Sad.

I feel sad today but i dont really know why. Maybe i'm just tired, or maybe i'm just sick of my busy life. I seriously need a rest.

Scout Campfire'09, and the last one for us Form 5 scouts.

The day after campfire, we went back and tidy up the place. :D (My voice is really gone dy after last night, keep reading, you'll know why..)

The girls, washing the glass.


Zzz~ Playing with water guns.. xD


Tin Wei, Lee Xin & Nelson making water ballons. (we seriously are too free to be said that we're tidying up the place. XD)


walah the water ballons. LOL

And now for the campfire last night. One word to describe, FUN. Erm, can i change it to two? fun, HIGH! XDD I went there quite early for the drama rehearsal. Sometimes when i'm free will be at the P.A system to play the songs with the COOL COOL bass system. woot~ So finally the campfire started. It was really sudden actually, we were still sitting there chit-chatting then suddenly Thomas Tiang walked in =.= LOL Then it was the dance performance. Oswald and Rina, it was okay actually, really. So dun get too upset, cheer up yea. And i appologize to u guys for the PA dude. (Actually i was oso a memeber of the PA system that night but i wasn't beside the PA when u guys are dancing so can't get to rush over and help you guys change the song in time.) @.@

Anyway, after that were 3 speeches. And then a ceremony, Roland and Ru Ya (ops, and also Amelia LOL) got their Rambu Kuning, the Chief Scout Award.(proud for them~) And then the campfire opening. Lol! The artificial fire made by Roland was so damn cute XD And after that, me and Annie sang four campfire songs.(Annie kept asking Timo to lower down her mic's volume before we sang, she was so 'high'...-.-) Lol, we then played War Game, and our group with FOUR leaders(HAHA) won in the end~(we shouted so loudly that my throat nearly burst ==) After that was refreshments, we ate burger and drink 'oren jus'. Was at the PA that time and playing some hot cool songs, mahaha~ DJ Lawrence. XDDD Btw, i met my ex-scouters~(Da Ping & Xiao Ping) They were my form 1 and 2 scouters, and they were the ones that asked me to start dancing, they were the ones that brought me up in Scouts. Really happy to see them again :) (Da Ping really changed~ Haha) And after that Roland and I led the Fi-Fa yell with all the scouts.

Okay, so now is the time. DRAMA TIME. Hahaha~ The drama crews rushed to dress up outside the stadium.(In the mean time Roland and Agnes were also singing 3 scout songs inside) After taking some photo, we acted. Luckily it went on smoothly, woot~ After the drama Sheena kept on saying "Wah wah wah, jing wang de drama hen hao ea hen hao ea~" lolololol~ I was glad too, literally. Because before this our rehearsal wasn't going on very well, and before this i don't really feel like acting again during campfire after what happened during gangshow.. But guess what? I was wrong.. I'm indeed really happy on my last drama in Scouts, really did enjoy acting with the drama crews~(Ee Ang with his MINISKIRT really 'huo chu qu' liao ah~ HAHAHAHAHAHA!) And hey, i love you guys! :]

The drama crews~ =)


Same same~


Ee And and Sheena. (The boy and girl sex position somehow quite like "exchanged" in this pic..XD)

And so we changed and took photos again, then danced folkdance(Uptown Girl), played a so-high game, stepping and crushing other teams' balloons XD, and then danced another folkdance(Bo Po Mo). WALAO, is the word i can describe this dance during EVERY year's campfire. We were so so high during that dance, just kept spinning and spinning.. LOL
Boohoo, then it's finally time to go home. We made a circle and sang goodbye & sayonara. T.T So the campfire, my last campfire, finally ended. There were so many emotions in it even though i didn't show it on my face. I just kept reminding myself, Lawrence this is your last general scout activity, don't let anything bother you, enjoy yourself to the fullest tonight. :') And i really did. hee..

