其实那样一句就足够了。

Why does it always seem so easy for everyone else but me?
Sigh.

But this ain't a movie, I know you can't come with me.

"Just tell me you don't love me.

Tell me you don't feel the same way that I do.

Tell me I don't make you smile like I do when you walk in the room."

You broke my heart and you didn't even notice. Maybe I faked it well, but it's in pieces now. 

Maybe it's true. When you love someone, you'd want the best for them. Be happy for them if they're happy, even if it hurts you.

有时候失望透顶，无言到一个程度你真的会想撕破喉咙大叫一场，把所有从一开始一连窜发生不开心的事，闷在心底的那股气释放出来。
咳。
你最不想要发生的事结果还是发生了。
你才感到好开心好开心她终于答应了，还多么期待着那天的到来 结果就是偏偏要在最后一刻跑出个程咬金 让之前安排的一切彻底的泡汤。
你才以为梦真的要成真了，终于，终于你从几百年前就想要做的事，看过几千个人都去做了偏偏只剩下你的事，终于要轮到你了。全部都安排好了还让你高兴了一整天，结果最后还是因为小小的事又被取消了。
你才觉得哇好好噢，今天所有人在一起都好高兴，最喜欢的就是这样的感觉了，拜托可以每天就都这样吗？结果话都还没说完又有事情发生了。每一次，每一次都是这样。
好事，开心的时光真的就不能持久吗？到底我做错了什么会值得这样的待遇。

这次也没那么傻了，不会有什么就把它全部在推特吐出来，让全部相关的 不相关的人都看到完，然后就在背后论断我，说些有的没的。
每次有什么不对劲，知道我在推特什么都会说就跑去那里摸摸看看，什么私事，不开心的事都给人看到完。
其实不开心就是要抒发出来，推特就是我喜欢抒发的地方。真的有必要讲到很像是我的错吗？我没有权力抒发我的感想吗？我伤心也是我的错吗？我不是人吗？
有时我觉得我真的太容忍了，到一个地步我都觉得我自己傻到真的没话说。
没有，这次决下心，不会再这么傻了。

算了。
失望，伤心。找个少些人会看到的地方抒发吧。
有时候需要的不是别人。人的心，看透了。
你认为会对你最好的朋友 结果你会发现也只不过是你自己一厢情愿罢了。
最后最可靠的还是自己。
最疼你的，还是你自己。
需要的还是保留一个空间给自己，给自己一个人静一静。

算了。
真的是要习惯了。
反正这从来都不是我的。

友情。爱情。
在这方面我从起初开始都只是个 输家。

Lost, then found.

Why do we say things we can't take back.
Why do we miss what we never had.

Both of us fell to the ground.
The love was so lost, it couldn't be found.

I guess maybe that's what's holding me down.

Medley.

Latest cover before our actual performance next week.
This time got the chance to work together with so many people on this cover.
Kinda happy actually, not that 'lonely' anymore.
HAHA (what nonsense)

A medley of 3 songs from my second most favourite Chinese singer (after Jay :p)
Had a great time making this cover, hope you'll like it too.
;D

I was happy today, high actually. ;)

:(

“有人说过，每个人一生都会遇到四个人。
第一个是你自己，第二个是你最爱的人，第三个是最爱你的人，第四个是共度一生的人。
但生活最爱开玩笑，你最爱的，往往没有选择你；最爱你的，往往又不是你最爱的；而最终跟你共度一生的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。”

Sigh.

Noted. ;)

"Life is unfair. You put someone first who puts you second. You study your ass off for a final only to get a B in the class when you deserved an A. You give 110% to someone in a relationship when they only give 40%. You're there for your friends at 3am when they need it the most, and the next day they don't pick up their phone. You give something your all and sometimes get little to nothing back. You care so much about someone who doesn't care enough about you to say hi once in a while. You give someone your time, and they give you "Sorry, I'm busy". It seems like you're giving everyone everything, and they're just walking away with it."

-Tumblr.

Tsk. Petty stuffs.
Pathethic.
Now I've learned my worth.
No more next time, this I promise you.

Getting neglected.
You know I hate that the most.
But there's just always a case every now and then happening to me.

And that sucked, really really sucked.
Am I really that worthless?
Am I really just a nobody?
Am I really expecting too much?
Am I asking for too much?
Am I putting my hopes too high up for this thing called friendship?

Screw this.
You can't imagine how disappointed I was today.
And it seems like one isn't enough, but double cases to punch me straight in the face today.
Right where it hurts.


Gonna reevaluate on who is worth keeping in my life.
Guess it's true all along, quantity doesn't mean quality.
And I was wrong, really really wrong.

What sucks the most?

Is when you put someone first who puts you second.
Is when you care so much for someone and they don't even give two shits about you.


Moral of the story?
Don't ever get too attached, to anyone, or anything.
Period.