot watching anime with mp5

LOL~ :D

Kuen Luen took this == jian oh..

The next morning =)


Dota freaks XD


Walalala~

Can't believe it's really over.. It seems just yesterday that we're talking about our fears for SPM, and yet everything was gone so soon. So this is it, my secondary school life. Ended. We can't see each other so often everyday like we used to.

Exam's over. Happy, but sad at the same time. The feeling's mixed. Will really really miss you, you, you guys and everyone. :P

And just saying this again that, i'm really grateful to have you guys as my classmates for these two years. All the best in everything you do in the future. Do keep in touch. Hope that we can meet again one day, somewhere, somewhen.. God bless!

Arghhh what the heck, enjoy it by the time being dude! Staying over at Ah Kuen's afterward! Mwahahahahahah! (But no girls wei T.T xDDD)


Anyway i just can't stop myself from shouting this again. WOOHOOOOOO! SPM'S FRIGGING OVER MAN!! NO MORE FRIGGIN SPM IN MY LIFE!! YEEEEEHAAAAAAAAH! XD


P/s: Wek, enjoy your holiday idiot. Find something to do. ANYTHING except for books. XD goodluck wei. (maybe webcamming? HAHAHA! :)

德豪，你又何必呢？

Futsal! (A break again~) :D

Yesterday we went for futsal at a new field up at Lanang. The field was quite cool. Just the place is too friggin FAR from our house zz

Anyway the game was fun. Just that all of us our bodies are aching like crap today.. (too long didn't exercise ==)

Some of the photos we took after the game. XD

Random

Just somethings that happened during SPM :D


Went to Ah Kuen's house with Timo to revise add.maths. HEHE with his doggie cookie~ x]


Revising Account with Timo. Just to let you know how much is account's notes == phew, finally can throw them all aside now. Haiz but still quite disappointed with account exam. ><


Me, Timo and Sheena got this tiger from Patrick at Kuching. A christmas present. Hehe thanks yea~ =)


Ahaha~ it's really a LONG time since i'm 'zhi lian' again. XD New look- "Korean dude," Bernard said. What do you think? XD


Woooo~ a rare one. HAHA!

Have a break, have a game(s) XD

HEHEHE~ Guess what? Bernard and his friends came to my house with their external hardisc last Fri (after Phys exam) and gave me, GAMES SETUPS~ mwahahahaha! Thanks dudes~

Not gonna say it much. The games are just too awesome. The two main games that i'm up to now is Call Of Duty 6: Modern Warfare 2 and Left 4 Dead 2. Others such as NFS 6, Ninja Assasin, Borderland, blah blah blah will have to wait till i really finish my Spm. HEHE

Actually COD 6 is enough to make my day. Woooh! The game is so nice, storyline's good, graphic makes you lao sai (XD) and weapons make you pee in your pants. HAHAHA~ So dudes, if your comp's graphic card is good enough, do check out this game! You won't regret it.



Some screenshots i took in the game. :D

Grand massacre at Russian airport. LOL

And some from L4D 2 :

(with three new special infects: Charger, Spitter and Jockey)










Killed tanker. XD

Simply Beautiful~

Janice & Sonia performing 'Officially Missing You' -Tamia (Cover)

Janice and Sonia, twins 23 years old, Koreans living in Sidney, Aussie. =]

I fell for them(i mean, this song XD) the first time i heard it. The duet is so so perfect~ Please listen to it. You won't regret it. =)

Gambateh Everyone!

For every Form 5 students reading this, Good Luck in your exam for the whole one-month period!

All the best to you and remember to pray constantly to God for He's the one that will supply us with the wisdom and peace we need during this period. Cheers!

Days Before Spm (Part 4-- My ACTUAL birthday xD)

(If you're now reading this, please SCROLL DOWN to 'PART 1' and start reading from there, thanks! :D)


Anyway first of all, I would like to thank the below people for their birthday wishes(through sms) =] :

Henry and Ashley wished me on 13/11.

Fu Cheng, Albert and Sing Long wished me a few minutes too fast before 16/11 XD

Below are the ones who wished me straight on 12am, 16/11:
1. Agnes (She sent me exactly on 12.00am XD)
2. Flora
3. Cheery
4. Shu Fei
5. Kuen Luen (They sent together wei woot woot~)
6. En Rou(Thank you for your long long wishings ;D)
7. Sze Ing

And others that sent me throughout the whole day:
Su Ee, Yun Xing Jie, Joan Goh, Nicholas Kong, Yi Fan, Melvin, Bernard, Pastor David, Richard, and TIMO!(he sent me on 11.59-12am last minute LOL~)

Special special thanks to Cheery and Anna~ =)

Birthday card from Cheery~


Present from Anna~

And also Mei Ling for the jokes & bible scriptures.

Oya! Also not forgetting the people who wished me on facebook. About 60+ of you guys. Thankyou all~ heee =]


Anyway, we also took some photos on 16/11:
(Before this when we're at canteen they Kuen Luen bought me drinks, Albert bought me 'shuang mei tang', and Eric bought me Polo sweet. XD

Karin and me~ (with the drink Kuen Luen bought LOL)


With Flora~


@$^*#%@ Yee Tsin, again.. haiz haiz XD


With Haziq~


That night my parents bought a cake for my birthday too. =]

CHEESE cake mwahahahaha~ xD


Wooot woooot~

Days Before Spm (Part 3-- My Birthday :D)

Below are photos of the 'book' that i'll treasure and cherish for the rest of my life. :D I'm really touched when i received this present. You guys put in so much effort to make it and even used up your revision time to make this book.

Guys, i'm really thankful. This present is very valuable to me and it is really better than anything you guys could have give me.

Again, Thank you! Glad to have friends like you guys. Cheers~

Friends Forever! =)


The cover

Timothy (i like the background~ =] )

Tin Wei (erlo erlo, go study lah, study hard hard ah! )

Ming Han ( Shocked that you use chinese, haha anyway your passage made me laughed when i'm reading. hehe)

=) the boys~

Sing Kiet (God Bless You too! Jia you! :D)

Albert (Thank you small cousin! XD)

XDDDD~ creative though.

Kuen Luen (ROFL~ father of add maths, not even letting the chance to pass by in this card XD)

Eric (you're very handsome too~ hee)

Annie (nice drawing wei ah ma~ )

Jia Jia ( :D i like your 'happy birthday' word and the small, cute card~)

Cindy ( She used 'paint' to write this O.o wiuwitt~ pei fu pei fu xD )

Shu Fei (Erla erla the things you wrote really did touched me lah, haiyo, boast again? lol)

Ying Ying ( You eat apple la! XD)

Ee Mei ( Getting old is easy, but growing up is the hard part, thanks for reminding :D)

Cherry (thank you~ your drawing is always very nice hee)

Amelia (woot~ the furthest present i received. hee!)