After dismissing, went to BCF, again. LOL this time was with Timo, Roland, Tin Wei, Sheena, Eileen and Christina them. We strolled and bought something to eat and then went home. (We saw so many friends there, it was like just walked a few steps then suddenly, 'ei? hi xxx! You are here tonight also?' LOL) Was really really tired when i reached home, whole day was not at home non-stop, but it's worth it. =)

Timo and me~


Four Brothers :D

Time really do fly, still remember the time my scout batch, when we were all still in form 2 and 3, even when in form 4, we did LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS, i mean LOTS of happy things with my fellow scout friends together. We were once so inspired, and involved in so deeply in our scout's 'career'. We tested our Usaha, Maju & Jaya badges together, we camped countless camps together and the longest record is during the 8 days 7 night ahli berkhemah badge :D, we ride on a bike for FIFTEEN KM to the Golf Club and back, we even built a tall tall tower and collapsed all together with about 15 people on it O.O, we marched together, and most of all we've being through happy moments, sad moments, excited moments, touched moments, all, together.. :) But today i still have to say, that 3rd Sibu Scout, although sometimes i really wasn't a good scout, but from the bottom of my heart i know i will really miss you. I do NOT regret for choosing Scout when i'm in Form 1. And, to 3rd Sibu Scout and my fellow junior scouts, hope that you will all advance and do better than we older scouts did for each and every year in the future. :D Once a scout, Always a scout! Cheers!

Friday Night.

Wohoo, so we finally watched Transformers 2. HAHA! It was so cool, so funny and oso nice. LOL we kept laughing at the beginning of the movie, zzz Annie kept laughing with "high frequency" voice(like Timo said before LOL) and kept hitting my chair =.= luckily i din go siao too. Haha The technologies of the Autobots, erm i mean Decepticons were like, soooo cool~ Wow, i wan electronic components like that too la~ hahaha And wow, i still can't quite believe when Optimus Prime died. O.o But in the end, phew.. XD So after the movie we took some photo in front the poster.

The smaller poster outside~


In photo: Me, Kuen Luen, Ah Kiet, Albert, Eric, my bro, Cindy, Ee Mei, Shu Fei, Jasmine & Annie. Absent: Ming Han & Ying Ying(went home dy -.-)


The four brothers. :D

After that, we went to BCF(Borneo Culture Festival). I mean walked there. Lots of people were there. We zoomed through the food stalls and spent more time at the fun fair. guess what, we kept looking at the ferris wheel, and the so-called "pirate ship", and also that TRAIN, that TRAIN...kept shaking our head =.= HAHAHA then the girls left one by one, we met Danny there too. Then in the end, only left us boys, (actually it's quite free like this XD) and we played some games at the gamestall. We like wasted quite a few bucks to play, eg. shoot ballon, throw ball into red circle, rifle-shooting, throw bearings into blocks, blah blah blah. So pissed when we didn't even win ONE prize =.= (but i think at least Annie or Jasmine won a stuffed doll.(da bian de shape) LOL And so it finally ended, cant really open my eyes right now, quite tired after today whole activities-packed day. But it was fun. :D

Title: Funeral. Funny, yet so touching.

"True Love is thy accepting your another half's weaknesses".
A MUST-WATCH SINGAPOREAN VIDEO, NO MATTER YOU'RE SINGLE OR MARRIED, IT'S VERY TOUCHING~~ T.T
Quoted from the clip: "In the end, it's these small things that you remember, these little imperfections, that make them perfect for you. So to my beautiful children: One day, you too find yourself life partners, who are as BEAUTIFULLY IMPERFECT as your father was to me."
p/s: credits to Bro Samuel, founder. HAHA

Rylynn by Sungha Jung (Originated from Andy Mckee)

DUDES!! YOU MUST MUST MUST WATCH THIS AWESOME CLIP. A BOY OF ELEVEN YEARS OLD & SMALLER THAN YOU PLAYING RYLYNN WONDERFULLY, SO TALENTED~ (btw, credits to Adrian Hii, the founder LOL)

NATIONAL SERVICE

Oh My Gosh~ Just got to know that i've been selected for the national service next year just now during noon time. Zzz... Just now Agnes sent me that checking NS sms thingy, at first i still thought it was just a frank message. Then when i'm at physics tuition, besides Annie came to our tui today for the first time, walao! The students in the room were like ALL chatting about the NS thingy, no jokes.. Everyone's so high. So noisy the class that time. HAHA Everyone even the teacher kept asking there too. LOL "you tiok ns mah? you tiok ns mah?" Zzz.. "Gah, my hairrrrrrrrr~ Where's JUSTICE??" said Bernard during the tuition. HAHAHAHA~ (and i had to agree with him) Then when i'm back home, on my msn, then see almost all my form 5 friends wrote about NS thingy on their personal message. LOL Handphone is also crowded with sms asking me "you got kena ns or not?"...
Haih.. Maybe National Service is good, or maybe it's bad.. D'oh! How do i know... Gahhhhh, it actually should be a fun experience for us, but why must boys be BOTAK?! Aduh...my hairrr... T.T 50 50 of my friends are being selected and also not being selected, so i cant say that i was lucky or unlucky. Zzz, oh well, i can't change the fact that i've being selected. So let it be..

