The 'Trio'.

Happy birthday once again Shu Min!
:D

Just want to say that I'm really grateful to have met these people,

And also for this gang, for all our crazy, fun outings and trips along the way.

I cherish every single one of them.

And I know more will come. 

I know there will be.

:)

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I guess these people are the most important people in my uni life. 

These 3 and the other 3 in one of my previous posts.

Yes, they are.
Definitely.

  

She is love.

I've been beaten down, I've been kicked around,
But she takes it all for me.
And I lost my faith, in my darkest days,
But she makes me want to believe.

And when that world slows down, dear.
And when those stars burn out, here.
Oh she'll be there, yes she'll be there.

  

What you mean to me.

And every time I think of you,
I think of how you pushed me through.
And showed me how much better I could be.

You say what no one would say.
You know exactly how to get to me.
You know it's what I need.

You brought me closer to who I really am.

Come take my hand,
I want the world to see what you mean to me.

干杯！

有时还是会不禁地为当初我们的哥儿们党感慨。
人与人之间的摩擦，太多人处在一块也总会擦出一些火花，一些意见分歧。
寻找着与自己相似，属于自己的舒适圈。
分党，分离。
都是些难以避免的残酷现实。

但感恩现在至少还有他们在。
至少还有他们从起初陪着走到底。

所谓大学生涯中的知己，他们就是其中的那几个吧。
:)

从起初就是被你的用心所打动。
到现在都还没忘。
　

Because you're the home I wanna go back to.

因为在所有的玩乐，所有的兴奋结束以后，

你会发现其实这些都只是肤浅，空虚，暂时的，并不是你真正想要的。

而真正想要的是 累了，回到原点，回到当初一直就在那里等着你的那个人。

回到当初就一直在那里默默地扶持着你，
默默地在你失落，难过时安慰你，
默默地在你需要人陪，需要劝告时，毫无怨言地给予你支持的那个人。 

真的，人一开始真的只会以貌取人。

但日子久了，你会发现其实心才是最重要的。

真的很重要。

遇到再多外表吸引你的人，那又怎么样？

如果能遇到一个真的有心，真的会用心，真的体贴你的人，

我觉得那才是最重要的。

毕竟，男人要求的不多。

其实只不过是希望在他所做的事情，能够得到一些认可和支持。

累了，也只是想回到一个避风港，回到一个避难所。

而你，你就是我想回到的归属。

Over and over again.

Church Camp '13.

Had so much fun during these three days.

I really did. 

So sad that it has to come to an end so swiftly. 

And now back to reality, back to my lecture notes and revision for my next quiz.

But I'm recharged, and I'm contented for these three days.
So grateful to have these people as my family.
I can't thank God more for putting them in my life.

And now it's time to fight once more.
You can do this Lawrence.

Bring it on!

如果我爱上你的笑容。
如果我爱上你的笑声。
如果我爱上你的单纯。
如果我爱上你的贴心。
如果我爱上你的用心。
如果我爱上你的成熟。
 

A feeling so strong that I'm afraid myself.

I miss you, I really do. Especially during nights like this, and especially after seeing all that.
Guess I've fallen for you far more than I've thought.

How's life treating you?

Just a lil' update on how is my life recently.

(If not later my whole blog will just be a place for me to emo lol)

These days, they weren't that bad actually if you look on the bright side, despite the extreme emotions occasionally. (You know la, Scorpios.. - refer to my previous post :p)

Anywho! Junior orientation was last Friday and we have 56 new juniors.

After some speeches, some games and the junior performances, we the seniors also have some performances in store for them.

The band. 

The dance teams.

Feel free to check out our performances that day!

The juniors. Can't believe I'm a senior now..

Funny thing is that the senior(faci's) that came that day(not even half of our actual class), are even more than the juniors. lol

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Moving on. 

Yesterday morning I finally went to try out Antipodean, a place where I've always wanted to go since a few months back but just never got the chance to.

And yesterday, finally got to try its awesome breakfast set! 

MEHEHEHE

(I have this thing of wanting to try out new things for at least once and only once I did it, I will be satisfied and then only I will stop whining for 520942734810932 times wanting to go there. lol)

p/s: Huge thanks to April, prolly all the new dining places(almost all) I've gone to before are all made possible because of her and her car. :) Next time you come Sibu I bring you around and eat all the ho liao there k? Haha 

Guess who's the happy boy? ;)

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And just this morning, I participated in a run - Neon Run organised by my church.
It was a 8km run and I finished it in 58 mins.
Kinda sucks actually lol

But it's okay I had fun, and this is without any prior running trainings ok, at all! Haha

And guess what, the first female runner to cross the finishing line is at 39 mins.
Felt like a loser lolol
And for male, it's 26 mins.
Really crazy man..