Sheena (haha, thanks for the scout memories too~)

Thank you Yee Tsin. It is really nice. =)

Yee Tsin (thanks for the charm la, and erlo! i wont do plastic surgery LOL )

Ru Ya (thanks for the bible scripture :D)

The backside.

Me~~ wooooooo, i just simply love my significant pose. xD

Again, thank you guys for the great present~
I love you! x]

Days Before Spm (Part 2)

Then it comes to the next Friday(last Fri). HAHA~ Guess what? They helped to celebrate my birthday three days earlier. I was like, so shocked. Cause i thought they will organsie this party on Monday but instead they really did 'surprised' me on Friday. LOL

Besides the party, they gave me a book as my present. (The photos will be shown in the Part 3.)

Actually that day Form 3 students are having their dancing, singing and drama competitions. the Sibu Michael Jackson was so famous though. XD

Anyway at the end of school we took quite some photos too. =) Enjoy.



My birthday cake~


With Wong Suk Sing, our add.maths teacher~

Johnny, Timo & Ming Han.

Andy Timo and Yee Tsin.

Boys...

Supermen~

I personally like this one very much~

Stop! XD

And oya. A picture taken during account tuition a few weeks ago too :D

Jackson, Osama, Me, Clement, Timothy & David~

Days Before Spm (Part 1)

Finally it's over~ SEJARAH, the most dreadful subject that haunted us for so long. Felt so relieved~ :D

Anyway, tonight i'm really gonna write a lot. Things that happened last week and i haven't got the chance to write about them since we were all so busy. So be prepared! xD


First of all was our Gotong-Royong last last Friday. lol~ If i recall, we all really had A LOT of FUN that day. I'm serious. After cleaning for like about half an hour? We started throwing each other with the 'kain' we used to clean the windows and then chase after each other, and run around like maniacs (maybe it was just me).

XD In short that day was HAPPY.



Gotong Royong~


AHAHA~ i'm very cute actually.


Bully case.


The most most gay-ish photo i have ever taken.


Jeffery the superhero.


Adrian forced us to do this ==


wiuwitt~ Me and Johnny.


Acting fanatic LOL


== i'm not weak actually.. XD


mahahahahaha~


Annie, Haziq, Yee Tsin & Me.

A photo.

Me and my class, we took a photo again together last Fri. Maybe this is the last photo we can take together as a big family.. :')


My classmates.


Ashley editted this. =]


Happy, because of such nice classmates. Sad, because we're gonna separate soon. The feeling was actually mixed when we took this photo. Maybe it was just me.

It's time again and we have to go through the same sad phase in our lives --separation. This time it's real. After our exam, all of us are really gonna separate. I know i will really miss you guys. You all have been wonderful classmates to me. Hope that one day, we can all look at this photo and think of each other and all the good memories we had. :)

So i sincerely wish you guys all the best~ In your SPM and also your futures! Hope that one day, one day we will meet again and till then, take care!

God Bless!

Jay Singing. =)

Watch Jay's cello performance~~ =]

对不起.. 如果不是因为考试, 不是因为即将来临的离别, 更不是因为这样的时机, 我一定会把握你. 真的 真的

Blessed.

Today i received something, something i never thought of before these few days. I even got so upset before of this last week. God is good. His blessing overwhelmed me and there's really no word good enough i can use to decribe His wonderful grace. Maybe all that i can say is, thank you God. =]

I'm glad that i made a vow before him last night and decided give it all up to Him. My academics, my revision, the final test--SPM and my results. And just a day after, his blessing came upon, this is how great our God. (Besides, through my BM teacher, i got to know a cure for my sweating hands syndrome. All my friends or classmate will know that i have this problem for a long time dy. And miraculously yesterday my BM teacher touched my hand and told me the cure. Gonna take up this tradisional meds. I can be cured! =] )

Let me share something Ah Kiet told Timo then from him to me via sms.

"SPM examination is something that God arranged for us. He wants us to sit for SPM, to test how faithfully we all in trusting Him. It's not how hardworking we are that matters in God's eye. But is the faith in trusting and letting him to guide us through our exam."

Often we got blured through all the hectic study and revisions that we forgot that our ultimate goal is to glorify God. So i gave it all up to Him, whatever result that i'll have, i will use it to glorify His name. =)

To all my friends that are having tough days fighting for our exams, please remember that God's with us all the time. Don't just study and forgets about Him. Pray to Him for wisdom as He's the One that supplies us with all that we need and the peace that we urged for in our hearts and minds. Just have faith in his and He will bring you through it.

Share a few scripture that really did help me a lot these days. Cheers!


"Do not be anxious about anything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:6-7

"Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go." Joshua 1:9


Good luck!

Touching Song.

Run by Snow Patrol.




Credits to Yee Tsin. =)

This is tooooo cool.

Watch for yourself. You'll be speechless.

Long-Lost Feeling.

This morning during our last period in class, me and Timo were chit-chatting, about national service. We talked about the haircuts during national service, about what whole head bald ki, then only left two side burns blah blah blah. We laughed like freaks. It'd really been a long long time since we last laughed like that. We were all so busy with our exams and results till our whole class became so quiet, unlike the good o'times we used to be.

Then today when i suddenly laughed like that, i noticed that i've really changed. From the noisy, naughty monkey last year into the quiet, serious nerd this year. I'm not like the old me anymore, the form 4-me, or even the first half year of my form 5. So sad. During those times i really do like to joke around in class and laughed so freely. Just ask the others. they even got so fed up with my laughs. XD

These few days turned out to be quite strange. These few weeks. I mean my feelings, there's always a strange feeling stuck down deep in my heart. And i'm so confused, i really don't know why have i become like that. Sometimes i cant even slep well. And a bit of "you lv zhen' like what i meantioned earlier in the previous post.

But today after the laugh, i felt much better! Really an incredible feeling. After the laugh, i felt, released. The tense that was kept inside me was sharply reduced. Then i suddenly knew what the problem was, it was because i didn't laugh, i didn't laugh like how i used to laugh. For so long, i really didn't have a good laugh. The kind of laugh that throws everything else behind. And the kind that you can laugh freely without any complicated thoughts inside your head.

The piece that was missing in my heart for so long was actually LAUGHING. A care-free laugh. A laugh, deep down from a heart.

