Avril, the girl that doesn't pretend to be someone else.

If you heard Rihanna's new song- Cheers (Drink to That)
Then I guess you'll definitely know this song too.

Avril, the girl that sings out what she feels without worrying about what the others might think of her.
Avril, singing songs that relates to everyone.
Avril, definitely among my favourite female singers.
  

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Norah Jones ♥

You should know that actually I don't really read books.
But ever since I bought that book- 'Eat, Pray, Love' out of some weird sudden passion for book,
(but i think it's also because it was quite famous and I watched its movie and think that it was really nice)
I've been 'forcing' myself to at least read for like 3-5 chapters per day to keep myself going.
And then I started listening to Norah Jones's songs too recently.
And tell you what, it's really a nice combination of her songs and reading a book.
Damn soothing I tell you!
Best jazz music ever for me! 
And makes you enjoy the book more.
Don't believe you can try for yourself! haha

Anyway I just wanna say, Norah Jones is definitely another singer added to my favourite female artist list.
:)
  

Soulmate

   "But I really love him."

   "Big deal. So you fell in love with someone. Don't you see what happened? This guy touched a place in your heart deeper than you thought you were capable of reaching, I mean you got zapped, kiddo. but that love you felt, that's just the beginning. You just got a taste of love. That's just limited little rinky-drink mortal love. Wait till you see how much more deeply you can love than that. Heck, Groceries- you have the capacity to someday love the whole world. It's your destiny. Don't laugh."

   "I'm not laughing." I was actually crying. "And please don't laugh at me now, but I think the reason it's so hard for me to get over this guy is because I seriously believed David was my soulmate."

   "He probably was. Your problem is you don't understand what that word means. People think a soulmate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soulmate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that's holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. A true soulmate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soulmate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soulmates, they come into your life just to reveal another later of yourself to you, and then they leave. And thank God for it. Your problem is, you just can't let this one go. It's over, Groceries. David's purpose was to shake you up, drive you out of that marriage that you needed to leave, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light could get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you had to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master and beat it. That was his job, and he did great, but now it's over. Problem is, you can't accept that this relationship had a real short shelf life. You're like a dog at the dump, baby- you're just lickin' at an empty tin can, trying to get more nutrition out of it. And if you're not careful, that can's gonna get stuck on your snout forever and make your life miserable. So drop it."

   "But I love him."

   "So love him."

   "But I miss him."

   "So miss him. Send him some love and light every time you think about him, and then drop it. You're just afraid to let go of the last bits of David because then you'll really be alone. But here's what you gotta understand, Groceries. If you clear out all that space in your mind that you're using right now to obsess about this guy, you'll have a vacuum there, an open spot- a doorway. And guess what the universe will do with that doorway? It will rush in- God will rush in- and fill you with more love than you ever dreamed. So stop using David to block that door. Let it go."

Chapter 48, pg.157-158

Eat, Pray, Love.

(conversation between Elizabeth and Richard from Texas at the Ashram, India)

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p/s: Can you actually believe if someone was to tell you this when you just broke up? 

Will you be overwhelmed too?

 

how i wish.

never know this song can make me so,
emotional.

A Dream

Last night I had a dream.
It's really rare that you can still remember your dream.
It was really vivid.
But the only thing is I can't remember the people inside.
I can remember the whole dream like where was I and what was I doing.
But I can't remember the faces in the dream.

There's this one girl throughout the dream.
This one special girl in the dream.
This one special girl by my side all the time.
But I just can't remember her face no matter how much I tried to picture it.
Maybe this dream came a bit too late?
And they say precognitive dreams may be possible too in normal humans! o.o
*le sigh


p/s: sometimes I really wish I could record down my dreams and then watch it later.

Dear God

"Dear God, the only thing I ask of you,
is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away."

you don't know how much i wish that was me.

a pic i found on tumblr that's too nice not to be shared. :)

You can’t force yourself to forget about something. 
The only reason why we forget is because a better memory takes it’s place. 
 

Boys be boys.

Just now i was browsing through the newest games(yet to be released) on youtube and talked about it with my roommate, Kelvin.
damn we got sooooooooooooo hyped up talking bout the games hahaha
can't waittttttttttttttttttttt.
D:
LOL but seriously i think this post is only suitable for the boys.
so if you're a girl, watch the clips if only you're really really boring and got nothing else to do.
and boys, if you don't watch them you're no longer consider as a boy! :p

Alright then fellow gamers, let's get started:

Battlefield 3

(Release Date: 25 October 2011) 
Coming out the earliest among these games in October, just next month! :D
All time favourite war game!

Need For Speed: The Run

(Release Date: 8 November 2011)
The nfs this time seems so much interesting than the previous versions, (except for nfs: underground, which is still the most epic nfs series). By watching the game trailer we can see there's now stories and action scenes besides racing with cars this time. change = good. wooooooooh 

Call Of Duty: Modern Warfare 3

(Release Date: 15 November 2011) 
MODERN WARFARE. by just looking at these two words are enough to get me excited! woooooooooh! damn cool story and plot from the previous 2 games. Hope it gets even better this time!

Assassin's Creed: Revelation

(Release Date: 15 November 2011) 
The game that won the Best Game Award. The game that allows you to climb walls, run on rooftops, assassinate enemies, and leap off a cliff. Yeah it's that cool. Can't wait to play this one, the last assassin's creed game created a very interesting suspense at the last scene, making all the players very keen to play and to know what will happen next in the next game.

Halo 4

(Release Date: 2012)
Legend of all first player shooting games. No need me to describe how awesome the game is, just count its fans out there then you'll know. haha

p/s: damn these game trailers are getting cooler and cooler these days. really can't wait to play. it's gonna be a really busy november xD

It's just so heart-breaking.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I'll remember, you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?
  

if you still remember this song.

they say if this is a feeling of catching the love bug.

Smosh

Issit crazy to be laughing my lungs out watching youtube vids this late at night?
hahahahahahahahahahaha
but seriously i wanted to go to bed but suddenly browsed the kids react vids on youtube by the fine brothers.
and since then i've being watching them for like hours, literally.
this vid is Smosh reacts to kids react to them.
hmm don't get it? oh wth just watch the video.
it's really funny. i just can't stop myself from posting it on my blog
LOL

p/s: oh btw that Lia girl is so pretty :)

This Raya Break.

Did so many things this week during my raya break.
So kinda lazy to blog all about it.
If you wanna know more bout what i did this week go check out my photo album.
You'll get a greater picture of my raya break through those photos haha
Just to name a few- i went on a food hunting for Sibu's best laksa,
wedding ceremony of my church's pastor,
a friend's birthday party,
sleepover at a friend's house,
and then tons of other gatherings
and a raya visitation to a malay friend's house tml! :D

Btw I really love the feeling of roaming around on the road with my car.
And the feel of aircond in my room.
I'm sure i'll definitely miss these the most when i'm back to kl tml.
:(

Can still remember last week i was at KLIA boarding my firefly flight back to Sibu
and tml i have to fly back there once again.
Just really can't believe how fast time pass when you're enjoying something.
And just so you know this raya break is an 'actual' holiday for my a level studies.
As during other holidays i normally will have to come back with my books and study DURING MY HOLIDAY coz i will be taking my final exams after those holidays.
So now you know how much i appreciate this holiday and trying hard to make the best out of it.
And i'm glad that i did. :)
But i really really don't want it to end so fast.
I don't wanna go back so soon..


If only I can freeze time.
  

♥

this is what i call a love song.