Random day, friday, BIO period in BIO LAB.

Wowowow~ Today during our bio period we were all in the bio lab(duh..), then all of a sudden that beautiful young new teacher walked into the lab, wow and then the WHOLE CLASS were like all suddenly stare at her for that moment, even Hu Lee Lee looked at her i think~ LOL! Then after she left Hu Lee Lee asked us dun hiao, she told us "色字头上一把刀!" HAHAHA~ But we didn't care bout it, all of us were discusing about her already by then. Even the girls kept saying that she's very pretty, her body is very slim, she's arrogant and the way she walks is plain beauty, blah blah blah.. But we guys said that she's just hawt, i mean HAWT! XDDDDDD hooo, aihz so sad she didn't teach us anything.. Arghh, why can't she be our new Sivik teacher? >.@ LOL.
p/s: sorry for the 'hiaohiao' content in here. AHAHA

Transformers 2~~

T.T Today Transformers 2 is out in the theaters. The official date, 24/6(Wed). But i cant go watch, got tuition. Bohoooo! *sobs* So envy those that are going to the theaters tonight.. I wanna go watch so much le, i wanted to go watch since last school holiday but yet i still need to wait till next week then baru dapat watch coz i'm joining Albert, Ah Kiet & Kuen Luen them to watch, but le everyone's tuitioning almost every night(especially that Ying Ying lor, every night not free zzz, then if one girl didn't go, ALL the girls won't go too. Zzz oh my gosh!) So after negociating for a long long time in class, we still have to wait till next week to watch, zzz! So sien lah, i think i cant wait for so long lah, some friends told me it was really nice and was worth the RM9 ticket, i even saw some comments on the movie saying it was "F**KING LEGENDARY!" == that made me wanna go watch even more liao lah zzz! I wanna go watch liao lah~ i wanna go watch tomorrow or the day after that lah~~ Wuwuwu.. Who can pei me go watch? Go pakto with me lah, you wont regret de. XD Aiks, but i still wanna follow Albert them doh, sure will have lots of fun de.. Zzzz! So mao dun de! Gahhhhhhh~ Aihhhh..
Anyway, here's some song for Transformers 2 cheers :D

Transformers 2's Title Song- New Divide by Linkin Park:

Another soundtrack on Transformers 2- Never Say Never by The Fray:

Not Meant Be by Theory Of A Deadman (An awesome song)


Real World by The All-American Rejects


21 Guns by Green Day (Loved it!)

BSM AGG Formal Dinner~

Wowww~ The dinner was awesome! So fun, so high~ X3 Haha, really had a GREAT time there at paramount just now. About 6pm, Ian fetched Roland and came to fetch me too, wow we were really three smart boys in tux. Ish ish XD

After that we went to fetch Annie and set off for Paramount Hotel. We registered, got our tickets and went in. Lol, it was actually quite hard to find a seat at first, lots of people are there already, so in the end we sat with the BSM's "BEKAS EXCO'S" (the cardboard on the table wrote so..) But it was actually fun sitting with them~ They were Lee Tong, Michelle Leong, Ya Wen, Irene, Jia Yi, Su Ee, Jeppson & Jeffery.

Wow, looking through the whole room, all of us were so well-dressed, the boys were so smart, the girls were so gorgeous(some don't even look the same as they usually do in school LOL Albert even told me that's why after the dinner there were so many photo-takings session, you will see that a lil' while after this, keep reading..)


So, it finally started. At first we had to listen to many many talks by seniors, teachers, excos, blah blah blah. And when it finally ended, opening ceremony!

And after that, foooood~ We eat eat eat, blah blah blah. Lol~ Then a dude went up and sang a song, it was like so high man.. He sang a song(i think it was linkin park, or maybe it was just a song so high that it sound like linkin park's song), when he sang till the chorus he shouted like a maniac(opss) but we don't care, we were all so high too that time. XD

Some go upstairs and gave him ribbons(from the opening ceremony "rainbow line"), some gave him flower, some gave him a glass of water, and guess what? Osama that crazy dude(XD) went up with his chopsticks and gave him the beef that was served on our table that time for him to eat. LOLs~

After that, we watched a BSM video made by Eric n Jeremy. Next, Jeffery SANG! MOU! HAHAHA~! Really.. They all(especially jeppson) kept on calling him "mou", it'd being his nick for a long time dy but i jsut knew it that just now. Lols~

Between these performances were lucky draws. LOL, you know what? Our table(TEN people), SIX people tiok lucky draw and got the prizes.

