of coz i do

Browsed through my older blog posts, again.

And suddenly this particular song caught my attention. a song bout how deep you're missing someone.

I won't post the song again but i'll post the lyrics.

I've been waiting all my life for this morning
Just to wake up next to you holding me
And your head is resting gently on my shoulder
Like you're whispering to me

When we're leaving dreams and rolling back the covers
All at once we're getting ready for the day
It's when you look at me in the mirror while you're shaving
Before I go on my way, you say

Love is joy and love is pain
It's kissing in the rain
It's doing dishes when it's late
Isn't it, baby
It's the art of compromise
It's hellos and long goodbyes
It's the picture of our lives
Isn't it crazy

So I'll call you when I get to where I'm going
And I'll tell everyone we know you said hello
And without fail they'll ask me if I miss you
Of course I do, you know I do

‘Cause I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
You're the one I choose

I'm in love
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I love you just the same as I did the day
I fell in love with you.

I'm in love with you- Joy Williams

it never fails to make me cry a little inside.

Click on the photo.

and it's during nights like these that i miss you the most.

Video for the night

This is really good, especially how he produced the video. 

Check 1:10-1:35 :D

and also the credits part, very very special. 

btw loving his shirt too hahaha ;)

Peer pressure

There are so many people around me that are better than me in many aspects.
Especially in their academics.
Geniuses everywhere.

Even she is better. 

Sometimes I tend to forget that I'm in the midst of JPA scholars. 
And they don't get their scholarship for no reason. 

This constantly reminds me that I'm not good enough and I haven't work hard enough.

Reminding me that I'm not a genius like the others, I have to study my ass off hard to achieve what they can achieve.

Guess that recently I'm giving myself too much pressure. 

But I just can't help it but to think I'm not good enough. 

And I just wish to be better to deserve her.she's a great girl

I guess this pressure is good too in some way.

At least I've got the motivation to work myself to be better.

Because love, love sometimes can make people do something really crazy.

But please don't be too rough on yourself. 

You're also good in your own way my dear lawrence. 

Don't be so discouraged and lack confidence.

Remember you too, got something that the others don't. 

So smile :)

i miss home :(

strangers, again.

"I think that if life separates us, and we end up in totally different places, I’ll always remember when our paths aligned at this period of time, and I’ll be thankful for that.. And I hope that where ever you are, you’d be thankful too. And I think that’s the best we could wish for” -Philip

this video touched me a lot.

a lot.

Do you ever think about when you're in a relationship, you only have two options together in the future. You either break up with her or you marry her.

frankly speaking? i never thought of that before.

Jom kita pergi Melaka! :D

Okay i'm gonna stop being so pathetic writing all those emo ridiculous emotional posts everywhere.
tsk just pathetic.

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And yeah it's about time I write about my Melaka trip. 
Being procrastinating since i came back last Saturday lol
actually i'm just lazy xD 

Where should i even start?

Actually the trip was organised by one of my classmate and the objective is to celebrate and chillax after our trial exams that ended last week. :D

7 people in total. 2 boys and 5 girls.

the girls :)

Our bus departed at 7.30am and we reached Melaka Central Bus Terminal after 2hours.

And so without wasting any precious time we set off on a journey to visit memorial buildings and food hunting ;D

Below are some photos we took on our way to the place we're having our breakfast.

the water fountain

clock tower

windmill. i personally like this photo very much :))

the girls with their 'artistic' photos lol

And so we finally reached Jeta Grooves, a famous hawker shop that's reknowned for their cendol ;D

We had our breakfast there and also met up with Chee Yien and Shu Min(our tour guide for the day)

see shi hao's so excited about the cendol LOL

durian cendol. freaking NICE!

i'm really hungry now :((

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So after our breakfast we continue our journey. Mostly on foot under the blazing sun(that's the only thing i hate that day lol)

Menara Taming Sari. A revolving tower platform that let you have a eagle's view of the whole Malacca town

and guess what? we saw the tv3 crew that was there too at the same time and he told us that we'll be on tv on the first week of May. (so if you have a tv with you do check out tv3 this week at 9am, 2.30pm and 5.30pm. maybe you'll see me too XD)

and this one too :D (Musium Samudera)


the damn real ship replica's

 

just fooling round

  the fearless punk

And oh finally we went to this famous cake shop in Melaka, Nadeje.

Wanted to go try it out so much since i saw some of my friends that posted the cakes' photos last time.

Made me so envious ==

But now see who's jealous XD

 

Banana Chocolate, NICE!

Supermodels LOL

 

A'Famosa front gate.

 

A big complete group photo :D

 

Me and shi hao again ;)

 

St. Paul Church's interior shot

 

Donkey Kong

St. Paul's statue

Christ Church Melaka, reknowned as the oldest Protestan church in Malaysia

at the 'legendary' Jonker Street

had our chicken rice balls here :D

this is sooooooooooooooo nice! and not too expensive somemore! 7 of us eating but the total amount didn't even exceed 50 ringgit o.o cheap right?



 bought the local products here :D

 
 Ji zai bing. I always like this ;)

cute le? *wink*

the girls again

 

okay now that's what i call huge.

