A feeling so strong that I'm afraid myself.

I miss you, I really do. Especially during nights like this, and especially after seeing all that.
Guess I've fallen for you far more than I've thought.

How's life treating you?

Just a lil' update on how is my life recently.

(If not later my whole blog will just be a place for me to emo lol)

These days, they weren't that bad actually if you look on the bright side, despite the extreme emotions occasionally. (You know la, Scorpios.. - refer to my previous post :p)

Anywho! Junior orientation was last Friday and we have 56 new juniors.

After some speeches, some games and the junior performances, we the seniors also have some performances in store for them.

The band. 

The dance teams.

Feel free to check out our performances that day!

The juniors. Can't believe I'm a senior now..

Funny thing is that the senior(faci's) that came that day(not even half of our actual class), are even more than the juniors. lol

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Moving on. 

Yesterday morning I finally went to try out Antipodean, a place where I've always wanted to go since a few months back but just never got the chance to.

And yesterday, finally got to try its awesome breakfast set! 

MEHEHEHE

(I have this thing of wanting to try out new things for at least once and only once I did it, I will be satisfied and then only I will stop whining for 520942734810932 times wanting to go there. lol)

p/s: Huge thanks to April, prolly all the new dining places(almost all) I've gone to before are all made possible because of her and her car. :) Next time you come Sibu I bring you around and eat all the ho liao there k? Haha 

Guess who's the happy boy? ;)

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And just this morning, I participated in a run - Neon Run organised by my church.
It was a 8km run and I finished it in 58 mins.
Kinda sucks actually lol

But it's okay I had fun, and this is without any prior running trainings ok, at all! Haha

And guess what, the first female runner to cross the finishing line is at 39 mins.
Felt like a loser lolol
And for male, it's 26 mins.
Really crazy man..

I'm a finisher! 

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And just a lil extra something, something special I wanted to share with you guys.

During raya a few weeks ago when I'm back in Sibu I watched Chinese Idol on satellite with my parents. 

And this girl here, 许明明, one of the contestants, I fell in love with her ever since I heard her singing.

It was a love at first sight, a massive, massive crush.

LOL

Okay this might sound a bit exaggerated but just look at her photos below:

A girl with smiling eyes and such a drop-dead-gorgeous look that plays guitar and somemore sings really really well?? How can your heart not melt for her? T-T

In short, she is the definition of perfect. 

Now you know why I was so madly in love with her. (And she was 19 only lol)

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Ahaha I think that's all for my update this time.
So till then, have a nice day everyone! :D

p/s: I think you should also know that I actually got a mentee(junior) who I have to 'take care' of in the mentor-mentee system that looks really alike with 许明明! I mean like what are the odds? Hahaha life's amusing in its own ways sometimes.

lol.

But this ain't a movie, I know you can't come with me.

"Just tell me you don't love me.

Tell me you don't feel the same way that I do.

Tell me I don't make you smile like I do when you walk in the room."

You broke my heart and you didn't even notice. Maybe I faked it well, but it's in pieces now. 

Maybe it's true. When you love someone, you'd want the best for them. Be happy for them if they're happy, even if it hurts you.

Lost, then found.

Why do we say things we can't take back.
Why do we miss what we never had.

Both of us fell to the ground.
The love was so lost, it couldn't be found.

I was happy today, high actually. ;)

Noted. ;)

"You are my sweetest downfall, I love you first."

  

怎麼那一天的我們，都默默的微笑很久。

How you make me whirl.

Meet Narmi, Malaysia's own independent indie band, who played in several artists' concerts in Malaysia too eg. Joe Brooks and Kina Grannis.
Really, really love the lead singer's voice, A LOT!
You'll be shocked when you hear his voice, I promise! ;)

Enjoy! :)

 

Really love this cover.
It's actually even nicer than Jason Chen's!
Love the lead singer's falsetto and how he switch pitches when singing.
And also the harmony when they all sing together.

Thumbs up!

生日快乐 小孩！;)

其实他生日是2月29号的(今年没这个日期)，

可是我们哪里还管它的 还是帮他庆祝了。

帮他庆祝的人还多的是叻，要帮他庆祝还得排队。

和Cherylene和Shu Min半夜十二点本来想去给他surprise的，

结果没在家 -.-（有人帮他在外面Mcd庆祝着）

所以就还要等到一点多才看得到他。

（人出名就是这样咯）

哈哈。

真的很高兴你会喜欢我这个copycat的作品，
更高兴的是你press了那个restart button :)

愿你有个美好的一天吧！
不只是今天，而是每天。
:)

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每次都是同一首歌到都闷了，
换一换吧 ;)

"So I'll be there when you call,
pick you up when you fall.
And if you ever get lonely,
I'll be there in a heartbeat.
This song is for you,
for everything we've been through,
it's been long overdue,
I just wanna say, thank you."

祝，

友谊长存。

那些你很冒險的夢 我陪你去瘋。

 I'm happy for you. He is better than me, I'm still not matured enough to take care of you I guess. 

And, maybe I still care.
我輸了累了 當你再也不回頭。

The acoustic, the vibe, the emotions.

Too young, too dumb to realise.

I hope he buys you flower.
I hope he holds your hand.
Give you all his hours, when he has the chance.

Do all the things I should've done, when I was your man.
 

This is the part when we say we're in love.

Something bout the way,
Something bout the way you look in my eyes,
You make everything so damn easy,
So easy that I don't gotta worry about a thing.
 

If you ever see me, ten years ago, would you let me know?

Had my third paper today.
Personally it was the toughest one among all three papers.
But I've done my best, nothing I could do to change it now but to leave the rest to God.
Just one more to go in two days!

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Everything that has happened made me who I am today.
I don't regret anything. We had our times.
I won't regret that.

If things changed for the better, then just let it be.
Even if I really don't wish for it.
Sorry, it's just a transition period for me.

But no matter what, I will still bless you.
After all, you were a good friend. :)
At least, for me. You once meant so much to me.

Coz when the daylight comes.

you wouldn't know how hard it is for me to wake up this morning.

Autumn Leaves.

1 down, 3 more to go.
I've tasted the bitter, still waiting for the sweet to come.
I'm confused. Totally lost.

I almost do.

And I hope sometimes you wonder about me.