I'm a finisher! 

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And just a lil extra something, something special I wanted to share with you guys.

During raya a few weeks ago when I'm back in Sibu I watched Chinese Idol on satellite with my parents. 

And this girl here, 许明明, one of the contestants, I fell in love with her ever since I heard her singing.

It was a love at first sight, a massive, massive crush.

LOL

Okay this might sound a bit exaggerated but just look at her photos below:

A girl with smiling eyes and such a drop-dead-gorgeous look that plays guitar and somemore sings really really well?? How can your heart not melt for her? T-T

In short, she is the definition of perfect. 

Now you know why I was so madly in love with her. (And she was 19 only lol)

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Ahaha I think that's all for my update this time.
So till then, have a nice day everyone! :D

p/s: I think you should also know that I actually got a mentee(junior) who I have to 'take care' of in the mentor-mentee system that looks really alike with 许明明! I mean like what are the odds? Hahaha life's amusing in its own ways sometimes.

lol.

Scorpio.

"Scorpios put too much feelings into things, things that matter, even things that don't matter. 

Relationships with Scorpio are always complicated, just like the person, their relationships are a series of extremes, they can even be downright moody for no apparent reason. 

Scorpios are known for their possessiveness and jealousy but on the other hand, they are extremely loyal. 

Never be fake with a Scorpio, they can see it a mile away.

Scorpios have an excellent memory and combined with an inability to let things go, they can hold a grudge against someone who did them harm forever, in fact a Scorpio rarely if never forgives and forgets. They will even go as far as get vengeance on the person. 

On the other hand, they will always remember a kind gesture forever and repay it. Any kind selfless gesture done to a Scorpio will gain trust and respect which is extremely important to them in any relationship, either romantic or not. 

The best advice is to be honest with a Scorpio friend and in return, you will gain an amazing friend you will never forget and who will be loyal to you and never make false promises.

 Their truthful and shocking sense of humor if different than that of any other zodiac sign and the Scorpio makes an amazing, powerful interesting friend that can be trusted.

Scorpios are all about control, they need to be in control at all times. To be out of control is very threatening, even dangerous to the Scorpio's psyche, when they control, they feel safe. 

Scorpios are very emotional, their emotions are intensified, both good emotions and bad. Negative emotions of jealousy and resentment are hallmarks of this turbulent astrology sign. 

On the other side, Scorpios are well known for their forceful and powerful drive to succeed and their amazing dedication. Scorpios are constantly trying to understand their emotions through finding a deeper purpose in life.

Scorpios have a fear of failure which they keep hidden extremely well, should their confrontation not be successful, or their career fail, they will simply use their adaptive skill to quickly move and and leave the bad experience behind. 

Do not ever expect them to fess up or share their tale with anyone however because this shows signs of weakness and Scorpio always wins, they are always the self-proclaimed best! 

One of the reasons they seem like they always accomplish their goals is because they set tangible short-term goals that they know they can accomplish, they know what they are capable of and this is what they go for. 

Scorpios are very weary about trusting anyone, a person needs to gain their trust and this gets built up over time and once all the 'trust tests' have been passed, Scorpio loves deeply and intensely. 

Underneath the cool exterior, energies and emotions are constantly flowing but the Scorpio deals with this be channeling this into useful activities, hobbies, relationships or a career. 

This is never apparent to the outside observer but knowing this fact explains why Scorpios are so passionate about whatever it is that they are undertaking. 

Scorpios have powerful instincts and they trust their own gut feeling which is another reason why a Scorpio seldom fails."

Scorpios in a nutshell:

Scorpio is the astrology sign of extremes and intensity. 

Scorpios are very deep, intense people, there is always more then meets the eye. They present a cool, detached and unemotional air to the world yet lying underneath is tremendous power, extreme strength, intense passion and a strong will and a persistent drive. 

Scorpios have a very penetrative mind, do not be surprised if they ask questions, they are trying to delve deeper and figure things out and survey the situation. 

They always want to know why, where and any other possible detail they can possibly know. Scorpio's are very weary of the games that other people try to play and they are very aware of it. 

Scorpios tend to dominate and control anyone that lets them, or anyone that they find weak. 

The person that a Scorpio respects and holds close to them is treated with amazing kindness, loyalty and generosity. 

On the outside, a Scorpio has great secretiveness and mystery. This magnetically draws people to them. 

They are known to be controlling and too ambitious but only because they need control for this makes them feel safe.

Every little detail makes me fall in love with you, over and over again.

Who am I kidding, how can this feeling be gone so easily?
Really wished that tonight could've lasted longer.
Or just let time stop at that very moment and never change.