An arm's distance.

I understand you needed your own freedom,
so I'm giving you the space you've always wanted.

even though it hurts, 
cause' at one time I really thought I was someone special to you. I really did.

always. 

Probably my biggest fear.

I just want to stay with you in those moments forever.

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
I could stay lost in those moments forever,
Cause' every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure.

I really don't wish that it was just my wishful thinking. I really wish it was me all along.

If you let me.

You don't know how much or how it kills to see that smile again. 
:') 
never knew you'd mean so much to me.
maybe the whole world at this moment.

"your broken heart requires all of my attention,

you gotta breathe, we'll be okay."

Lost.

Now that my last resort has turned its back on me,
I really don't know how to carry on anymore.

Why God, why does all these happen to me?
Is this some kind of test?
If it is, I failed it totally.
Totally.
:'(

it really hurt me. it really really hurt me. 

Lawrence, you are such an idiot. Total big time idiot.

Cry, cause i'm here to wipe your eyes.

Hey you, come over and let me embrace you. 
I know that I'm causing you pain too.
But remember if you need to cry,
I'm here to wipe your eyes.
   

Don't let me go.

You're all that I have left when the whole world seems to be turning its back on me.

Please, don't let me go.

三個字

從前有那三個字人人都鐘意, 

好不可思議,
但是又有幾個人真正明白,

那意思我只知道我只想你快樂。

Everything to me.

Your eyes are wonderful, your smile is too. 
Your laugh's contagious and your heart is true.

You're everything that makes me fall in love.

我的歌聲裡

你存在我深深的腦海裡 ，

我的夢裡，　

我的心裡，　

我的歌聲裡。 :)

知音难寻。

Hmm how should I put this..
Today has been a sucky day for me, actually everyday has been.
Sigh I really don't wish to resume my blog with an emotional post.
But seriously, after the mock today, I really can't take it anymore. 

Do you know that feeling of being ignored or neglected? Yeah, it's never a good feeling. 
I have a lot of friends here in kl, but none were close enough for me to turn to when I'm feeling down except for a best friend I found here in kl. 
And I don't think I can click with my gang as well as I think I could now no matter how hard I try to blend in.
You know, that feeling of getting neglected all the time. 
They always do their own things and never bothered to tell me, discuss things together on fb tagged everyone but didn't bothered to tag me and whenever I'm asking questions they don't even feel like answering me.
It's like at least I'm part of your gang okay, why treat me as if I don't even exist? 
You'll never know how disappointed I am at times. 
Sigh. 

I miss Timothy.

"People aren't always going to be there for you, 

that's why you need to learn to handle things on your own."

Right next to you.

I will not leave you.

I think i'll love you better now.

And oh guess what, made a new cover with my friend, Mark :)
We both love Ed, and esp this song too. So we decided to do this together.
Had a lot of fun making this cover btw ahaha
Feel free to check it out and hope you'll like it!
:D