The laugh today really did restore me internally.
"一个释怀的笑把所有从试考一开始累积的闷气发泄出来。那种感觉, 好好.." :D

Oya btw glad that you came back~ It'd really been a long time, too long. x]

And so we went for a movie at King's just now. Initially we wanted to watch Tsunami(coz we heard that it was a nice movie~ first half that will make you laugh till stomach burst and second part will steal away your tears) but it stopped playing on Wed, so we change to watch 'Surrogates'. The movie was okay, not as bad as i've heard from our friends. So we watched the movie full with 'perfect' robots~ all the surrogates were like so so handsome and pretty. lol

After the movie i saw one of the shops selling CD's at Premier there playing 'Tsunami'. Can't stop myself from buying a Tsunami movie DVD (actually is quite lazy to download it XD) Mwahaha~ So gonna watch it tml. Hee~

Then Albert chia us eat McD. He just got back from Ipoh for participating in the National Quiz Pengguna and got 3rd place eh! National level eh! So tonight is actually a celebration. LOL

Then Timo suggested to go Muhibah again to 'car big cannon'. XD Only the boys went anyway. Took some photos. =]

Us at Muhibah. From left: Ah Kuen, Eric, Ming Han, Ah Kiet, Me, Lawrence Kong & Timo.

Getting ready to send Albert and Ee Mei a 'thank you' message TOGETHER. x]
1.. 2.. 3!

Me and Ming Han~ with Eric's spec. LOL

Kuen Luen and Me~ :D

Me and Timothy~ =)

伤心，你可以来安慰我吗？

Heart, broken.

Once again i'm beaten by the cruelty of life, the cruelty of reality.


Anyway, grats to all the PMR students. Cherish this exam break period. Please really do.

Wonderful Message.

IT IS A WONDERFUL WONDERFUL MESSAGE. ENJOY~

Once upon a time there was a girl who had four boyfriends.

She loved the fourth boyfriend the most and adorned him with rich robes and treated him to the finest of delicacies. She gave him nothing but the best.

She also loved the third boyfriend very much and was always showing him off to neighboring kingdoms. However, she feared that one day he would leave her for another.

She also loved her second boyfriend. He was her confidant and was always kind, considerate and patient with her. Whenever this girl faced a problem, she could confide in him, and he would help her get through the difficult times.

The girl's first boyfriend was a very loyal partner and had made great contributions in maintaining her wealth and kingdom. However, she did not love the first boyfriend. Although he loved her deeply, she hardly took notice of him!

One day, the girl fell ill and she knew her time was short. She thought of her luxurious life and wondered, 'I now have four boyfriends with me, but when I die, I'll be all alone.'

Thus, she asked the fourth boyfriend, 'I loved you the most, endowed you with the finest clothing and showered great care over you. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?'

'No way!', replied the fourth boyfriend, and he walked away without another word.

His answer cut like a sharp knife right into her heart..

The sad girl then asked the third boyfriend, 'I loved you all my life. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?'

'No!', replied the third boyfriend. 'Life is too good! When you die, I'm going to marry someone else!'

Her heart sank and turned cold.

She then asked the second boyfriend, 'I have always turned to you for help and you've always been there for me. When I die, will you follow me and keep me company?'

'I'm sorry, I can't help you out this time!', replied the second boyfriend.. 'At the very most, I can only walk with you to your grave.'

His answer struck her like a bolt of lightning, and the girl was devastated.

Then a voice called out: 'I'll go with you. I'll follow you no matter where you go.'

The girl looked up, and there was her first boyfriend. He was very skinny as he suffered from malnutrition and neglect.

Greatly grieved, the girl said, 'I should have taken much better care of you when I had the chance!'


In truth, you have four boyfriends in your lives:

Your fourth boyfriend is your body. No matter how much time and effort you lavish in making it look good, it will leave you when you die.

Your third boyfriend is your possessions, status and wealth.When you die, it will all go to others.

Your second boyfriend is your family and friends. No matter how much they have been there for you, the furthest they can stay by you is up to the grave.

And your first boyfriend is your spirit. Often neglected in pursuit of wealth, power and pleasures of the world.

However, your spirit is the only thing that will follow you where ever you go. Cultivate, strengthen and cherish it now, for it is the only part of you that will follow you to the throne of God and continue with you throughout Eternity.


Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect. It means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections.

Thankyou.

I shed tears. But it was the tears of joy. Thankyou God, for letting me know that you'll always and are there all the time to watch over me, thankyou for comforting me, thankyou for giving me strength to overcome these stress that are engulfing me bit by bit everyday, thankyou for listening to my prayers, thankyou for giving me answers to my wanderings, thankyou for your words through your servant, i'm really thankful for the thelogical student who prayed for me just now, and telling me so many precious things though i can't get to know your name but still i really wanna thank you, hope you can feel it in your heart. Thankyou God, for such overwhelming love. :')


Tonight's gonna be a peaceful peaceful night, for me..

Another Nice Malay Song. XD

Luluh by Samsons.

Found it from Haziq's blog. Haha anyway check it out.

Btw, just finished reading an article bout Window 7. Click THIS. It's mainly an upgrade for window vista, or an improvement for vista. It repairs all the flaws in vista and guarantee to make the microsoft users happy again.

And guys, be informed that Window 7 is not like vista when it just came out, many programs can't be installed or runned and need service packs to overcome this problem. Window 7 on the other hand is different.

It can be known as the 'modernised window xp' because all the programs that run on window xp can be installed and runned on window 7. The only difference is window 7 is better at both graphics and performances and also has lots of newer and COOL functions. (Find out more in that link i gave above, looked through the features the author listed) Recommened to students that are gonna further their studies abroad and will buy a new laptop soon.

Window 7, definitely a smarter choice for you than Window Vista.

Sad again.

Sometimes we were just not meant for doing something.. Maybe we're not suitable to do it even if we like doing it very much or tried to do it very hard but in the end it just goes the opposite direction as yours.

Maybe i'm really not the kind of person for it..

=)

I miss you my dear desktop~ :D

And for now, a sweet sweet nap will do just great.. *pffftttt*


P/S: All the best to the form 3's in PMR~ Trust in God, you can do it. =]

快乐四句话

我在想，我是否有点轻微的忧虑症？普通的精神压力是这样的吗？
你是否在睡觉时会突然惊醒？是否在一觉醒来后会有些恐惧起床，一直在想着起来又得去读书了。是否会一直在忧虑到底这天的时间要怎么安排？读什么？怎么去温习？。。。

可以告诉我你们的情况是怎样的吗？


快乐四句话

一位少年人去拜访年长的智者。

“我怎样才能变成一个自己愉快，也能给别人带来愉快的人呢？”

智者笑着回答说：“送你四句话吧。第一句是，把自己当成别人。 第二句是， 把别人当成自己。 第三句是，把别人当成自己。第四句是，把自己当成自己。这些话理解起来有些难，你留着慢慢品味吧。”



我们自己有没有想过呢？每次在发着怨言说生活太残酷，对我们太艰难了，我们有没有看看我们周遭的人呢？他们有些比我们还要不幸，甚至连读书的机会都没有，未来的去向都还很迷糊。
但是我们呢，有机会读书，为了我们的未来而读，一个更光明，还是我们自己的未来而去读。但是我们总是在埋怨不行了，这压力太大了。想想看，我们真的比太多人幸运得多太多了。看看周遭的人，别再生在福中不知福了。再想想，应该这么做吗？

“不要对神说问题太大了，对问题说我的神才是最大的。”

在尝试着以积极的态度看待这一切事物。试着把压力化成动力。一切事物终究都会美好。加油，德豪。

Oh My Gosh.

