A Dream

Last night I had a dream.
It's really rare that you can still remember your dream.
It was really vivid.
But the only thing is I can't remember the people inside.
I can remember the whole dream like where was I and what was I doing.
But I can't remember the faces in the dream.

There's this one girl throughout the dream.
This one special girl in the dream.
This one special girl by my side all the time.
But I just can't remember her face no matter how much I tried to picture it.
Maybe this dream came a bit too late?
And they say precognitive dreams may be possible too in normal humans! o.o
*le sigh


p/s: sometimes I really wish I could record down my dreams and then watch it later.

Dear God

"Dear God, the only thing I ask of you,
is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away."

you don't know how much i wish that was me.

a pic i found on tumblr that's too nice not to be shared. :)

You can’t force yourself to forget about something. 
The only reason why we forget is because a better memory takes it’s place. 
 

Boys be boys.

Just now i was browsing through the newest games(yet to be released) on youtube and talked about it with my roommate, Kelvin.
damn we got sooooooooooooo hyped up talking bout the games hahaha
can't waittttttttttttttttttttt.
D:
LOL but seriously i think this post is only suitable for the boys.
so if you're a girl, watch the clips if only you're really really boring and got nothing else to do.
and boys, if you don't watch them you're no longer consider as a boy! :p

Alright then fellow gamers, let's get started:

Battlefield 3

(Release Date: 25 October 2011) 
Coming out the earliest among these games in October, just next month! :D
All time favourite war game!

Need For Speed: The Run

(Release Date: 8 November 2011)
The nfs this time seems so much interesting than the previous versions, (except for nfs: underground, which is still the most epic nfs series). By watching the game trailer we can see there's now stories and action scenes besides racing with cars this time. change = good. wooooooooh 

Call Of Duty: Modern Warfare 3

(Release Date: 15 November 2011) 
MODERN WARFARE. by just looking at these two words are enough to get me excited! woooooooooh! damn cool story and plot from the previous 2 games. Hope it gets even better this time!

Assassin's Creed: Revelation

(Release Date: 15 November 2011) 
The game that won the Best Game Award. The game that allows you to climb walls, run on rooftops, assassinate enemies, and leap off a cliff. Yeah it's that cool. Can't wait to play this one, the last assassin's creed game created a very interesting suspense at the last scene, making all the players very keen to play and to know what will happen next in the next game.

Halo 4

(Release Date: 2012)
Legend of all first player shooting games. No need me to describe how awesome the game is, just count its fans out there then you'll know. haha

p/s: damn these game trailers are getting cooler and cooler these days. really can't wait to play. it's gonna be a really busy november xD

It's just so heart-breaking.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I'll remember, you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?
  

if you still remember this song.

they say if this is a feeling of catching the love bug.

Smosh

Issit crazy to be laughing my lungs out watching youtube vids this late at night?
hahahahahahahahahahaha
but seriously i wanted to go to bed but suddenly browsed the kids react vids on youtube by the fine brothers.
and since then i've being watching them for like hours, literally.
this vid is Smosh reacts to kids react to them.
hmm don't get it? oh wth just watch the video.
it's really funny. i just can't stop myself from posting it on my blog
LOL

p/s: oh btw that Lia girl is so pretty :)

This Raya Break.

Did so many things this week during my raya break.
So kinda lazy to blog all about it.
If you wanna know more bout what i did this week go check out my photo album.
You'll get a greater picture of my raya break through those photos haha
Just to name a few- i went on a food hunting for Sibu's best laksa,
wedding ceremony of my church's pastor,
a friend's birthday party,
sleepover at a friend's house,
and then tons of other gatherings
and a raya visitation to a malay friend's house tml! :D

Btw I really love the feeling of roaming around on the road with my car.
And the feel of aircond in my room.
I'm sure i'll definitely miss these the most when i'm back to kl tml.
:(

Can still remember last week i was at KLIA boarding my firefly flight back to Sibu
and tml i have to fly back there once again.
Just really can't believe how fast time pass when you're enjoying something.
And just so you know this raya break is an 'actual' holiday for my a level studies.
As during other holidays i normally will have to come back with my books and study DURING MY HOLIDAY coz i will be taking my final exams after those holidays.
So now you know how much i appreciate this holiday and trying hard to make the best out of it.
And i'm glad that i did. :)
But i really really don't want it to end so fast.
I don't wanna go back so soon..


If only I can freeze time.
  

♥

this is what i call a love song.

  

Disconnect to reconnect.

Fyi i just subscribed a smart plan for my phone.
meaning that i can online anywhere i want to starting now. XD
but then suddenly this video showed up from no where -_-
lol anyway it's a really nice vid.
okay okay i admit i'm a bit like the ppl in the vid too sometimes *guilty as charged*
that's why it touches me even more.
especially the part when everyone puts down their phones and the music that time. omg instant goosebumps!
and the lil' girl is sooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute.
melts when she smiles and tilts her head haha

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Yesterday finally went for futsal again. the last game was around EIGHT MONTHS ago o.o
it was nice. but totally exhausted after the game.
whole body and bones feels like shattering haha
saw him again too, sometimes i really don't know who did i think of when i saw him. himself or her?
haih. it's best that i don't care too. but it's this guy that i admit lost. i totally lost.

 if i'm the old friend, then yeah i'm fine. how bout you?

i can really relate to his posts.

"手机里雪天的北海道是你和他的回忆录， 而我只是临时演员。美好却不真实， 它还是虚空的。"

遗憾是会呼吸的痛，想见不能见最痛。

 

-reblogged Chris

"And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there."
 

Gospel.

this is really good.
GOSPEL- God Our Sins Paying Everyone Life.
  

Never Say Never

Just finished JB's 'Never Say Never' movie footage.
I really don't get it why are there so many haterings on him.
He's just a boy who loves music and really loves to sing.
He doesn't get to this today with nothing, he works really hard for this.

And through the movie i just knew that he's really talented, he knows drum and started performing in his church as a drummer since he was just a kid, and he knows guitar, and even piano too.
He really cares bout his fans, even when his producers and managers asked him to rest and cancel off his concerts he is still so determined to continue singing coz he doesn't want to disappoint his fans despite his vocal cords being swollen.
Just realized that Justin actually do this for God too, he actually posted christian songs he covered on youtube before he became famous, he and his family and his crews are all Christians too, and they actually pray together at the backstage everytime before any performances.
And he got really nice songs too such as down to the earth, common denominator, that should me, etc just naming a few of my favs.

Not that i'm a bieliber but i really do admire this kid a lot.
So for those haters out there, please look into his life before hating on him.
Don't just hate him out of nothing.
I bet if i ask you now why do you actually hate Justin Bieber maybe some of you couldn't even give me an answer.
And some just hate him because their friends hate him. And that's just plain stupid.
He doesn't need all these hates.
Afterall, he's just a kid that's living out his dream.

Never say never!