Getting neglected.
You know I hate that the most.
But there's just always a case every now and then happening to me.

And that sucked, really really sucked.
Am I really that worthless?
Am I really just a nobody?
Am I really expecting too much?
Am I asking for too much?
Am I putting my hopes too high up for this thing called friendship?

Screw this.
You can't imagine how disappointed I was today.
And it seems like one isn't enough, but double cases to punch me straight in the face today.
Right where it hurts.


Gonna reevaluate on who is worth keeping in my life.
Guess it's true all along, quantity doesn't mean quality.
And I was wrong, really really wrong.