Today saw something quite shocking from the newspaper- Spm's result grading system's gonna change this year! O.o

Actually it was Timo that asked me to go check it out. I was like, what the heck? I thought the system was gonna be used next. Anyway, the mainpoint is that this year Spm wont have any A1 or A2, but instead, A+, A, and A-. A+ is the most 'excellent' grade, while A will be the usual A1, and A- will be the A2.

I won't talk about it too much. Go check out the newspaper(Sin Chew) yourself or go read Jackson's post in his blog. (Beware of some 'rude' remarks. XD)

Haiz, anyway for my personal opinion i think this new grading system is not really a good news for me. I'll really stick to the older system if i can choose.

What do you think??

15 Malaysia.

Just finished watching the '15 Malaysia' project's videos. =)

It is a short film project. It consists of 15 short films made by 15 Malaysian filmmakers. These films not only deal with socio-political issues in Malaysia, they also feature some of the best-known faces in the country, including actors, musicians and top political leaders. You may think of them as funky little films made by 15 Malaysian voices for the people of Malaysia.

Some of the videos are quite funny but overall all of them brings about a lot of meanings (that's if you understand them)

http://15malaysia.com/films/

I personally like 'Chocolate' by Yasmin Ahmad (Really LOVED her masterpieces all the time! Just quite sad that she passed away so soon) and also 'Meter' by Benji. The first was about a chinese boy and a malay girl. A short video but quite interesting though. And the second one was quite hilarious, about a taxi driver commenting on our country's various current talking points. Actually 'One Future' and 'Slovak Sling' is quite interesting too.

Do check it out. As a Malaysian.

Enjoy. =D

Jack, Thanks For Your Time.

To the People in My Life

Thanks for your time..

A young man learns what's most important in life from the guy next door.

> > It had been some time since Jack had seen the old man.
> > College, girls, career, and life itself got in the way. In fact, Jack moved clear
> > across the country in pursuit of his dreams. There, in the
> > rush of his busy life, Jack had little time to think about the past and
> > often no time
> > to spend with his wife and son. He was working on his future,
> > and nothing could stop him.
> >
> > One day, over the phone, his mother told him, "Mr. Belser died
> > last night.
> > The funeral is on Wednesday."
> >
> > Memories flashed through his mind like an old newsreel as
> > he sat
> > quietly remembering his childhood days.
> >
> > "Jack, did you hear me?"
> > "Oh sorry, Mom. Yes, I heard you. It' s been so
> > long since I thought of him. I'm sorry, but I honestly thought he
> > died years ago," Jack said.
> >
> > "Well, he didn't forget you. Every time I saw him
> > he'd ask how
> > you were doing. He'd reminisce about the many days you
> > spent over 'his
> >
> > side of the fence' as he put it," Mom told him.
> > "I loved that old house he lived in," Jack said.
> >
> > "You know, Jack, after your father died, Mr. Belser
> > stepped in to
> > make sure you had a man's influence in your life,"
> > she said.
> >
> > "He's the one who taught me carpentry," he
> > said. "I wouldn't be
> > in this business if it weren't for him. He spent a lot
> > of time teaching
> > me things he thought were important...Mom, I'll be
> > there for the funeral,"
> >
> > Jack said.
> >
> > As busy as he was, he kept his word. Jack caught the next
> > flight
> > to his hometown. Mr. Belser's funeral was small and
> > uneventful. He had
> > no children of his own, and most of his relatives had
> > passed away.
> >
> > The night before he had to return home, Jack and his Mom
> > stopped
> > by to see the old house next door one more time. Standing
> > in the doorway,
> > Jack paused for a moment. It was like crossing over into
> > another
> > dimension, a leap through space and time. The house was exactly as he
> > remembered. Every step held memories. Every picture, every piece of
> > furniture.... Jack stopped suddenly.
> >
> > "What's wrong, Jack?" his Mom asked.
> >
> > "The box is gone," he said.
> > "What box?" Mom asked.
> > "There was a small gold box that he kept locked on top
> > of his
> > desk. I must have asked him a thousand times what was
> > inside. All he'd ever
> > tell me was the thing I value most," Jack said. It was gone. Everything about
> > the house was exactly how Jack remembered it, except for
> > the box. He figured someone from the Belser family had taken it.
> >
> > "Now I'll never know what was so valuable to
> > him," Jack said. "I
> > better get some sleep. I have an early flight home,
> > Mom."
> >
> > It had been about two weeks since Mr. Belser died.
> > Returning home
> >
> > from work one day Jack discovered a note in his mailbox.
> > "Signature
> > required on a package. No one at home. Please stop by the
> > main post office
> >
> > within the next three days," the note read.
> > Early the next day Jack retrieved the package. The small
> > box was
> >
> > old and looked like it had been mailed a hundred years ago.
> > The
> > handwriting was difficult to read, but the return address
> > caught his
> > attention. "Mr. Harold
> > Belser" it read.
> >
> > Jack took the box out to his car and ripped open the
> > package.
> >
> > There inside was the gold box and an envelope. Jack's
> > hands shook as he
> > read
> > the note inside. "Upon my death, please forward this
> > box and its contents
> > to Jack Bennett. It's the thing I valued most in my
> > life."
> >
> > A small key was taped to the letter. His heart racing, as
> > tears
> > filling his eyes,! Jack carefully unlocked the box. There
> > inside he found
> > a
> > beautiful gold pocket watch. Running his fingers slowly
> > over the finely etched casing, he unlatched the cover. Inside he found
> > these words
> > engraved: "Jack, Thanks for your time!" - Harold
> > Belser."
> >
> > "The thing he valued most...was...my time."
> >
> > Jack held the watch for a few minutes, then called his
> > office and cleared his appointments for the next two days.
> > "Why?" Janet, his
> > assistant asked.
> >
> > "I need some time to spend with my son," he said.
> > "Oh, and by the way, Janet.. Thanks for your time."
> >
> >
> > "Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take
> > but by the
> > moments that take our breath away,"
> >
> > Think about this. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.
> >
> > 1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much that they would die for you.
> >
> > 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
> >
> > 3. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
> >
> > 4. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to
> > sleep.
> >
> > 5. You mean the world to someone.
> >
> > 6. If not for you, someone may not be living.
> >
> > 7. You are special and unique.
> >
> > 8. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you trust God to do what's best, and wait on His time, sooner or later, you will get it or something better.
> >
> > 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good can still come from it.
> >
> > 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look; you most likely turned your back on the world.
> >
> > 11. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
> >
> > 12. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
> >
> > 13. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know and you'll both be happy.
> >
> > 14. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

To everyone who read this: "Thank you for your time."

