Long-Lost Feeling.

This morning during our last period in class, me and Timo were chit-chatting, about national service. We talked about the haircuts during national service, about what whole head bald ki, then only left two side burns blah blah blah. We laughed like freaks. It'd really been a long long time since we last laughed like that. We were all so busy with our exams and results till our whole class became so quiet, unlike the good o'times we used to be.

Then today when i suddenly laughed like that, i noticed that i've really changed. From the noisy, naughty monkey last year into the quiet, serious nerd this year. I'm not like the old me anymore, the form 4-me, or even the first half year of my form 5. So sad. During those times i really do like to joke around in class and laughed so freely. Just ask the others. they even got so fed up with my laughs. XD

These few days turned out to be quite strange. These few weeks. I mean my feelings, there's always a strange feeling stuck down deep in my heart. And i'm so confused, i really don't know why have i become like that. Sometimes i cant even slep well. And a bit of "you lv zhen' like what i meantioned earlier in the previous post.

But today after the laugh, i felt much better! Really an incredible feeling. After the laugh, i felt, released. The tense that was kept inside me was sharply reduced. Then i suddenly knew what the problem was, it was because i didn't laugh, i didn't laugh like how i used to laugh. For so long, i really didn't have a good laugh. The kind of laugh that throws everything else behind. And the kind that you can laugh freely without any complicated thoughts inside your head.

The piece that was missing in my heart for so long was actually LAUGHING. A care-free laugh. A laugh, deep down from a heart.

The laugh today really did restore me internally.
"一个释怀的笑把所有从试考一开始累积的闷气发泄出来。那种感觉, 好好.." :D

Oya btw glad that you came back~ It'd really been a long time, too long. x]

And so we went for a movie at King's just now. Initially we wanted to watch Tsunami(coz we heard that it was a nice movie~ first half that will make you laugh till stomach burst and second part will steal away your tears) but it stopped playing on Wed, so we change to watch 'Surrogates'. The movie was okay, not as bad as i've heard from our friends. So we watched the movie full with 'perfect' robots~ all the surrogates were like so so handsome and pretty. lol

After the movie i saw one of the shops selling CD's at Premier there playing 'Tsunami'. Can't stop myself from buying a Tsunami movie DVD (actually is quite lazy to download it XD) Mwahaha~ So gonna watch it tml. Hee~

Then Albert chia us eat McD. He just got back from Ipoh for participating in the National Quiz Pengguna and got 3rd place eh! National level eh! So tonight is actually a celebration. LOL

Then Timo suggested to go Muhibah again to 'car big cannon'. XD Only the boys went anyway. Took some photos. =]

Us at Muhibah. From left: Ah Kuen, Eric, Ming Han, Ah Kiet, Me, Lawrence Kong & Timo.

Getting ready to send Albert and Ee Mei a 'thank you' message TOGETHER. x]
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Me and Ming Han~ with Eric's spec. LOL

Kuen Luen and Me~ :D

Me and Timothy~ =)