"Do you ever wish you had a second chance to 

meet someone again for the first time?"
  

It was just a harsh wake up call.

Second paper just ended.
Two more to go next week.
God is good, all the time.
I can do this.


Sometimes in life God let you lose someone to make you appreciate someone else even more.
To make you realise who's been there the whole time when your eyes were blinded and your mind was overwhelmed at that moment.

It's just a harsh wake up call.

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But doesn't our friendship mean anything to you? 

 Can't you see that I'm hurting? Can't you see it's not that I don't care? Can't you see that I played it cool and don't find you anymore is because I can't risk putting in my emotions again? Can I have an answer, please?

Coz when the daylight comes.

you wouldn't know how hard it is for me to wake up this morning.

Thank you. :)

"How many have you loved? Is your answer, one and only? 

Or is it several, all whom have shaped your life?"
  

Autumn Leaves.

1 down, 3 more to go.
I've tasted the bitter, still waiting for the sweet to come.
I'm confused. Totally lost.

Study week.

Monotonous daily routines repeating for the past two weeks. 

Having our first year degree final exam starting next Monday.

Praying that we'll make it through.

We'll be fine.

  
The library kaki's haha

November, it's gonna be a bittersweet month.

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You're not alone. You got me.

突然想起某个人，一阵傻笑。然后，一阵失落。

Those times.

"You may be able to find someone to replace that somebody, 

but you still won’t be able to replace all the memories."

You're the sixth, you're the last.

The Last - Wongfu Productions.

And maybe, just maybe, you feel hope.

I almost do.

And I hope sometimes you wonder about me.

This is the last time I'm asking you this.

I love how their voices blend together so perfectly.

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"This is the last time I'm asking you this,

put my name on the top of your list.

This is the last time I'm asking you why,

you break my heart in the blink of an eye."

  

Remembering her comes in flashbacks and echoes.

"Touching her was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you.
Memorizing her was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song.
Fighting with her was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there’s no right answer.
Regretting her was like wishing you never found out love could be that strong.

Losing her was blue like I’d never known.
Missing her was dark grey all alone.
Forgetting her was like trying to know somebody you've never met.
But loving her was red.
Loving her was red."

Red -Taylor Swift.

不甘心。

德豪 你嫉妒什么啊。
可是就觉得很可惜，真的很可惜。