Giving out a little moment of Joy‏.

An excellent read, thought to share.

"Taxi"

I arrived at the address where someone had requested a taxi. I honked but no one came out. I honked again, nothing. So I walked to the door and knocked.

'Just a minute', answered a frail, elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged across the floor.

After a long pause, the door opened. A small woman in her 90's stood before me. She was wearing a print dress and a pillbox hat with a veil pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940s movie.

By her side was a small nylon suitcase. The apartment looked as if no one had lived in it for years. All the furniture was covered with sheets.. There were no clocks on the walls, no knickknacks or utensils on the counters. In the corner was a cardboard box filled with photos and glassware.

'Would you carry my bag out to the car?' she said. I took the suitcase to the cab, and then returned to assist the woman. She took my arm and we walked slowly toward the curb. She kept thanking me for my kindness. 'It's nothing', I told her. 'I just try to treat my passengers the way I would want my mother
treated'.. 'Oh, you're such a good boy', she said.

When we got in the cab, she gave me an address, and then asked, 'Could you drive through downtown?'

'It's not the shortest way,' I answered quickly.
'Oh, I don't mind,' she said. 'I'm in no hurry. I'm on my way to a hospice'.
I looked in the rear-view mirror. Her eyes were glistening. 'I don't have any family left,' she continued. 'The doctor says I don't have very long.' .... I quietly reached over and shut off the meter.

'What route would you like me to take?' I asked. For the next two hours, we drove through the city. She showed me the building where she had once worked as an elevator operator. We drove through the neighborhood where she and her husband had lived when they were newlyweds. She had me pull up in front of a furniture warehouse that had once been a ballroom where she had gone dancing as a girl.

Sometimes she'd ask me to slow in front of a particular building or corner and would sit staring into the darkness, saying nothing.

As the first hint of sun was creasing the horizon, she suddenly said, 'I'm tired. Let's go now'

We drove in silence to the address she had given me. It was a low building, like a small convalescent home, with a driveway that passed under a portico. Two orderlies came out to the cab as soon as we pulled up. They were solicitous and intent, watching her every move. They must have been expecting her.

I opened the trunk and took the small suitcase to the door. The woman was already seated in a wheelchair.

'How much do I owe you?' she asked, reaching into her purse. 'Nothing,' I said

'You have to make a living,' she answered. 'There are other passengers,' I responded.

Almost without thinking, I bent and gave her a hug. She held onto me tightly.

'You gave an old woman a little moment of joy,' she said. 'Thank you.'

I squeezed her hand, and then walked into the dim morning light. Behind me, a door shut. It was the sound of the closing of a life. I didn't pick up any more passengers that shift. I drove aimlessly lost in thought. For the rest of that day, I could hardly talk. What if that woman had gotten an angry driver, or one who was impatient to end his shift?

What if I had refused to take the run, or had honked once, then driven away?

On a quick review, I don't think that I have done anything more important in my life.

We're conditioned to think that our lives revolve around great moments. But great moments often catch us unaware-beautifully wrapped in what others may consider a small one.


PEOPLE MAY NOT REMEMBER EXACTLY WHAT YOU DID, OR WHAT YOU SAID,

BUT THEY WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER HOW YOU MADE THEM FEEL.

You won't get any big surprise if you send this out. But, you might help make the world a little kinder and more compassionate by sending it on.

Thank you, my friend...


Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we are here we might as well dance.

Cool Animation~

Check this out. Really cool~ x] credits to Ah Kae.

Home Sweet Home~

Just came back from Kuching. Was attending a church conference at my church, City Harvest, another branch in Kuching that was originally from Singapore.

To know more about my church please click this.
And do watch some of the video clips during the services in Singapore City Harvest Church: 1.Radiate and 2.Beautiful (two of the new songs in their newest P&W album)

Just so you know this time during the conference, Pastor Kong Hee, the founder of our church came to Kuching! He came with the whole praise and worship team like in the 2 videos you watched above. Imagine everytime we can only watch them on youtube or DVD's but now we can see them face to face. (My friend even got their signatures. Jeaslous eh.. XD)

Anyway, was in Kuching for four days. The first day was in bus and reached Kuching at 7 something. Then the second day morning was shopping in two huge shopping complex (tHe Spring and Boulevard :D)

Woots starbucks~~


The water fountain in tHe Spring.


Me, Xiang Chun, & Desmond.


Jealous now? XDD


Again~


Besides, i really ate A LOT, for breakfast, lunch, dinner, then supper and spent most of my money on FOOD while the others will spend it on clothes or stuffs.. LOL eg. Kok Lok Mee, Oh Ah Jian, Laksa, "Metal Plate Burn Fish", Roti Canai, Hokien Noodle blah blah blah. Wooo.
Here are just some, forgot to photo the rest @.@:

Kuching Laksa~

Kuching Kok Lok Mee.

Cha Siew Kampua.

The conference was on the second and third day. Had a great great time. Pastor Kong Hee's preaching was indeed humorous yet so interesting. Learnt a lot. Enjoyed the praise and worship session a lot too! =]

The main hall.

The whole Singapore P&W team~

Pastor Kong Hee(right) with his Chinese translator. :D

On the last day we went to visit some of Kuching City's interesting places and didn't forget to take photos too. Eheh

DUN! (Dewan Undangan Negeri) The biggest DUN building in the whole commanwealth community. O.o

Ahaks~

"Ya Da Jie"~

Miao~

Cowboys. XD

Eheh, a spot not to be missed in Kuching.

We even went to three shopping complex again, (Tun Jugah, Sarawak Plaza, and Parkson) during lunch time.

After that, on the way back our bus broke down! O.o had to wait for about 3 hours(we were playing cards and rubik's cube, my record is 1.30min but my friend's 1.18min grr) till a new bus came to fetch us back to Sibu. Wooo, back to Sibu at 10pm+ though it suppose to be 7pm+. But luckily the new bus is larger, cooler, and has a tv. So roughly can say we had a 'nice' trip back. XD

Anyway, enjoyed my trip to Kuching this time. Guess that i'll have to catch up with my revision for second trial now. God Bless Me =)

Have To Go Again.

Won't be in Sibu, again until Wed night.

So till then, adios amigos~

Miss me =]

(But how about my revisions for my second trial just right AFTER the raya break? Ah Gai.. Wuwu worried~ Gah! Who cares.. Am just gonna relax and enjoy my trip. Leave out all the rest till i come back. x] But anyway guys, DON'T revise too fast ah! Don't you all ever leave me behind! =P )

Oya and btw, girl. DON'T you ever do anything stoopid on my facebook wall again, i'm warning you. And do take care of yourself. Sing a lullaby for you again if you need it. Geehee

Ciao.

