For you ❤

我不是碰不到更好的，
而是因为已经有了你，我不想再碰到更好的

我不是不会对别人动心，
而是因为已经有了你，
我就觉得没必要再对其他人动心

我不是不会爱上别的人，
而是我更加懂得珍惜你，
能在一起不容易，
已经选定的人就不要随便放手

世界上的好人数不清，但遇到你就已经足够
即使你不是最好的，
甚至不是最适合我的，
但却是我最珍惜的
缺点可以改正，性格可以磨合，
但机会失去了就再也没有了

有人说：爱，
是一种责任
现在我才明白， 原来责任， 就是一辈子
现在想想为什么那么多在激情之后变平淡了的感情能

一步步坚持到了最后
除了已经习惯，
爱到深处之外
应该还有两个人的互相搀扶，
不离不弃。

:')

He and She.

10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: "I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! "

"I wish I did too..."I thought to my self, and I cried..

Until we meet again.

Will be going into national service tomorrow until 12th June. So will temporary shut down my blog until then. Thanks to all my loyal readers. I promise to write again as soon as I'm back again. :)

So long everyone. May peace and happiness follow you everyday. Do miss me xD

P/s: Take good care of yourself dear remember to drink lots of water daily don't get yourself sicked again, and don't you dare to curi curi go find dong hae yourself i warn you. Bye ♥ you know I'm the luckiest too x] miss you miss you =]

A snap shot of me with beanie and a bald head within x] (coming back for just 4 days. -4/4/10)

p/s: I rawR you too =]

This is for you ♥

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control. :)

妒忌就表示你在乎, :)

post script ♥

Finally found one dy dear xD Like the one from the movie :)

I can drive!

Wooooh~ So finally today i passed my jpj car test. Thank God! I've been waiting for this day for ages. Finally now i can drive on my own and don't have to bother my parents to fetch me or to wait for my friends to come fetch me. woot~

So next is just waiting for my P license then i'm good to go! :DD Now, who wanna be the first one for me to fetch? LEGALLY xDDD



Hamann Ferrari F430 by *olivv on deviantART

and dear i can finally drive this liao xD

Last night

Celebrated Haziq's birthday last night at Pizza Hut. 20+ ppl went :D

After that we went for the fun fair. :) roughly we all played the 360 degrees thingy. Scary but fun too. It was really a very very memorable night for me. hahaha ;)

wei issit nice to lean on? shoulder. xD

Just sweet.

p/s: thanks for the pics dear :)

Spm Result is OUT.

Our God is an awesome God! 10A+, 1A and 1B+. Though i'm really disappointed with my poor BC result but i should be satisfied. May all the glory be to God. Thank you for blessing me.

p/s: Grats to Jackson too for his excellent 11A+ 1A- result (mentioning your name too cause you did too ma..xD) anyway grats to everyone who did well this time in your SPM. Pray that we will still be glorifying His name in our future undertakings. After this there will be another long road to go in our lives. So everyone, let us all strive hard and HARD for our future! May God be with you all =)

Cheers!

It finally came!

Tomorrow. Tomorrow will finally be the judgement day for all of us the SPM candidates for year 2009. Nervous but please remember guys, to pray hard too and hope for the best. No matter what result we'll get, we still praise Him. God bless everyone of us! =)

Shocking Shocking News

Originally the Spm result is said to be out on 18th March but who knows today suddenly infos came out saying that it will be out on the 11th March! O.O

Dude! That's really too sudden, for me i think. Better pack up my heart starting today. Be prepared guys. All the best to all of us. Pray hard! And God bless! :)


Just now i checked for my PLKN date too and it's confirmed that i'm in the second batch. Need to check in on 29th March. In Betong. Where the heck is that? LOL but luckily found out that Albert and Lawrence Kong will be going to the same camp as mine too. At least still got some companions. >.<

For others that are not in the first batch please check via sms.

SMS: PLKN KEM 92********** and send to 15888.