Hahaha~ tell you about me and roland's number. Mine was 201 and Roland's was 208, everytime when the mc announce "TWO....(roland and me will scream) ZERO....(then Roland and me will stand up and was like preparing to walk up dy) and then FOUR, or FIVE, or SEVEN..!! == Bo bien, so we need to sit down again, frustrated. HAHAHA~ But in the end, when it's the THIRD prize, they finally announced my number so i walked up the stage looking at roland gleefully~(so proud that time, Roland was so speechless) HAHAHAHA!

It wasn't the last, after that when it was the SECOND prize, they announced Annie's number, she sat beside me and i was still looking at the number on the ticket. Lololol Roland muka tebal sangat de still walked up with Annie's number and got the prize(actually it was Annie the one that wasn't dare enough to walk up the stage zzz~)

Lastly, there were four hot girls that went up and danced "Wu Niang", WALAO ALL the audience stood to the front and watched the dance, drolling. XD Even Fu Chen cant stand their beauty and shouted "Oh My God, they are so HOT", TWICE! ==

Okay, so when the dinner ended, the WALAO-SO-HIGH-PHOTO-SHOOTING SESSION started~ lolololol~ No jokes, the whole room were full with people taking photos. We were like just suddenly see one dude then ask him/her "hey come, take photo with me", *grabs him/her* then *kacha*.. XD So we all took photos for about 15 minutes(seriously) and went back home. Really had a superb night~ haha

The "rare" Scout members in BSM's AGG Dinner. LOL

Roland hiao hiao de. XD with Melda, Axia & her sis.

Roland & me~ =D

Annie(with her "significant" peace sign) & me~ =)

Osama(damn sak oh! XDDDD) & Me.

Fu Cheng(without spec de Fu Cheng) & Me.

Ian shuai ge+cool driver & me~

Albert(knight of the night with so so many presents) & me. Zzz~ Annie gau cha gau cha behind there ==

Su Ee(sushi LOL) & me~

Me & The Gang~ lololol (Jackson, OSAMA & Samuel)

Fu Cheng & me~(i still like his suit and his BOW TIE. Hahaha)

Me and Annie, again. (Oh my gosh, we do LOOK LIKE couples here. Zzz~ Aiya, i mean the pose lah, stoopid yt & timo. Bo bien, i'm way higher XD)

Me & MOU(Star of the night~)! Wakakakaka

Me & Jeppson lengzai~ (LOL i asked him to bend over a lil' bit so that he won't look higher than me XD)


Jason, me & Andrew~ (Goodluck guys for your further studies abroad!)

Now a brighter and higher resolution one. And oya, added in another 'ah gua'. Oppss. Lol~

Scout Gangshow '09

The very day before gangshow :
We practised drama & singing at school from about 2-5pm :D

LOL at Ee Ang's wig.. XD

Then later that night we went for last band practice at collin's place~ ooo it was a sweet memory for us all. We all did had fun there.

Iunno where did Christina go, zzz

GANGSHOW BIG DAY:
Early in the morning Timo came and fetch me, my bro and Ee Ang to school. We reached school at 6.30pm but no one was there except Christina zzz~ LOL Yee Tsin came with Sheena too even if she's not a scout wiuwitt.. xD

So the big time finally came, our talent show was the first to be carried out. We
set up our music instruments and performed~ it went out smoothly(gladly~) but the tempo starting from the second chorus were a bit too fast(christinaaaa.....!) LOL, nevermind anyway.. So it finally ended and we got another talent(ballet dance) After that Oswald's team danced for their talent, it was really a nice and creative dance though(grats for winning :D) and LOL at roland's dance-commanding part. HAHAHAHA

Then drama time, zzz oh my gosh, did A LOT of stoopid things on stage. Gah.. Kept reminding myself "nevermind ahhh nevermind, this is the last year lawrence, you can do it lawrence you can do it.."XD but at least i did made the crowds laughed for a few times, quite relieved XDDDD~ after that was oswald's boy-girl-soul-exchange drama too lols.