The Hangover.

Anyway, so today i watched this movie, The Hangover HIGHLY recommened by Jackson in his blog. (Even rated it higher than G.I Joe)

But it proves that he's right. HAHAHA~ I spent my whole morning laughing like crap with my brother watching this movie. Roughly it's about 4 guys, i mean 3 guys(Alan, Stu, and Phil except the groom-to-be friend Doug that went missing) that got screwed up ONE night in Vegas during Doug's bachelor party and caused a lot, i mean A LOT of troubles. ROFL~

Besides hilarious, the story line is very interesting too, linking all the unknown and hilarious things that happened one by one throughout the movie as they totally forgot what happened to them that night because they got drugged accidentally by Alan that causes amnesia to the drug-user. So the next day they have to find it out one by one actually what happened, like how did a tiger got into their hotel room, how did Stu lost his tooth, how did Stu got married to a stripper, how did they win 80 grand from the casino, how did they stole a cop car, why is a Chinese mafia boss in the car's boot, and why is a baby in their hotel room's closet.. XD

So guys, during the Raya break if you're free (you ARE free) please do download this movie or go get a DVD (i'm not encouraging piracy though XD) and watch it. Again, you won't regret it, if you want a GREAT heck of a 'laugh' time. Cheers :D

(Oya, and a word of wisdom. If you're really watching, maybe you'd want to watch it without your parents' presence. Don't ask me why. Just watch. XD Actually just some swear words throughout the movie, no big deal for the Americans, but just a lil' problem over here in M'sia. Get it? LOL)

God has a Positive Answer.

The only survivor of a shipwreck
was washed up on a small, uninhabited island.
He prayed feverishly for God to rescue him,
and every day he scanned the horizon for help,
but none seemed forthcoming.

Exhausted, he eventually managed to build a little hut
out of driftwood to protect him from the elements,
and to store his few possessions.

But then one day, after scavenging for food,
he arrived home to find his little hut in flames,
the smoke rolling up to the sky.

The worst had happened; everything was lost.
He was stunned with grief and anger.
"God, how could you do this to me!" he cried.

Early the next day, however, he was awakened
by the sound of a ship that was approaching the island.
It had come to rescue him.

"How did you know I was here?"
asked the weary man of his rescuers.

"We saw your smoke signal," they replied..


It is easy to get discouraged when things are going bad.
But we shouldn't lose heart, because God is at work in our lives,
even in the midst of pain and suffering.

Remember, next time your little hut is burning to the ground
it just may be a smoke signal that summons the grace of God.

For all the negative things we have to say to ourselves,

God has a positive answer.

Happy Raya!

Huuuu~ So finally.. Second Trial's Sej exam is over. (Everyone had being really really crazy for Sej, seriously..) And now finally can have some time to calm myself down after the hectic sejarah-studying this two whole weeks.. (At least for one week of Raya break until two more weeks of second trial starting the first day of school after raya...) Huuuuuuuu~ *breathe in deeply*

Phew =] (And guess what? Yesterday, the day before Sej exam, 22 STUDENTS didn't come to school for my class, 20 for Einstein, 19 for Kepler, and LOL a 'world record' breaking of 23 for Fleming! ==)

Anyway, just wanna wish all my malay friends a Happy Hari Raya! (And sorry Haziq i can't go to your house this holiday cause i won't be in Sibu.. Wu wu, really gonna miss the delicious food your mum made like last year. T.T)

Save some for me until i get back yea? XD


"Oh oh ohhh Balik Kampung, oh oh ohh balik kampung, oh oh ohhh.."~

你记得吗？

第一次听到你哼的歌。也许你忘了，但我还没。。

你记得吗？

Do you believe in fate?

或许情缘真的已与我们差肩而过。。

你可曾经觉得？我们总是跨不出那个界限。我也总是在原地徘徊，裹足不前。我明白你，你有你的想法。你还是。。所以现在我已答应我自己不要一厢情愿，不可以再胡思乱想。。

考试啊！到底是你在阻止我吗？
还有时机啊，你这该死的家伙，来得可真是差啊。。

我不明白，为何你总是那个能在我需要时拉我一把，在我绝望中说了简短却又能医治我的话。你总能把我，变好。变得好好。真的，真的谢谢你平时的鼓励和支持，让我能重新从灰心中站立起来，重新面对这艰难的人生。

我真的该这么做吗？真的是这个决定吗？若是现在问我自己这么做，又真的能保证我以后不会再后悔吗？

但一点是我可以确定的。如果我现在做了那另一个决定，我将会是世界上最笨的那个男生。最蠢，再加最傻。。

事实还是事实，每个人还是得面对。别想太多了，加油吧德豪！你也一样，加油。诚心的。我们都一起加油~ =)

谢谢你出现在我的生命中。带来了这么多欢笑，泪水。真的真的。

就这样说好吧。答应了，是我们。

现在就让这一切都随着风，轻轻飘荡。。

等到那个对的时间再次来临。

Best Malay Song Eva~

Believe your eyes.. This is a MALAY song. But it's the BEST malay song i have ever heard since i was borned. (Except for 'Negaraku' LOL~) So trust me, if i say it's a malay song but still say it's NICEEEEE, then you must really really check it out. XD Thank you~

Trust me, you won't regret this :D

Jangan Kau Lepas by Alexa.

Touched? =)

Lyrics:
Chorus:
Peluklah diriku dan jangan kau lepaskanku,
dan jangan kau lepaskanku darimu

Verse:
Ku takkan pernah tertawa
Ku takkan pernah bahagia
Ku takkan pernah merasakannya
Bila kau tak di sini
Ku takkan pernah tertawa
Ku takkan pernah sempurna
Ku takkan pernah merasakannya
Bila kau tak di sini ohh..
Izinkan aku berlutut mengharap kau tuk kembali
Izinkan aku berharap dirimu kembali, dan kembali, dan kembali lagi~

我们都老得太快 却聪明得太迟。

把钱省下来，等待退休后再去享受
结果退休后，因为年纪大，身体差，行动不方便，哪里也去不成。
钱存下来等养老，结果孩子长大了，要出国留学，要创业做生意，要花钱娶老婆，
自己的退休金都被拗走了。


当自己有足够的能力善待自己时，就立刻去做，
老年人有时候是无法做中年人或是青少年人可以做的事，
年纪和健康就是一大因素。
小孩子从小就告诉他，养你到高中，大学以后就要自立更生，
要留学，创业，娶老婆，自己想办法，自己要留多一点钱，
不要为了小孩子而活。


我们都老得太快却聪明得太迟，我的学长去年丧妻。
这突如其来的事故，实在叫
人难以接受，但是死亡的到来不总是如此。
学长说他太太最希望他能送鲜花给他，但是他觉得太浪费，
总推说等到下次再买，
结果却是在她死后，用鲜花布置她的灵堂。
这不是太蠢愚了吗？！
等到...、等到...，似乎我们所有的生命，都用在等待。


