distractions.

sometimes without you noticing you make yourself so busy with all kinds of stuffs around you you forgot about the ultimate goal of your life.

i wonder why do i have to make my life so busy and so complicated.
why can't i just live a simple life, doing stuffs that i like one step at a time.
why must i force myself to do so many things and in the end cannot finish them all and get frustrated.
why can't i just choose and do one of them that i like the most?

and why do i procrastinate so much.
why do i always take things and my time for granted?

haih there's just too many distractions in this world.


oh God help me i really wish to change.
(one day i will really deactivate all my social network accounts 
and live a peaceful day off freely without all these things bothering me)

you must remember lawrence, the ultimate goal of your life.