And finally the singing part, arghh, we only sang for like 3 quarters of the whole song because of some stoopid technical probs caused by my phone.. A message came in when the song is playing == Then after that Roland sang "peng you" for Oswald's team and then walah, gangshow's over.

So now to the results' announcement:
Best Singing- Oswald's team
Best Talent- Oswald's team
Best Drama- Our team (best actor-me (=D), best actress-Ee Ang (LOL), best side actress-ying rui(the sexy "girl") & best side actor-lee xing(from another group, a wizard going siao after treating oswald and sharon and running everywhere shouting like an insane LOL, it was really funny)

Aww well, at least i got a best actor this time. Haha but still quite sad our talent show din win the hearts of the judges... Gahhh, but nevermind lah, i told Sze Ing at least we all had fun at Collin's house. :D

And after that was A LOT of photo-takings~ After that we devided us all into two group, one following Timo's car, one following Roland's car. (yee tsin you're so fat lah, take over so many place in the car ==) We went to Shabu Shabu as Cha Fan nearly burst with people crowded inside.

After eating we went to parkson again makan angin. LOL we even played with the lift oh my gosh sheena you're so doom if the security cameras caught our faces.
Haha so that's it, our gangshow morning =)

Our team =D


Yee Tsin i tell you oh i'm not proud to be fairer than you. lololol


Sheena(Drama Printis) and Shu Fei(Singing Girl)


In case you didn't notice i'm wearing the geek spec. LOL


Guess where's this lols~

OUR GANGSHOW TALENT SHOW. Do take a look~ (thanks to Michelle Ling Chee for taking it)

you.

You make my heart beats faster everytime when you're closer. :)

Nice read =)

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

Last day of holiday.

Oh well, guess that we all need to get back to school tomorrow. It's really weird sometimes. When it's holiday, we nag about how boring we are; but when it finally end, that's when we will turn to miss the holidays again.
Gah, 2 weeks. Just that two weeks. So slow yet, so fast.

I simply LOVE acoustics. =)

I'm truely in love with Nickelback's voice. And though this is an old song, it still touched me incredibly. T.T
Far Away:


A dude that sound's just like Nickelback, Seether. Another old yet cool song :D
Broken(Acoustic):


This song used to make my tears nearly fell down my cheeks. Amazingly sweet.
Your Call:


I-her guardian angel. Very touching. :)
Your Guardian Angel:


A newer song i found~ :D
You And Me:


And oya! Not forgetting Kris Allen~ His 'No Boundaries' in the mixpod music player on my blog page. His guitar skills are so good, just loving it :D

MY DESKTOP, AKA MY WIFE.

Wowwwwwwwwww~ I was so scared for a moment when i found out that i CANT open my desktop today. >.@!! It somehow just stucked at the boot screen, kept blinking there and just cant come into the desktop page. Gah! It's all because i installed some STOOPID programme and probably made my whole window corrupted. Zzz! I cant even enter the computer via safe mode. Arggh, i was so sad for the whole day.. Especially during the night, i was never this down for quite some times dy, seriously. Awwww.. I cant even play my comp, cant online, cant play facebook, cant blog and cant sign in my msn. (Maybe some of you guys will notice that i didn't sign in my msn for the whole day, haih.) Till then i just noticed how important was my computer to me.. She was really like my wife, no, literally. I think i really cant live a day without her.
But i was so relief after my friend taught me how to repair the troublem with the window-repair disc he borrowed me after youth just now. Zzz, doh it was quite late dy when he taught me, he went out and his hp's battery died, so had to wait till he got home and then teach me how to repair it. Wawawa, suddenly felt like learning more about computer driver and windows' stuffs, so that next time i wont be so damn useless, cant even heal my own wife. T.T
But in the end, i system restored my computer, and now i can once again open up my computer. Wohoooooooooooooooooo~ such relief.

P/S: LOUIS TING THANKYOU FOR SAVING MY WIFE!! I LOVE YOU!!! *OPPSSSS* XDD AND BTW, MY DESKTOP AKA MY WIFE, I LOVE YOU MORE!!! MUACKS! I PROMISE I WILL NEVER LET YOU GET HURT ANYMORE! AND FROM NOW ON I WILL LOVE YOU EVEN MORE! LOLS~ THIS I PROMISE.