「等到我大学毕业以后，我就会如何如何」我们对自己说
「等到我买房子以后！」
「等我最小的孩子结婚之后！」
「等我把这笔生意谈成之后！」
「等到我死了以后」
人人都很愿意牺牲当下，去换取未知的等待；牺牲今生今世的辛苦钱，去购买后
世的安逸。


在台湾只要往有山的道路上走一走，就随处都可看到「农舍」变「精舍」，山坡
地变灵塔，无非也是为了等到死后，能图个保障，不必再受苦。
许多人认为必须等到某时或某事完成之后再采取行动。
明天我就开始运动
明天我就会对他好一点
下星期我们就找时间出去走走
退休后，我们就要好好享受一下


然而，生活总是一直变动，环境总是不可预知，
在现实生活中，各种突发状况总
是层出不穷。
身为一个医生，我所见过的死人，比一般人要来得多。
这些人早上醒来时，原本
预期过的是另一个平凡无奇的日子，没想到一个意料之外的事；
交通意外、 脑溢血、心脏病发作等等。
剎那间生命的巨轮倾覆离轨，突然闯进一片黑暗之中。
那么我们要如何面对生命呢？我们毋需等到生活完美无瑕，
也毋需等到一切都平稳，
想做什么，现在就可以开始做起。
一个人永远也无法预料未来，所以不要延缓想过的生活，
不要吝于表达心中的话， 因为生命只在一瞬间。


记住！
给活人送一朵鲜花，强过给死人送贵重的花圈
每个人的生命都有尽头，许多人经常在生命即将结束时，才发现自己还有很多事
没有做，有许多话来不及说，这实在是人生最大的遗憾。
别让自己徒留「为时已晚」的空余恨。
逝者不可追，来者犹未卜，最珍贵、最需要实时掌握的「当下」，往往在这两者
蹉跎间，转眼错失。


人生短暂飘忽，包得有一首小诗这样写：
高天与原地，悠悠人生路；
行行向何方，转眼即长暮。
正是道尽了人生如寄，转眼即逝的惶恐。
有许多事，在你还不懂得珍惜之前已成旧事；有许多人，
在你还来不及用心之前 已成旧人。
遗憾的事一再发生，但过后再追悔
早知道如何如何」是没有用的，
「那时候」已经过去，你追念的人也已走过了你


一句瑞典格言说：「我们老得太快，却聪明得太迟。」
不管你是否察觉，生命都一直在前进
人生并未售来回票，失去的便永远不再
将希望寄予「等到方便的时间才享受」
我们不知失去了多少可能的幸福
不要再等待有一天你「可以松口气」，或是「麻烦都过去了」。
生命中大部分的美好事物都是短暂易逝的，
享受它们、品尝它们，
善待你周围的
每一个 人，
别把时间浪费在等待所有难题的「完满结局」上。


找回迷失的生命
死亡也许是免费的 ─ 但是，却要付出生命的代价。
劝大家一句话：把握当下，莫等待。

Ah Kuen's 17teen Birthday Bash~

So finally, there's an interesting event among the tensed days. We're celebrating Kuen Luen's birthday! Cheers~ x] (Actually he invited us to his house, like a birthday party..)

His birthday was actually on the 12th but we celebrated it earlier. Gee hee

These few days Albert kept organising, and wanna give him 'surprises' even though Kuen Luen's opening that party. But the surprises all went out smoothly tonight(eg: about half of the people told Ah Kuen they couldn't make it to the party at the last minute, Albert lied that he forgot to bring the cake, blah blah blah) You should've seen Ah Kuen's face when he heard all thos bad news. Guess that Albert will be very very glad that time. LOL!

So for that half of people that 'cheated' Kuen Luen, they had to hide inside his neighbour's house(actually is Kuen Luen's relative). Then the other half had to distract Ah Kuen, then when Ah Kuen's inside the house with us, the ones hiding will quickly sneak into his house compound.

See for yourself~

Saw Timo with his guitar and Yee Tsin with the birthday cake behind, mysteriously? xD


SURPRISE! XD So suddenly all the people POPPED out~ LOL


So the photo before dinner~
Ming Han, Eric, Albert, Ah Kiet, Me, Timo, Ah Kuen, Jia Jia, Yee Tsin, Sheena, Ee Mei, Shu Fei, Annie and Ying Ying. (14 of us altogether, 7 boys 7 girls. woots~)


First phase:
So the dinner began. Some of the snapshots.

W.A.HHHH~


Mmm mm..


Woohoooo~ XD

Part 1:

Timo and Me.

Part 2:

Sheena and Yee Tsin.
=)


The girls~


Me and Timo~


Dude, bwahahahahahah.. I still can't stop myself laughing everytime i see hahahahahahaha.. this photo.. So so, weird.. What do you think? XDDDDD


Second phase:
And so after the dinner treat. Game sessions! Overall we played 3 games sitting in a circle.

First game: We played hitting people with newspaper roll when their name is called. Actually a very high game. Sweated a lot, seriously. XD (Zzz Yee Tsin you wait lah, made me got hit so many times =.=)


Second game: Played "Eating Watermelon". Actually i'm the one that introduced this game. Quite fun lah, at least for me. Cause BOTH the person sitting beside me got punished because of me.. Mwahahaha i just rock in this game. (IN YOUR FACE ah mu! Mahahahahaha~)

One of the punishment: Take one 'close' photo with birthday boy. Woot woot~ (=.= but is that even a punishment?)

Third game: 'No.7' game. No comment actually. Cause everyone of us wanna go sing k already that time. x]

Actually Ah Kuen got punished once, punishment is to ask anyone there for ANY question. Then si boy picked me and asked if i like anyone NOW. Woot~ I was like O.o, then "No." "You asked me NOW right? Then No.." Hee.. Ben ben de Ah Kuen, if you asked me did i like someone before this then maybe i will answer something else. XP (Albert! Are you seeing this?)

And Ah Kuen thanks for supporting me against si Lao Bert and Ah Kiet in Msn conversation box just now. Si lao bert kept saying that i'm not honest grrr.. (We were all in one conv. box just now doing countdown for Ah Kuen and then want to here his 10 wishes, that's why i'm blogging this late -.-) Ah Kuen you said that your situation is quite the same as mine, we're forced to give up something or even someone because exam's just around the corner. Exam's the reason preventing us from taking another step forward. Or issit really me the one that aren't brave enough to take that very step?

But anyway, our main objective right at this moment is to study hard and strive for our SPM. If it's fate then it'll bring us together again. Don't worry :)


So after that another photo before the karaoke~

Observe: Kuen Luen(the BIG boss) with SEVEN wives and SIX bodyguards. HAHA!