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So later that night we had satay celup as our dinner.

It's quite spicy so i actually didn't eat much. lol

 

 Satay Celup

And after that both Chee Yien and Shu Min drove us all to our last destination- Melaka River Cruise.

(i'm still not satisfied, a girl shouldn't be driving and fetching me wei! i should drive! LOL)

Anyway that night the night view while we're on the river cruise was just overwhelming and breathtaking.

I can't really describe it but imagine it's like very dark then all you see are the beautiful lightings around you. so nice, so romantic :))

 

the girls at the front gate


acting macho men XD


while on the cruise


and with me inside lol


now you see how beautiful they are? :))

So after that Chee Yien went home and the rest of us stayed at Shu Min's house for the night.

Her house was so big and beautiful O.O 

and most importantly that night i got the chance to sleep in an aircond room. 

It's being soooo long since i last slept under an aircond lol it just feels so good :D
Really appreciate she and her parents that are willing to accommodate us.

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So the next morning we got ourselves ready before 6.30am.

And after the breakfast Shu Min's mother prepared for us we went to the bus terminal once again for our 7am bus back to KL.

 early next morning in front of Shu Min's house before we leave.

and this marks the end of our trip.

Our trip this time is rather short actually because we're rushing back for our Ielts class on Saturday morning.

(until now i still don't get it why are we so obedient zz can't we just skip the class and play in Melaka for longer? -__________-)

lol anyway the trip was really fun and actually i'm kinda satisfied ady even for only one day.

We actually went to a lot of places and tried a lot of local delicacies. 

But if there's a next time to go Melaka, i'll definitely be going again :D

Penang for Sem 1, now Melaka for Sem 2, what's next? ;)

The feeling you get when you see someone you still have feelings for.
 

now tumblr. x)

Just created a tumblr account yesterday.

I think the biggest reason is Jaymee, ya you, dang your tumblr is so cool, made me wanna play it so much too HAHAHA aww all those awesome photos to be reblogged. just feels so cool ;)

So check it out here peeps :D

"There's more to life than the thing that's making you sad.." she said.

And I'm so surprised last night. Guess that she actually do care. :)
but i'm not judging too fast. 

Memories that haunt

I put in effort just to make myself a better guy, learning and to get to know her more just so that I can be good enough. Forget about you. For her, for me.

We were once close friends. I kept lying to myself I don't care anymore, you're the one that left me & broke my heart. But the truth is I still miss those days, those days when we're more than friends but less than a couple.

But the old photos last night pull me back to the past, way back into the past..

Fear. makes you deny your own feelings

Holding people away from you, and denying yourself love, that doesn’t make you strong. If anything, it makes you weaker. Because you’re doing it out of fear. 

:')

Don't worry, just breathe. If it's meant to be, it'll find its way.

to my best buddy

click on the picture

Happy birthday! :))

yourloveletter :P

Deja vu

Tonight's feeling. That constant dangle in my heart throughout the night. Mind spinning round and round just for the same person. Feeling butterflies in your tummy. Just like the feeling that time, that year.

Nostalgia. But the only difference now is she's the one that's on my mind now not you anymore.
God please help me. I'm falling deeper and deeper for this.

just say I do

Wouldn't it be nice if I make breakfast for you in the morning.
Wouldn't it be nice if I do the dishes for you.
Wouldn't it be nice if we do groceries together.
Wouldn't it be nice if we hold hands and kiss even in the midst of the crowd.
Wouldn't it be nice if you're the reason I'm wearing the exact same ring as you do.
Wouldn't it be nice if we go on romantic candlelight dinners.
Wouldn't it be nice if we sit on the river cruise enjoying the breathtaking night view.
Wouldn't it be nice if we sit on the sofa cuddling while we're watching midnight sitcoms.
Wouldn't it be nice if we were to just look into each others eyes and don't even have to say a word.
Wouldn't it be nice if I could just hug you from behind when you're making lunch or dinner.
Wouldn't it be nice if I could see your pretty eyes smiling back at me everyday.
Wouldn't it be nice if I could make you smile every time when you're moody.
Wouldn't it be nice if I can see you smile and know that it's because I suddenly crossed your mind.
Wouldn't it be nice if I can kiss gently on your forehead and whisper I love you.
Wouldn't it be nice if I could hear your voice everyday.
Wouldn't it be nice if I could tell you how beautiful you are everyday.
Wouldn't it be nice if I could tell you how blessed I am to have you as my girl.
Wouldn't it be nice if I can know I'm the only one guy on earth that can make you laugh so sweetly.
Wouldn't it be nice if I can feel your silky long hair gently resting on me every time we go to bed.
Wouldn't it be nice if I kiss you goodnight and watch you fall asleep.
Wouldn't it be nice if we could hug for so long that our hearts start beating as one.
Wouldn't it be nice if I can see you when I first wake up in the morning.
Wouldn't it be nice if I love you and you love me too.


Wouldn't it be nice if you would just marry me.

laugh so sweet that melts your heart.
:)

Bubbly :)

Welcome to the different version of Joseph Vincent.
More of bubbly style.
Really different but it's nice :)