Third phase:
Yee Tsin had to go back earlier around 9 something. >.> Felt sad for her that she can't get to sing together and have a taste of the delicious cake~ Haih. But anyway it's nice already that she could actually COME out tonight. Cheers to her mum.. Haha~

Anyway before the song k-ing, copied some movies and songs from Ah Kuen's desktop via pendrive.

Don't know why but i didn't sing as high as i could before. So let them sing most of the songs.(beside Jay's songs, woooot all MINE! XD)



Oya, forgot to introduce Ah Kuen's CUTEEEE doggie~ This one's Cookies. Actually i liked his another dog more, Gucci~~~ But somehow can't seem to find him tonight. (Maybe he slept?) Therefore can't take any picture with him.. T.T

Anyway, Cookies's very cute too actually.. He just sit still to listen when we're singing k. So unbelievebly cute~ :D



To Kuen Luen: Really glad that you enjoyed the party like we all do~ And hope that all the ten wishes you wished just now come true and may our friendship last forever, my great friend! =)

090909090909 =)

Nothing big actually. Just that something a lil' bit more special today than the other ordinary days.

Don't know if guys noticed this today:
09/09/2009 09:09:09, will make up-
090909090909~

So for all my friends out there~ Sincerely wish that our friendship can last 99, and for all the lovely couples, xin fu 99. :D

Anyway that time was our P.Moral period. Nothing cool happened though, no one say 'i love you' to anyone. HAHA Just got to do countdown with Albert and Ah Kiet, quietly. x]


P/s: These few days started Sej revision. The terrible period has just begun again. Can't even get to online often as i used to. Haih (Trial 2 Sej exam is on next Thursday! BEFORE HARI RAYA.. =.=)

So for all my form 5 methodist fellow students, good luck in all your revision and also your Trail 2. Jia You! Pray hard.

And, Good Luck to me. Dude you can do it! :)

A message.

So the pressure continues, it is so much more than it seems to be.. Maybe this is what SPM's really about.

Anyway, last night i received a sms from a friend. After reading it i nearly cried..

"One day, all of us will get busy with our lives, long working hours, study life, less friends, less meetings, rare calls, no sms, no more late night chatting, and won't have time for ourselves..

At such a day you'll look outside your window and see the good old days and memories flash you by. Then you'll wind up a smile with a tear in your eyes and you'll turn back to your work thinking i really wish i could go back.

This message is for all my friend who helped to create such memories.. I really hope that our friendship will last long, i mean forever.."

Seriously this message touched straight through my heart. It's just about the same as my condition now. These few weeks the pressure of SPM made us all so busy till we can't even get to contact our friends often like we used to.. Really wished to go back in time, but we really can't do a thing about it.


So for all my friends that are younger, please appreciate the times when you can still play around and share happy moments freely without any burden together with your friends. Appreciate their presence in your lives and cherish it fully.

Remember this.

So it started again.

So school reopened also. And my results? Not really good. Worse than last time's.. Haih. Only thing that will maybe cheer me up is that at least my grades are better for the SPM trial standards.

So i think starting now maybe i won't be onlining or updating my blog that often. Not saying that i WON'T online, but just less. Anyway, thanks to all my blog-viewers and supporters. Sorry i haven't got the chance to say this. And maybe you don't know but i really do appreciate you guys viewing my blog. Because i really did put up a lot of effort writting all these posts. It's really a great support for me, seriously, from the bottom of a true heart.

Thank You, All.


It's September already. Time is really cruel. It's flying by so fast just like a friggin jet.

And these few weeks many things, bad things, happened around me especially among my friends. Many cried, many got sicked, many became confused, even lost hopes...


Girl, really hope that you will be better. And hope that you can cheer up. These things will eventually happened in everyone's life. Maybe God has a greater plan for you, a better person for you. Just wait patiently for God's blessings, continue to have fully faith and trust in Him.

It's really uneasy to see someone that's usually so cheerful being sad. So take care dude, don't let anything aweful bring you down. Be happy!

Maybe you're fine already when you see this. But anyway now i just hope the best for you. Pray to God. And trust me girl, you'll be just fine. :)

School's starting again tomorrow =(

Gah...!! Actually still got lots of holiday homework haven't do =.= (Actually finished all except Chemi)

I doubt if anyone can finish it. Zzz, i ask you, who can finish a whole workbook with FIVE sets of model tests incuding paper 1,2,3, and objectives, subjectives, essays, and experiments ah?? =.= I think MADAM FRANSISCA is really joking with all of us..

Oppss, sshhhh.. LOL~ (But in the end we had to finish TWO Form 4 & 5 modules instead! ==)

Anyway, school's starting tomorrow. Haven't enjoyed my holiday to the fullest but on the other hand missing my fellow friends already. Don't know should be happy or sad. Aihz so what do you think?

累了，就把心事放下來.

能解決的事，不必去擔心；
不能解決的事，擔心也沒用。
在順境中感恩、在逆境中依舊心存喜樂 ……

累了，就把心事放下來.

最近認識一位美國籍的出家師父，是個很有趣的事情。
特別是他叫我舉起蕃茄汁，跟他說話的經驗。
我們約在新竹的一家茶館，用英文談論著心經，
師父用英文跟我解釋因果、輪迴這些事情，這都還不稀奇。

有趣的事情在後頭呢！
師父一聽完我跟他提到～個人煩惱的時候，
他索性要我左手提起～他剛買的三罐番茄汁，
一邊提著，一邊跟他說話。
可想而知，我左手感覺到疲勞的程度，跟時間成了正比。
也懊惱著為何師父要我一邊提著三罐蕃茄汁，一邊跟他說話。
受不了這樣的酸楚，我自行把左手放下，
卻聽到師父跟我說：
「 Hold it up, and keep talking to me. 」

聽到這樣的話，心理不免起了疑心，
我手提的那麼酸，
為何不讓我放下手上的重物，輕鬆地與他對談？
約莫過了15分鐘，我的左手實在承受不住了，
才聽見師父跟我說：「Now you can put it down.」。
看著我狐疑的臉，師父居然笑了出來。

「你不喜歡提著重物跟我說話， 為何你卻喜歡帶著煩惱，過著你的生活呢？
手酸了，放下就好，對待煩惱，不也是這樣？
或是這些煩惱，就像是那些番茄汁一樣，
是你自己用手把它們給舉起來的呢？」

有趣的經驗，對吧？
最近我開始這樣的練習，
一手舉起有重量的東西，一邊想著事情。
手酸了，自然會放下手上的東西，
看看有一天，我會不會也學到，心累了，就把心事給放下來。
我們能很容易的放下有形的重物，
卻很難放下無形的重擔。

執著的人生～會讓自己承擔莫需有的重擔。
學習放下執著～也就在學習人生自在。